Thread: MeggyFayePhotography's Dream Journal

If you dissapear, I'll come look for you!

Originally Posted by The Cusp

If you dissapear, I'll come look for you!

Thanks, at least I know someone will...

Very broken sleep. Lots of dreams. Just remember bits and pieces of them. Not sure which bits go to which dreams...

-I remember my first dream being a lucid nightmare. I remember waking up right when I realized I turned lucid. I remember waking up very quickly and my body was very cold.

-I had a FA and I moved my arm backwards toward Matthew and he was drooling everywhere. My arm was soaked.

-I was buying ice cream. Coffee ice cream. Hood made individual quarts along with the half gallons.

-Something about me and Matthew fighting or he was thinking about another girl or something like that.

More dream bits from last night:

-Grilling veggie burgers over tiny grills in my parent's bedroom made from tart burners.

-There was a huge leak in my parent's bedroom ceiling. When the heat was turned off, the leaking was greatly lessened.

-Playing old school nintendo games in my parent's bedroom.

One dream that was rather vivid last night...

Dream:

Matthew and I went to the Rec Center in my parent's town, where my best friend's mother works (she helped me out with a school project this past term at school). We went to visit her so I could tell her the outcome of my photojournalistic report. I remember being outside with people. I was flying. I told a girl that if she held my hand, she, too, would be able to fly. I wasn't sure if it would really work though. She held my hand and I began to fly and as I thought, she, too, began to fly. "Wow, just like in my dreams!" I said. We didn't really go anywhere, just hovered around for a minute.

Then Matthew and I went inside to talk to my best friend's mom. She was sitting in her office with her youngest daughter and a few of her friends. They were sitting at a circular table eating waffles. The daughter poured a LOT of syrup on her mom's waffle, then ran away laughing. I remember telling her about my grade for the report and the pictures, but I don't remember exactly what I had said.


Its funny that I had a dream about waffles because when Matthew and I went to my mom's house this morning, she made us waffles for breakfast.

Originally Posted by meggyfayephotography

"Wow, just like in my dreams!"

Dreams like that are such a tease.

Cool waffle prophecy there! That's kind of like TwoShadow's doll dream she had not to long ago.

I had a really odd dream last night. I have no idea where the thoughts even originated from.

Dream:

I was at some really large, fancy hotel. There was a wedding I was attending. There was something awkward about it, like it was a fake wedding, a ploy to get certain people there. I was one of these certain people. Everyone was dressed up and ready for the wedding. People started gathering. I got a weird feeling, I knew something was not ok. There were, oddly, two brides and two grooms (the killers).

The murdering began. I ran back to my hotel room. I was scared. I killed someone on the way to my room in self defense. The room right next to mine belonged to one of the grooms. He knew I was in there but waiting until the perfect time to make his move on me. My dad showed up. He said to stay put, stay quiet and he'd be right back. He was going to go kill the groom next door. I was scared that he would be killed instead then the groom would come after me.

I heard gun shots. I ran. Someone quickly came after me, I turned and it was my dad. I began to cry. I was scared that we would both get arrested for killing people even though they were both in self defense.

We got away from the hotel. Someone in a mack truck was kind enough to give us a ride to a log cabin we thought would be safe. (This part was odd too) There were four kids dressed up in dalmation costumes. Someone followed us to the cabin. They were out for revenge for us killing two people. They shot one of the kids in the dalmation costume. I cried. That person thought it was a real dog. I told him they were just kids. It got awkward because you could sense the sadness he felt for killing a child. Then they turned into real dogs.

There was a lot of bloodshed in the dream. When I was running back to my hotel room, I remember people being killed left and right as I passed by. Same with when my dad and I were getting away from the hotel.




I had a second dream but I can't remember it. I was too worried about losing the memory of this first dream so I didn't focus on the second one too much.

no dream recall from last night. blah. i have the bed to myself tonight so hopefully i'll get a good night's sleep. plus i'm on vacation from school so i can go into work whenever i roll out of bed!

What kind of weddings do you go to??? :p

acutally i've never been to a wedding before lol. butttt on july 4th i'll be photographing my first wedding which will also be my first paid job as a photographer!! so exciteddddd

Arh cool, I'm guessing photography is something you enjoy? Judging by the name and all. Plus you get paid which makes it better!

Snooze just confuses me.

That's really weird about your friend.. I mean my eye color changed when I was a toddler. Hmmm I've never heard of contacts doing that!! Maybe I should try it. :p

Yay for using DJs as chat rooms, among other things!!

I'm a photographer... well im going to "university" (so you know what i'm talking about lol) for professional photography. so yeah, i like to take pictures lol.

Mes... i must agree, yay for DJ as chatrooms! lol

Bunch of dreams last night. Well more like 4 total but the 3rd one I kept falling back into. Andddd I only remember the 1st and 3rd ones.

Dream 1:

I was online looking, the website hi5.com is sticking out in my head, for my "perfect match." After the "tests" were run for finding this match, my sister's ex-boyfriend's picture popped up on my screen. He isn't just any ex-boyfriend though, he is my neice's biological father who denied he was the father until she was a year old and my sister went through the state system to get legal sole custody of her. He also broke up with her shortly after she got pregnant, due to the fact he denied it was his. He also got her pregnant on purpose. My sister gave him condoms, he said he put them on and later confessed that he didn't because he thought she would make a good mother. Sooooo as you can see, him being my "perfect match" really creeped me out...

Dream 2:

I was so concerned about forgetting dream number 1 that I totally forgot to keep repeating dream number 2 to myself whenever I woke up.

Dream 3:

First time having the dream-

I was working back at the afterschool program for elementary school kids. This time it was being held at SSS, which is significantly smaller and older than CSS, where it is normally held. Jess was the supervisor as well as being the school-aged director. I saw a bunch of my old kids. We were coming inside from playing on the playground. Jess was outside with a parent who was picking up a child. Inside we were sitting in a circle. A parent came to pick up a child and I had never seen this parent before. I asked for an ID and they didn't have one. I told him he had to wait for Jess to come back up to verify he's picked up the child and she knows the parent. Jess came back upstairs and said everything was fine.

Second time, falling back into the dream-

I was at my grandmother's house... 62 miles away from the daycare. We were going on a fieldtrip to a fair. I was meeting the daycare at the fieldtrip location. I remember being worried about getting lost. My grandmother lives in a big city where I had never driven by myself, or at all... always a passenger. I remember going down her street, taking a left and that left immediately got me onto the highway and passing over a really big, metal bridge (in real life, it's SOOOO not even close to that). I got to the fair and the daycare was nowhere around, but I sensed that they were there and I was working. I walked past a psychic and she wanted me to sit with her. The method she used for my psychic reading was asking me a large series of questions in a specific order and writing down my answers. After all the questions were answered she'd be able to give me my reading from the answers and their order. But the funny thing was, everytime I gave her an answer, she's put a piece of halloween candy in a large ziploc bag. The ziploc bag was labeld "Tom MnM." It was supposed to be my name and who I was doing (something, I don't remember what, but it was important) for. I don't understand why "Tom" was my name and the "MnM" was my mom but she obviously spelled mom wrong too. At the very end of that part of the dream she asked me if I wanted to answer two more questions and she'd give me a king sized milky way bar. I told her I didn't like milky ways, I liked snickers.

Third time, falling back into the dream again-

I was back at my grandmothers house. It was the day after. I remembered I didn't have my candy. The fair closed before I could finish. So I got in my car, went down the street, took a left, got onto the highway and went over the big, metal bridge. It was closing time again by the time I got to the fair. I wanted my candy. I found their storage closet with the psychics belongings for her reading stand. I saw her notepad with my questions and answers on it and I saw my ziploc bag of candy. Two guys I went to high school with were in the closet. Geoff N and another guy I couldn't recognize well enough, but knew he went to high school with me. I showed him that the paper had my first and last name on it and that the bag was label with my name on it as well. After about 10 minutes of influencing them that it was mine, they gave me my candy. I went back to somewhere else and ended up with even more halloween candy. (When I think about it, it was an embarissingly large amount of candy) I put them into a large, brown paper bag with handles and put some stuff ontop of them to cover how much candy I had. I think I put like those white box carton the take-out chinese food comes in. Then I left.


Dream 4:

I just remembered while writing the 3rd part of dream 3... wanting the candy made me think of cravings which made me think of being pregnant.

In my dream I was pregnant. Like, really pregnant. I was scared because I was going into labor. I wasn't at a hospital, we didn't have time to get there. My mother was holding one hand and someone else was holding the other. I was squating on the ground. My mother told me to push. I said I couldn't and she kept telling me over and over again I had to and to push. So I tried pushing but the baby wasn't coming out. I don't remember too much more other than I don't think I was really pregnant, or maybe I wasn't going into labor at that time because no matter how hard I pushed the baby wouldn't come out. I've had dreams about being pregnant before but none of them seemed so real to me like that one did. And it kinda makes me want to have a baby.



Wow, talk about a night full of dreams. Matthew will be gone again tonight working so maybe I'll be just as successful tonight!!

Good job on the good recall!

Dream 2:

I was so concerned about forgetting dream number 1 that I totally forgot to keep repeating dream number 2 to myself whenever I woke up.

Nice to know that I'm not the only one this happens to. I keep telling myself that I need to remember the dream. In the end, all I remember is that I was supposed to remember something.


Hope you've had more good recall....

Blah... shitty night's sleep last night. I tried to WILD but I was concentrating too much on my image to induce an LD that I couldn't relax enough to fall asleep. So I laid in bed for about an hour trying to WILD then I rolled over and when I rolled over I couldn't get any images at all in my head. So I just gave up after another hour. I had a few dreams but I only remember one:

My dad had a different job, he drove trains (funny that's what Matthew does). Me and my two sisters were little again. My dad was a complete asshole. My sister got hurt and broke a bone. My dad wouldn't carry her to the hospital. I remember yelling at him over and over again "You're such a fucking asshole! You fat peice of shit! Why don't you just carry her?! She can't even walk!" I was yelling that at him and he was getting so pissed off, to the point where he might hit me, but I didn't care because it needed to be said. So me and my other sister helped our hurt sister to the hospital with our father walking behind us. I get a feeling he was smiling too. Like he thought it was funny that she was hurt and he wouldn't help her.

Ouch, that dream was pretty harsh. Do I detect some tension there? I'm pretty mean to my old man in my dreams as well.

Oh man. I've had dreams similar to those before and I always woke up in an angry mood.

Originally Posted by Mes Tarrant

Oh man. I've had dreams similar to those before and I always woke up in an angry mood.

I wasn't angry when I woke up, just a little weirded out with the fact that I was like 7 again lol.

Originally Posted by The Cusp

Ouch, that dream was pretty harsh. Do I detect some tension there? I'm pretty mean to my old man in my dreams as well.

No tension at all. I love my dad very dearly. We actually have the best relationship out of him and my sisters, and sometimes even my own mother, his wife! For him to act in real life the way he did in my dream is just foolishness. His girls come before everything.

Woke up at 7:30am to pee. Had a headache. Couldn't remember dreams 1 and 2. Closed my eyes to go back to sleep and BOOM! I remembered them. Went back to sleep and had another dream.

Dream 1:

Came home from school. Walked into the kitchen first and saw a whole bunch of packages of fish filets. I assumed that's what his brother bought and made for dinner. Matthew's niece was sitting on the love seat. Matthew was sitting on the couch, on the far left side of it. I was pissed because the kitchen was a mess. I sat on the far right side of the couch. His cell phone was sitting in the middle section of the couch. I don't know if Matthew wasn't paying or if he went in the other room for a minute but I grabbed his cell phone and went on the back porch. I checked his cell phone to make sure he wasn't getting phone calls or text messages from other girls. I don't remember if I found anything. I don't think I did. I never do in real life and I don't remember being upset about his phone.


Dream 2:

Driving around northern NH/southern Maine with my mom, sister and baby niece. I remember taking a dead end street in a city. I think it was in Maine.

I was now driving around by myself with just my baby niece. I didn't know exactly where I was but I recognized that dead end street. I parked the car.

I took Sophie out of her carseat. I was carrying her against my stomach, with her legs on either side of me. We were walking around. I started walking north, farther into Maine. I got lost. I got scared especially because I had Sophie with me.

Getting scared, I started roaming around the downtown area, hoping someone would be able to help me, or that I'd recognize an area and find my way back to the car. My instructor from school showed up. He was behind me. Following me around, joking with me. I turned around, "Oh my God, Chris! I'm so happy to see you!" We started walking together. "I'm lost." I whispered. I told him that I wanted to find my way back to my car, and I told him where it was located.

He called over some guy, who ended up being an old neighbor from my parent's house, to help me get back. Chris said that he had to go and I started crying and went over to him and burried my head in his chest because I was scared. He assured me that Brandon would help me and that he's very nice.

So Brandon and I set off to find my car. We made it back to the town in Maine where my car was. I guess we bonded quite a lot on what seemed to a rather large journey back to my car. We were sad to have to go our seperate ways. I walked towards my car and he walked in the opposite direction. Next thing I remember, Sophie disappeared. She wasn't lost, she was just no longer a part of the dream.

I found my car and I was safe. I started walking around the shops. I guess Brandon missed me just as much as I missed him. It was like those romance movies where the guy and girl know they can't be together but they want to be together so badly and the guy always goes back to the girl in the end. Brandon came back to me. I don't remember us ever kissing. We were walking around the downtown shops together and I could feel that we had a lot of chemistry. We went into a Christmas shop. We were looking at cards together. The last thing I remember was looking at an orniment that had my name on it, surprisingly spelled the correct way (normally all things with my name on it are spelled "Megan" but I spell mine "Meghan" which is rather uncommon so nothing ever has that spelled that way).


Dream 3:
Now to me, this one is rather funny. I'll give you a little background info... I used to work at a daycare. Off and on 3 different times. First time I was a junior in high school then I quit because the kids were bad and I was too stressful. The second time I came back because I needed a job and I knew they were hiring, I quit because I went to college. The third time I came back because I moved back home from an ex-bf's house and needed a job. I quit because I found a job with more hours and better pay. This is also the daycare I had a dream about the other night.

Ok so my dream...

I was deciding whether or not I wanted to go back to work at the daycare. I missed my kids. I went to the school where my daycare site was at. There were two staff members working there that I had never met, they were new. I saw three of my old kids, the rest were all new.

Demitrius asked me if I was coming back there to work. Demi had always been a little shit so I always took what he said with a grain of salt. I said, "I don't know do you want me to come back to work?" He laughed and said no. I never let him get away with anything, so I'm sure he wouldn't want me back there, Haha.

I was sitting on the stairs. Alex came over and started hanging all over me. Alex is one of those boys where you know he's going to be a hottie when he gets older, especially by looking at his parents who are both very attractive. Alex was laying on my legs rambling on and on like always. I told him he had to get up, because I had to get up.

I saw Jacob. Now, Jacob would be the only reason I'd go back to working at the daycare. This little boy is like my brother. He's funny, and kind and respectful. The little brother I never had. He always thought of me as his older sister, too. I went over to Jacob and he was so excited to see me. We gave each other big hugs.

The kids started getting loud and roudy. Things were out of control compared to when Jess and I ran the site. I started thinking to myself "I do NOT want to work here! What was I thinking?!"

Then I woke up. And I laughed to myself because I felt like I woke myself up because I knew I didn't want to be in that dream anymore.



So I suppose last night was another rather successful night with dreams. Haha see what happens when Matthew's not home. My entry from yesterday only had one dream in it because Matthew got home from work at about 2am. He started hogging the bed as soon as he got home because he was trying to cuddle with me. I fell back asleep for a little bit then I woke up at like 4:30am when the sun was still down. Next thing I knew, I was still awake and the sun was up... it had to have been about 6am when I fell back asleep. Then I woke up at like 7:30-7:45am, went back to sleep at 8am and was up an hour or so later... DAMN YOU LOVING BOYFRIEND FOR TRYING TO CUDDLE WITH ME WHEN I WANT TO SLEEP AND DREAM!

All your dreams are relationship stuff. That's as confusing to me as my dreams are to you.

DAMN THOSE CUDDLERS!!!! :p Can I tell you a quick story? I was having some romantic relations with this man. He was the kind who was used to women sleeping on his chest and never the other way around. A very dominating, manly kind of man. He also had trouble falling asleep. Well one night I forced him to sleep on my chest. He said, "Huh, I've never done this before..." and was instantly asleep. I thought, yes, I win.. I lay there for a while and as soon as I fell (almost) asleep, I violently threw him off of me and rolled away to the other end of the bed, curled up. Us oneironauts are bitches!!!

Anyway. Your last dream reminded me of a school I used to work in, filled with "underpriviledged" children. The high pay wasn't worth it.

haha i still dont get what a oneironaut is...

and as for my last dream... the pay was shit. $7.50 an hour. eff that. im photographing a wedding and when i break down the pay rate it's $50/hr. not turning back to the daycare business now...

Wow, very nice! I have a part time job (still in college) and after two raises I get $9/hr. It's only enough for food!! I really am poor.