Xanous' Dream Journal

Bedtime about 10:30PM
pre-bed 5MG Melatonin
@ 4:30AM took 200MG Caffiene
SSILD

113 I Didn't Mean To Scare You - DILD?/DEILD? 5:30AM

For some reason I am digging in the cats' food dish. I see there are a bunch of caffeine pills in it. I carefully pick them out and start eating the pills. I have a hard time swallowing them dry. I decided to lay down and WILD.

Suddenly, I am laying in bed. When SP kicks in. At this time I don't realize that I was in a non-lucid dream and think that this has got to be the fastest WILD ever. I try to do my normal transition but my legs do not feel floaty at all. So I just stand up and open my eyes. The whole thing feels so real and I briefly think that I opened my real eyes. Its all so vivid I think its real and I lay down and try again. I quickly realize that it was not real as I had been feeling vibrations the entire time.

I don't want to try to escape my house so I try to imagine myself in a new location. I choose the beach. I imagine the water and the waves crashing in while standing bare foot in the sand. It all feels like I am just trying to imagine something while awake.

I keep getting uncomfortable as it feels like my wife is rolling against me. I keep trying to adjust and get irritated because she is breaking my concentration. At one point I feel myself roll to my right against my will. I begin to think none of this is really happening. I realize I am still feeling SP vibrations and I should probably just get out of bed and go with the dream.

Suddenly, my wife jumps up and goes into the dining room. I follow her thinking I am probably dreaming this. It is dark but there is light coming from the window. She stops at the table and I crash into the back of her. She screams bloody murder and runs back into the bedroom and slams the door. She seems really pissed off at me and I feel bad. It is all so incredibly realistic that I loose lucidity.

I follow after her to tell her that I was sorry and didn't mean to scare her. I am embarrassed and mean to tell her that I really thought I was dreaming. As I reach the door I wake up. I try to DEILD but I already know I took too much caffeine and I may as well just get up.

I have really got to find a more efficient use of my OBE time... Teleportation?