The fortune teller (woman) wanted to predict my future with cards (a week ago in awakening life my friend did a tarot reading for me). We were in my grandma's apartment (she passed away few years ago), my mom was in the kitchen waiting. I took cards from deck, she said in the beginning that these are very good cards, but later other cards were worse and worse. The first card I took was 10 of clubs (only when I woke up and was writing my dream, I understood that she did a reading not with tarot cards, but with playing cards). There was a lot of queens also (more than 4, red ones and black ones). She was laying cards out in different styles and was telling me that there is some very good cards. Then I woke up but I wanted to know what she has to tell me, so I went back to sleep and returned to the same dream.
Now our table with us sitting around was outside, near the road of cars. Then our table was moving so fast like those cars. In the meantime she was telling me: look, here is a good card, but right next to it there's a bad card, like a shadow. So like something is opposing me in life, she showed me this several times with other cards. Then I snagged on road while we were moving so we stopped the table and went back walking. She was talking about my future, she said I definitely will have children and there will be wedding, that I will have a serious family. She said probably I will have a kid even before wedding (in real life I am 24 years old and never was married and I don't have kids, and I don't have a boyfriend now).
Later we went in a very dark apartment and fortune teller now is a man. Around us were shelves with books like in my parents' old apartment. The fortune teller was searching for books and interpreting the names or author names with my life and my relatives. Interpretations were negative. A few more people gathered around us. And then fortune teller started finding books with devil, with his image on books' covers. And he was finding more and more books with devil, about 10 books like this. He asked what is written in those books and to whom he can connect such a negative books. So I told that my mom probably have read all those books in shelves (she loves reading) maybe she can help, so we went to search for her.
Near me was a black man and I felt he is a good person so I was walking near him (I am white and all people in my life are white). Other 3-4 people were walking along with us. We went to some kind of a dark tunnel like in a bunker. In front of us were about 3 people walking, me with black man in the middle and a fortune teller somewhere near. One person in the front was wearing very big mask or some kind of a costume with red lights. While we were walking ahead, we started hearing a voice far from us in the front, like singing, we thought it was my mom so we continued walking. I started feeling increasing fear. As we kept walking, our squad started splitting a little bit. I clung to a black man's hand. The person with a costume was going further from us, those red lights of his costume started fading away in darkness.
I was telling that my mom couldn't go so far, she definitely wouldn't be there, it is too far. We couldn't see what's in front of us only darkness. But there was light around me, so I saw what is next to me. I felt like we were going not to my mother but to the devil. My fear kept increasing. We were still hearing the voice singing, but the voice kept changing, it was more weird and sounded like malevolent. The voice was louder because we kept going. I felt like the devil was singing and he just pretended to be my mom. Lastly people in front of us was fading in the darkness, we couldn't see them anymore. I couldn't bear the fear I felt anymore so I woke up. I was shaking and wanted to cry out of fear.
I searched for the separate meaning but it is hard to connect everything about this dream, can someone help a little? Thank you!
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