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1. I am in a very posh, large house. I live here. There are other people who live here too, but they are all much older than I. I overhear a man in the next room having a conversation on the phone. Something about the conversation really upsets me, and when he hangs up the phone, he enters the room that I am in. I begin throwing objects from my surroundings at him. I want to hurt him. He keeps asking me to let him explain, but I won''t. I want to hurt him.

2. I am hiding in the bushes along the side of a road. A car comes by and picks me up. The driver is a DC, but it feels like we've met before. Before long, we are in a chase. Another car is closing in behind us. We are both panicked.

I can only remember fragments from my dreams last night.

I remember running and leaping across a vast chasm. It was as easy as jumping over a puddle. I remember thinking that leaping across great distances in that way couldn't be humanly possible, yet I had done it anyway.

I often dream that I am in a reimagined version of the school grounds I spent time in as a child. I dreamt I was laying out under the stars near the edge of the rows of trees that lined the edge of the gravel field. Suddenly, clouds rolled in and the rain came down, wetting my skin and soaking into the soil around me.

The first of these dreams is from last night, and the other is from a few weeks ago.

1. I'm alone, walking around my neighborhood. I don't know what makes me realize the dream, but all of a sudden I decide to do a reality check. I push my finger into my palm, and it goes straight through. To stabilize, I get down on my hands and knees and and feel the pavement. It feels so real that I decide to do another reality check. I confirm again that I'm dreaming. Satisfied, I decide to continue walking. The scenery starts to change from my neighborhood to a place I do not recognize. I see some people in the alley. They invite me into their place. The dream characters don't talk at all. This makes me uncomfortable, so I don't stay long. I run my hands over the wallpaper, and again I am amazed at how real it feels. It's amazing how real sensations are in dreams. After leaving the dream character's apartment, I realize that the dream scene has changed again. I'm walking along a promenade along the edge of the ocean. It's at a high elevation. I do a handstand on the railing, with no fear of falling.

2. I'm in a strange wooded area in a clearing. There are many TVs all around. Someone is telling me to put them on a specific channel. I keep messing it up. Next, I'm in a car with some friends. Their cat is up a tree, and it falls from a great height and dies. I decide to leave them alone for a while. I go for a walk, and soon find myself on a highway. There are many others walking in the same direction. We reach a check point of sorts, where everyone is showing ID. I show a woman mine, and she waves me through. She says that I will be shown my power animal. A bright light flashes and I see the silhouette of a hawk on my shoulder. Next I am in an elaborate strange hotel. I become lucid and decide to explore. There are strange semi-religious pieces of art and ornamentation everywhere. The building is made of marble and lit with dim warm light. A man in a high wheelchair with huge wheels rolls by. I have a false awakening. My boyfriend and I are laying in bed in the Dominican. I can feel the wind from the ocean blowing through the windows.

I had a weird dream. It was almost as if I was dreaming about being lucid, rather than actually being lucid, if that makes sense. I was walking around the streets of my hometown, trying to gain control. I kept shouting, "clarity now!", but my dream scene kept fading.

1. I am stealing things from my old High school, for some reason. I am pushing around a large garbage bin (empty of garbage) and shoving anything I can in; computers, books, etc. Several people look at me with suspicion, but I manage to disappear into the the crowd of students. I pass by the art room, and I see my old art teacher inside. She looks up at me, and we make eye contact. I almost keep walking, but then I have second thoughts and decide to go talk to her. It's a bit awkward because I said that I would go visit her, but in nearly 5 years, I never have.

2. I am at my boyfriend's house, scrambling to get ready for work. One of his friends is over, writing a dream journal entry on Dream Views. We talk a bit about dreams as I am trying to figure out how I will get to work on time. I can't believe that I didn't become lucid while discussing dreams and Dream Views. Wow.

I was laying on my back with one of my best friends. We were watching a beautiful, surreal sunset. We watched as a plane flew across the sky, leaving a thick white trail. The plane began to circle around, forming a great white cloud with it's trail. My friend and I laughed like crazy, but I don't know why.

1. I am eating a bowl of some sort of fruity sauce. Maybe cranberry or rhubarb.

2. I am being chased up a long flight of stairs by a big muscular man. I get to the top and close some sliding glass doors. The man is banging on the doors angrily.

3. I am walking through a mall. I have a big glass bottle in my hand, full of liquid. I see a jewelry store and I throw the bottle through the store window. People start to chase me and I climb up the side of the wall like a reptile.

1. I am in some sort of architectural space, reminiscent of the Student Union building at my school, only completely empty. There are no staircases either. The building keeps changing but I don't really notice. I have an eerie feeling about the place.

2. I am on a ledge, and there is a pane of glass between me and the outside world. I want to break the glass but I decide not to for some reason.

I have been neglecting my dreaming as I have been dealing with a lot of personal issues lately. My lover of over three years left me a couple weeks ago, and the emotional stress has had a negative effect on my recall. Anyways, here's what I remember from last night.

1. Standing in a crowd. There are important men at the front of the crowd who are addressing us. I know the men are important because of their serious looking security guards. I have a packet of peanuts, and I keep throwing handfuls at one of the men. Eventually his security sees me doing it and chases me out of the building. I run out the door onto the street and begin to climb the facade of the building.

2. I'm walking with two friends, but they are far ahead of me. There are yellow and white flowers everywhere. I gather yellow for one friend and white for the other.

3. Smoking from a pipe made of candy cane.

1. I'm looking into a terrarium full of all different creatures. I remember seeing snakes and hedgehogs, but there were lots more than that.

2. I'm in a large warehouse, and I'm stealing something important. It's printed on a large piece of paper. I put it onto another large piece of paper and roll it into a tube. A man sees me do this, and chases me as I try to run for it. He tackles me and I struggle like crazy to get away.

3. I'm in a hallway somewhere, and all these sexy thin models are wandering around in bathing suits. I look at my own substandard body and feel incredibly jealous.

I didn't get a chance to update my journal for the last couple of days.

1. I'm wandering through some house that has obviously been abandoned in a hurry.

2. Two people have been swarmed by killer bees, and I'm trying to phone for help. The phone isn't working properly. The two people pass out and fall into a huge pool of water in the ground.

3. My dad has gone missing for a few days. I'm standing on the steps of the police station, not knowing what to do. A policeman comes up to me and we talk for a bit. He gives me a stack of paper.