Xanous' Dream Journal

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Prebed: 15MG Melatonin, 300MG B6, 32 oz. Light Beer
Bedtime:10:45PM
WBTB: 3:00AM/Brief, 125MG Caffeine Pill

I have been really lazy with my DJ. It seems that keeping an off line private non-lucid DJ is less motivating than an online public one. I guess I am going to try to make a bigger effort to post non-lucids from here on out. It really seems to boost my recall.

No recall prior to WBTB. A few fragments after alarm.

Fragment #1: I vividly recall folding a green table cloth on the floor. I struggle with it.
Fragment #2: Lost needing directions. Looking for the "bar strip". Overhead digital map. Someone points out a loop the resembles Branson, MO.

Ball Lightning - 3:59AM - MILD fail

have an extremely vivid visual dream about an approaching storm. I am trying to park my car but the brakes and transmission wont cooperate. The other cars keep getting in the way. It takes a long time to finally get parked. I see the approaching storm. I wanted to watch lightning so I waited. I can't hear anything because my wife is next to my talking really loud and the radio is turned up. I sort of rudely tell her to be quite and listen. This brilliant ball of lightning appears in the sky and dances around all crazy. It turns into may symbols and geometric shapes. The light is almost blinding but I feel no pain in my eyes. I get extremely excited and try to get the DCs standing around to look but they seem disinterested. Then, the lighting turns into an advertisement. It clearly makes the word SKECHERS then SYNERGY. I lose my excitement as I soon realize its just a high tech holographic billboard. I say to myself, "That's a little disappointing but still really cool." I wake up. I have been asleep 60min.

BTW, I Googled "skechers synergy" and found out there is a womens training shoe by that name.

Liquid Movie 5:22AM

M my sister-in-law has a "liquid movie" in what looks like a soda bottle. Apparently the liquid contains data that you can pour it out in to some device and watch a movie that way. Really it just looks like a bottle of Diet Dr. Pepper. I notice she has the words "4th watch" written on the side in marker. I take it to mean she has watched it 4 times. For some reason I think is it a movie with Fred Astaire. His face come to my mind. I see this exact picture in my dream.

The funny thing is I had to Google to even know if this was a real name or not.
Another example of locked away memory being accessed in dream time.

I'm A Cop 5:29AM

I pull up to an area under a bridge that is crowded with parked cars. My cop car looks really 1950's-ish. I get on a loud speaker and say, "I know like a nice..Ppp. fishing poles." I realized I messed up and correct myself pronouncing my words carefully. "I know you like a nice place to fish but this is private property. Leave now and you won't be arrested."

People scatter and complain but most do as asked. I am relieved because am with a rookie and I don't think we can handle all the people.

Suddenly, I am on foot looking for a few that didn't listen. I follow my partner to the water but he seems to have disappeared.

I get thoughts of needing a K-9. Then I associate that with Reno 911.

I see Deputy Travis Junior find some weed with his K9 and we decide that we are just going to smoke it.

Then I turn around and I am in my house. I see Auron is playing some FPS on XBOX Live. He is talking a lot of trash to the other players

We Left Him 6:31Am

I am down town with my wife there is some parade starting. It turns out to be a Thanksgiving Day parade. I get confused because this is march. I say to my wife, "Shouldn't this be a St. Patrick's Day parade?"

Before she answers I realize my son is missing. I become frantic as I realize we left him in a restaurant. We hurry back and I see he is not were we left him. I run to the restroom and see that he is sitting in a urinal. There is a boy of about 5 in a urinal next to him. I ask him who did this and he tells me it was his dad. I sense his dad is in a stall. I start to confront him but realize I am at fault for leaving my son alone. I take him out and see that he is covered in dark shit.

I try clean him but its like tar and hard to remove. Even the wet wipes leave a sticky white residue. I am now in my bed with him and I start to worry that the shit will get on the blankets.

Past People 7:50AM

I am sitting in an area in Wal-Mart with a bunch of my ex-wife's old friends that she worked with at Olive Garden. I feel awkward that I am hagging out with them now that we are divorced. I notice that we are all in Halloween costumes. We seem to be waiting for L. There was some talk about how shes had it rough lately and I truly feel bad for her. Suddenly I see Ice-T next to me. He is wearing something in all black. He gives me a severe look and I feel nervous. I think that he and L had a past romance. Then, he nods approvingly at me. I nod back, smile and feel at ease.

I continue to sit next to Ice-T and wait looking for L to show. For some reason I keep looking at a spot in the floor and wonder why there is not a pool of water there.

As I am sitting and thinking I remember my ex girlfriend. In the dream we are still dating. I think how it's been a really long time since I talked to her and maybe I should text her. I have a book in my hand that is supposed to be Facebook. I flip the pages but can't find her as a friend contact.

Then my wife shows up and I think of her as my fiancée. I wonder what kind of creep I am to have a fiancée and a girlfriend at the same time. I close the facebook book and try to hide the fact that I was trying to talk to my ex gf. My wife doesn't know who she is and is really trying to help me figure out the problem. I dismiss the idea until she gives up.

I am now on a bench with some old men. We are talking about how we sound like the grumpy old men from the Muppets and laugh.


I look at my wife who is next to me but she has turned into an old man with a gray beard. I feel really sick and wonder how I am married to an old man. I wake up relieved to see my very beautiful and feminine wife lying next to me!

Fragment #4 8:05AM

I am in the middle of vivid tactile sex with my wife when someone comes into the bed room. I think it must be one of my daughters and we hide.