Xanous' Dream Journal

Bedtime: Midnight 5MG Melatonin. Some amount of RUM.

Wake 4:30AM
Meditation 15 min.
1 cup strong green tea caffeinated.
Back to Bed at 5:00AM
Tech: WILD


#109 Damned Rainbow Demon 5:30AM

During WILD I get strong HI/HH. I am driving in the country in the fall. The leaves are changing colors. Weezer's Dreamin is playing quietly in the background... on the radio? I hear birds chirping. Then I notice that the birds begin to sound distorted and electronic like some sort of strange robot bird. Now I realize I am in the dream totally. I say to my self, "It's go time." But now I am back in my bed with vibrations.

I wake for a bit. My hands feel like they are floating up on there own volition. I rub them. The sensation feels ultra real but a little like I lost circulation. I easily get up. It feels so real that for a moment I think I am really wake. I ignore that thought and just go with it. Then, the sheet feel wrapped around me funny. I pull it out from under me like I was swaddled. I stand up. It is dark and I feel that I just need to open my dream eyes but I open my real eyes and see the dark room where I am laying in bed still. Shocked, I wake a little.

DEILD

I am back in bed with vibrations again. This time I am more focused. I easily get up out of bed and stand. Again it feels ultra real. I can see the light coming from around the edges of the door and lighting the floor. The rest of the room is dark. I hear this strange sound like an evil electronic raspberry noise. I become gripped with fear. The source of the sound is coming from my wife's side of the bed. I know that it's the Rainbow Demon and worry that it will attack me again. I point to the sound and say, "NO!". Suddenly, it stops.

Still afraid I rush out of the room and slam the door behind me. Let out a sigh of relief. The fear doesn't leave me so I rush to the front door to go outside. On the way I see some blankets on the floor. Fully distracted now, I think how we just cleaned for company before bed and wonder how and why there are blankets. I stoop to grab them quickly but I fall. I land on the floor hard! Then, the floor gives and I fall through it into totally darkness. I wake up. I try to DEILD again but nothing happens right away so. I record the dream before I fall back to sleep.


Sometimes I think there is something that wants to keep me in the house. I need to remember to just phase through the bedroom window and be done with all of that. I spend to much energy just getting out of bed and then the house becomes a pitfall. Hmm....