Xanous' Dream Journal

#176 - 4:31 - DILD - 1 of 2

I was driving along in the morning with someone in the back. I was telling them how sad I was that I had another failure and now its too late to go back to sleep and try again. I start thinking about what when wrong and why. I say, "Hell, I might even be dreaming right now." I do a nose plug. "I am dreaming!"

I remember the task to tell a DC they aren't real. I don't think of whoever is in the car but see people driving by in the light traffic. I realize that I am stopped and fumble the door to get out. The street looks like North Main near the VFW and that tank they have parked out there. I run to one car but they keep driving and staring at me. I run the other direction and see a woman with her kids turning toward the VFW. I yell, "Hey! Hey lady!" She slows down and tentatively stops. Before I reach the car the dream fades.

I try for DEILD. I hear myself singing. "Nose plug for the win." I stop startled. It sounded real but I can also hear the ambient sounds of the room. I wait. Now I feel vibrations. I try to move but my real body moves. I have heavy high. I visualize the first thing I think of. I see my hands so I start counting Huperzine A pills. The vibrations come back but then I hear the cat yowling. I go back and forth with the vibrations for a few minutes until I finally give up and DJ. I just couldn't go deep enough.