Sozu

First of all it has been a while since I wrote here on my dream journal, I had lost motivation etc, again. For soon about a week ago though, I thought that I must continue. My recall the past month hasn't been good at all, but now I've recalled the 4 last nights dreams!

Tonight I'd a dream about having a Lucid Dream. I have no idea if I shall count this as a Lucid Dream, as I kinda dreamed about having one, I think?

The (lucid?)dream:
I were in my dads house (where I live irl), it was very dark and my dad was sleeping. I had moved in to my sisters old room instead of my own. I was quite tired and went to bed where I layed still.
A couple of seconds later I started to feel dizzy and it felt like everything was shaking. I tried switch on the light but it didn't work at all, I had in mind that what if I have a lucid dream. While thinking about that I felt some sort of power inside me, it felt like I could do whatever I want. I tried to push my hand through the wall while I started to visualizing. The hand didn't go through the wall, but everything become more dizzy as I visualized. Suddenly I were in the living room, it was bright and now my sister were there. She was very thin, looked like aneroxia.

Then I'm sure I'd some more experiences in this dream lucid dream, but can't recall more of it.