Since a young, I have been having naturally occurring lucid dreams on rare occasions (~once a month or sometimes less). Whenever I did have them, everything looked and felt so damn real despite the fact that all I would be able to do was take in my surroundings but lose lucidity before I was able to take control.
Recently I have been having a lot more lucid dreams which I can control and which last for a reasonable amount of time. They are never induced but I think I have perhaps just finally learnt to identify clues of a dreamful state. Once I realise I am dreaming I find of just turn my back on the current dream and reject it and start walking myself onto a suburban road, change the weather to my liking and keep on walking until I find some people in the dream. Now I know this is kind of weird, but since I've never kissed anyone in real life before, I usually kind a dream character I am attracted to and kiss them. I'll stop after a few seconds though because the kisses never spark any kind of enjoyment/fireworks/emotions that kissing is supposedly meant to be accompanied by. After the kissing I am still lucid and will want to do something else but I can't seem to think of anything to do.
Every single one of my recent lucid dreams have followed this pattern of walking the streets - changing the weather - kissing someone - not knowing what to do. I want to do something of substance and fun in my lucid dreams but I don't seem to know what to do next. Is this because I don't have much of an imagination or motivation? How can I change this. I'm sick of walking around in my dreams.
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