Thread: Clairity.. Perchance to Dream

I enter a room to find my college ex-boyfriend just as I left him.. chained face-up on the bed by his wrists to the headboard.

He is without a shirt but otherwise dressed. I am wearing a white cotton tank top and khaki pants.

I love him dearly and we had been a couple but he had betrayed me and broken my heart by leaving me for another.

Something told me that if I chained him.. I could get him to confess that he still loved me.. or at least that he did indeed love me more.

I notice the sweat on his brow as I climb on to the bed and swing my leg over his waist. As I straddle him, I slowly stroke his chest. I lean forward and lightly brush my lips over his.. and my tongue slowly traces the crease where his lips are tightly pressed together.

I continue to caress him as I ask him how he could leave me for her.

His eyes are glazed and he doesn't answer. My lips find their way to his chest and, when I find a "sweet" spot (determined by his quick intake of breath and the quiver of his body), I briefly linger there.

I pause and look into his eyes asking him if he wants to be free.. to go back to her. He replies breathlessly, "No, I want you.. I only want you." He strains against the chains on his wrists and tries to find my mouth with his own.

With that being said, I reach over, pick the handcuff key of the bedside table and slowly unlock one hand, then while getting off him and the bed, I unlock his remaining hand.

He pulls his wrists down in front of him and, rubbing them to get the circulation back, sits up shakely all the while never taking his eyes off me.

For a second I am afraid as I can't tell if he is going to strike me, kiss me or simply leave.

I start to back away but he pulls me to him.. and in the kisses that follow, I know that he is now completely mine.

Later as we leave the room, we run across three of his "now" ex-girlfriend's friends. They demanded to know what was going on and he replied that he was with me now and that if they had a problem with that it was too bad. As the girls protested, he continued stating that if fingers were going to be pointed at people who they considered doing wrong, that they should take a look at "L" who was sleeping with a professor who was visiting the campus!

My hand went to my mouth in shock and also in embarrassment for "L" who was standing there. The two other girls standing there with "L" gasped and I got the impression that they had no idea that she was doing such a "scandalous" thing.

As we walked away hand in hand, it dawned on us that we had no where to go. He lived with his now ex-girlfriend and I can't recall why we couldn't go to where I lived.

We decided to get in my car and simply drive. As we neared my car two guys appeared and asked for a ride. I knew them and jokingly asked how much they could pay us.

One of the guys reached in his pocket and produced a dime and a penny and stated that was all he had.. 11 cents. I then jokingly stated that a ride would cost them exactly 11 cents. As we all got into the car, I asked him if that was really all that he had and when he replied yes, I gave him the only money that I had one me.. 2 dollars.

The guys stated that they knew a place where we could "hide out" and directed us down a wooded rode to an isolated house.

As we got out of the car, three brothers showed up and I could tell by the actions of one of them, that he was mentally "slow". I wanted my boyfriend to tell the brothers to leave as I got a bad feeling from two of them but I was afraid that if we did, they would turn us in.

As I am debating what to do, I notice an old woman walk up to the "slow" brother hug him while slipping her hand into his coat pocket and secretly stealing the dollar bills she found there. As she turned to walk away, I blocked her path and took the money back from her DARING her with my eyes to try and stop me. I go back over to the "slow" brother, put the money into his shirt pocket, pulled out a safetypin and pinned the pocket closed.

As my boyfriend walked up, I told him what the old woman had done and how I was afraid she would turn us in if we didn't lock her up.

He looked at me and replied sarcastically, "Is there anyone you wouldn't chain to a bed to get your way?"

His words stun me silent for a second. I whisper, "That wasn't fair." and I start walking away down the wooded driveway.

He runs after me apologizing.. and the dream ends.

COMMENT: It wasn't until the dream had ended and I was writing it down that it dawned on me that my "boyfriend" looked alot like the pictures I'd seen of Oneironaut_Jeff777.

Oh and, FYI.. I've never had to handcuff anyone.

I liked your dream. I think, you could make money writing stuff like that!
I have an ex that I often dream of as well.

Originally Posted by Clairity

He looked at me and replied sarcastically, "Is there anyone you wouldn't chain to a bed to get your way?"

You never did answer the question...
A very appropriate picture by the way, made me grin.

Originally Posted by Caradon

I liked your dream. I think, you could make money writing stuff like that!
I have an ex that I often dream of as well.

I often dreamt of being a writer (romance novels, etc) but never followed through.
The "ex" boyfriend in this dream never really existed in real life. If it had been one of my REAL ex-boyfriends.. they'd probably still be chained!

Originally Posted by The Cusp

You never did answer the question...
A very appropriate picture by the way, made me grin.

You know honestly I don't think I'd ever chain anyone anywhere.. cuz sooner or later.. they might get free.

Originally Posted by Clairity

Oh and, FYI.. I've never had to handcuff anyone.

LOL, with as beautiful as you are??? I bet not.

very cool dream clarity. At first I was unsure if he was gonna kick off at you when you unlocked him but it turned out nice.

I laughed at the the comment about L ha ha very funny

And the random old woman who theived the dollar bill lol made me laugh

Wow, great dream...I don't know what else to say except... but this is reversed...you're supposed to be the woman of my dreams. LOL!

Edit: handcuffs eh?

Originally Posted by legs2021

LOL, with as beautiful as you are??? I bet not.

Aww.. thank you legs!

Originally Posted by mark

very cool dream clarity. At first I was unsure if he was gonna kick off at you when you unlocked him but it turned out nice.

I laughed at the the comment about L ha ha very funny

And the random old woman who theived the dollar bill lol made me laugh

Yeah, those were some really random DCs but I was REALLY pissed at that old lady!

Originally Posted by Oneironaut_Jeff777

Wow, great dream...I don't know what else to say except... but this is reversed...you're supposed to be the woman of my dreams. LOL!

Edit: handcuffs eh?

It was so weird cuz when I was writing down the dream.. I knew that I hadn't had a boyfriend who looked like that in real life and all of a sudden I knew it was you (at least the "you" from your pictures). I hesitated for a moment to state that I thought it was you but then thought maybe you'd like to know.

fyi.. I'm not into handcuffs.. but I do like to blindfold now and again.

Originally Posted by Clairity

It was so weird cuz when I was writing down the dream.. I knew that I hadn't had a boyfriend who looked like that in real life and all of a sudden I knew it was you (at least the "you" from your pictures). I hesitated for a moment to state that I thought it was you but then thought maybe you'd like to know.

fyi.. I'm not into handcuffs.. but I do like to blindfold now and again.

You are too precious, you never cease to amaze and have made my day yet again lol.

p.s. I can get into blindfolding.

Originally Posted by Oneironaut_Jeff777

You are too precious, you never cease to amaze and have made my day yet again lol.

p.s. I can get into blindfolding.

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p.s. ..

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I had been reading about trying to become lucid by waking up briefly and then thinking about walking through your house or neighborhood until you find yourself lucid. Well I woke up and decided to think about the house I grew up in.. which I think led to the non-lucid dream below:

I find myself in the bedroom that I shared with my younger sister growing up. We had twin beds separated by a dresser and I am laying in my bed in the dark under the covers but am fully dressed.

The doorbell rings and I hear my mom tell my sister "B" that Mes was here to see her.

When B went to greet Mes, Mes stated that she has a present.. but it's not for B.. it's for me.

This drives my sister into a rage as she has always had a problem with me (sibling rivalry).

Suddenly I come to the realization that my sister is coming to kill me. I can vividly see her (through the wall) picking up a butcher's knife from the kitchen drawer.

I reach over to the dresser top and felt around for the boxcutter I somehow know is there.

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I instinctively start making gutteral growling noises as tho I'm an animal trying to warn her away and also start to cut the air wildly with the boxcutter.

As I feel her getting closer, my terror grows and the sounds I'm making get louder.

My sister's hand reaches for the doorknob and my cell phone appears in my hand. I manage somehow to dial and hear the operator say, "911.. what is the nature of your emergency?". I yell into the phone that my sister is going to kill me.. that they need to get here.. they need to get here now!!

As she enters the room I slice at her with the boxcutter.

Just as she leans over me.. and plunges the knife into my chest.. my husband covers me with a blanket in real life waking me up.

It was the scariest strangest feeling.. having the weight/pressure of that blanket on my chest the exact same moment the knife entered it.

A fitting Halloween dream for sure!

wow that is a freaky dream, it must have been scary as hell, I must admit I laughed a little when you described the noises you were making ha ha

That is incredible with the blanket and the knife, its strange that the mind id do aware of the body during dreams.

Originally Posted by The Cusp

A fitting Halloween dream for sure!

Hadn't thought about it that way!

Originally Posted by mark

wow that is a freaky dream, it must have been scary as hell, I must admit I laughed a little when you described the noises you were making ha ha.

Yep.. it was terrifying actually. As far as your laughing about the noises, even while I was making them.. I thought..ok.. this is weirdly STUPID.. but I couldn't stop myself. The noises were almost back to our very beginning (before speech) in nature and they came beyond my control..

Originally Posted by mark

That is incredible with the blanket and the knife, its strange that the mind id do aware of the body during dreams.

I was freaked for a couple of minutes after that one!

Originally Posted by Clairity

I had been reading about trying to become lucid by waking up briefly and then thinking about walking through your house or neighborhood until you find yourself lucid. Well I woke up and decided to think about the house I grew up in.. which I think led to the non-lucid dream below:

OMG I do this too, well almost, I think about walking about to get to sleep, works wonders

I've been stabbed in non lucid dreams before. It,s always freaky when that happens. I can only imagine how it felt with the blanking touching you at the same time. That would have bothered me as well.

I am at a mom and pop eatery along with my little brother.

My brother asked how much the fries were, the cook told him and he paid him.

After we ate, we got ready to go and my brother asked, "Didn't I already pay you?".

The cook replied "no".

My brother yells, "Yes I did! I asked you how much the fries were and you're trying to cheat me cuz I'm retarded!!" and he started to cry loudly.

The cook then gave us money to stop making a scene and we left.

Once we got outside the cafe, we both started laughing.

Comment: What's interesting about this dream is that I don't have a "retarded" brother.. I don't have a brother at all.

Originally Posted by Clairity

Comment: What's interesting about this dream is that I don't have a "retarded" brother.. I don't have a brother at all.

thats great!!

lol very funny and its mad how you dont have a real brother, did you feel attached to him in your dream like you would if he was real?

Originally Posted by mark

thats great!!

lol very funny and its mad how you dont have a real brother, did you feel attached to him in your dream like you would if he was real?

Yeah, it felt very real.. very natural.. like he was "family".

Ah the dream family lol

I did it!! .. I did it!!

After a month of semi-crap filled LDs, I finally was able to complete another monthly task this morning.

I got up at 4:00 am, let my dogs out and went to my living room couch to try to WILD. I did some counting along with affirmations and after a while I noticed that I kept losing my place in the count (which is a good sign). I pictured myself running and then jumping on a merry-go-round, leaning my head back and just enjoying the twirling motion for a few seconds. I then felt the familiar "shift"/"warp" which lets me know that I had slipped into a lucid dream.

I stood up, walked out the front door and immediately found myself in a coed boarding school.

I am a young girl and frankly no one pays the slightest bit of attention to me. I had repeated the lucid task mentally before I started my WILD so I knew that I needed to become a boy. Problem was I wasn't sure how to go about it. I've simply "been" other genders in the past and have even had sex and orgasmed as a guy but I was STRONGLY lucid in that dream. I felt only mildly lucid here but that was fine.. I more-so wanted to see how this dream would play out without me taking complete control.

I decided that I needed to go somewhere private to work on my "change". I saw the boys bathroom and slowly walked in (luckily it was empty).

I go into a stall (which unfortunately had NO DOOR) and think, "ok.. I need to become a boy".. I then confidently command, "I AM a boy".

Suddenly the change begins.. I am barely aware of my breasts shrinking due to whats happening in my PANTS!

I am wearing sweat pants and suddenly a bulge appears! I think to myself WOW this is great!! But then, the bulge continues to GROW!

Suddenly this is like a bad science experiment gone horribly wrong!! I grab my enlarging penis and "coconuts" through my pants and try to squeeze them back to a normal size but nothing is working!! How big was I going to get?!?! You want a visual.. picture a baby elephant's trunk!!!

I start to freak out a little when the bathroom door opens and another male student walks in. He glances over at me clutching the front of my pants in a "death grip" and states something like, "dude.. you're the man! You must be killer with the ladies!!"

I am so stunned by his presence and the comment that I didn't notice that my "man-dage" had suddenly become a pretty respectable size. I never did have the courage to actually LOOK at myself.. but I took a good feel through the fabric of my sweat pants.. and thought.. "hey, I'd do me!"

I figure I could use some help in the "guy" department so I ask the boy, "How can I get girls to notice me?" He replies by stating, "We've got to change your image.. clean you up." I decide that I definately need to complete this "transformation" by getting a haircut! My hair at this point was a thick, wavy and halfway down my back. I ask the guy if he would cut my hair and he readily agreed. He put this "grease" like substance on my hair and then combed it through. As he combed.. first forward and then backward, my hair got smoother. He then cut my hair starting with giving me "bangs".

As he cut my bangs, I notice for the first time my reflection in the mirror. I didn't resemble myself at all.. but I had the prettiest light brown eyes.

I ended up with sort-of a "pageboy" haircut. The boy then offers me a small pill which I swallowed.. I now think it might have been ecstasy.

Now more at ease, I leave the bathroom with my preppy haircut, my impressive man parts and feeling pretty "cocky"! (cocky.. get it!)

I STRUT around the common area of the building. I walk past a cute girl that I had passed earlier, she looks at me and our eyes meet but she doesn't recognize me.

People approach her asking if she's seen the "new" guy. I am now the talk of the school! She says yes and they say, "no, have you seen him lately!"

I go to the gym and people are in groups lined up in front of various gymnastic equipment. I get in line for the "vault" and try to "act natural".

Somehow I can hear the gym teacher saying to another teacher, "You have to see this!" I can't understand what all the fuss is about until I realize that I am hardly dressed for gym class! Unfortunately, though I changed into a boy PHYSICALLY.. I forgot to change my CLOTHES!! So basically I'm this "stud" of a guy dressed in a girl's sweater and sweat pants!

Still the girls find me odd.. but cute.

The dream starts to fade and I wake up. I try to write the experience down but all that is left on my pad are written on scraps of paper. It was then that I woke up "for real".. the first time had been a false awakening.

Well that was my "gender" switch.. I hope you enjoyed reading it as much I enjoyed "experiencing" it.

That was great Clairity, So funny! I can see how your member could just keep growing out of control like that. kind of typical for the dream world.

Congratulations on another set of wings!

That was like the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

Originally Posted by Clairity

I am wearing sweat pants and suddenly a bulge appears! I think to myself WOW this is great!! But then, the bulge continues to GROW!

Suddenly this is like a bad science experiment gone horribly wrong!! I grab my enlarging penis and "coconuts" through my pants and try to squeeze them back to a normal size but nothing is working!! How big was I going to get?!?! You want a visual.. picture a baby elephant's trunk!!!

I start to freak out a little when the bathroom door opens and another male student walks in. He glances over at me clutching the front of my pants in a "death grip" and states something like, "dude.. you're the man! You must be killer with the ladies!!"

Bwahahahahaha!!!! You the man, Clairity!