I was in a forest. I saw a small pond nearby. The forest looked vaguely familiar. I wondered if I could somehow be in the biodome… but it wasn't right for the biodome. (Damn… if I had thought it was the biodome I would've done an RC!) I started looking around. I was trying to think how I had come to be there. It was weird that I couldn't figure that out. I heard some sounds. Not very loud, but it sounded like a couple of people. I walked through the trees and peeked in the direction of the sounds. There were two people, a man and a woman, making out next to the pond. They were kissing a lot. I could feel my face turn red at intruding on an obviously private moment. I pulled my face back into the trees just a second too late. Damn!
"Raven!" the woman called out, "It's ok! You can come out! MoSh was waiting for you!"
She had called me Raven. I liked that. I couldn't remember getting anyone IWL to call me Raven before, except maybe Allison on occasion. She had said MoSh was waiting for me… MoSh? Man of Shred? Here in Tucson? Wait… this didn't look like Tucson… we don't have trees like this in Tucson… so where was I? I finally decided to do a reality check. I held my nose and tried to breathe. I was able to! I was dreaming. I became lucid…
I was still feeling kind of embarrassed for intruding. I told Asuka I could go if she wanted to be left alone with MoSh… I completely understood. She said no, it was fine. She had to get back to Shawna and the baby. She said mew was watching over them right now. I asked her if she has seen eevee around anywhere. She said no. I wondered what might have happened to eevee… I distinctly remember MoSh having an eevee…
"MoSh!" Asuka called, "Raven's here!"
"Now?" MoSh asked.
"It can wait," I told Asuka quickly, "I can go check on mew and the kids if you want…"
"No, no," Asuka said, "I'm sure we'll have more dreams together. Many more." She walked away into the trees.
MoSh was right beside me now. I was apologizing for interrupting. He said he probably wouldn't remember this dream anyway… I told him that was a negative view… why not try being more positive? He said he was positive he wouldn't remember the dream. I rolled my eyes. I said I had come here because he wanted to find his dream guide. He said yes, he did. He said maybe he could start remembering more once he had a decent DG. No more flakey Q's.
I focused on opening a portal. I asked MoSh if he could find the dream guide of someone he had called Erik. He said yeah and opened another portal. I closed mine and we went through his portal. On the other side it looked like we were on a stage. There were instruments being set up. I looked out and saw a big arena, but the seats were mostly empty. The bright lights were on. It was clearly not show time yet. There was a man there like MoSh had described. He was pretty tall and had long black hair peppered with some gray. He was wearing a cool looking leather jacket and tuning a black bass guitar. He looked up when we arrived. He set his guitar down and came over. I looked at the rest of the stage. There were a few other people there that weren't paying any attention to us.
"Let's go somewhere we can talk," the man said. He indicated us to go out a door in the back of the stage. I followed him and MoSh through the door. In the back there was a comfortable room. The man closed the door behind us and then looked at us.
"You are Raven Knight," he said. He must have seen the surprised look on my face. "Yes, I have heard of you. Many people have heard of you even if you have not heard of them. You and your shared dreaming friends are making quite a stir in the different planes and even in the different dimensions. You're stirring up enemies and allies alike."
"We spoke before," MoSh said, "But I woke up before we could talk for long."
"Yes," the man said, "I remember that, MoSh. You are seeking a dream guide. What you don't realize is you already have one."
"Q?" MoSh asked, "He's never around. Asuka helps when she can, but she's not really a dream guide."
"No," the man said, "Not Q or Asuka. That Q was a young fool, barely a couple centuries old. He didn't have a clue what he was getting himself into when Raven's guide asked him to help you. Asuka is a beautiful, loving person, but no, she has not been around long enough to serve as a true guide. Your true guide has been watching you from afar. He has been with you for quite some time."
"Then why haven't I seen him?" MoSh asked.
"Because you don't know how to look," the man said, "And you don't know how to listen. Your guide has set this up as, well, as sort of a test. He wants you to become aware of his presence before he contacts you. I think he has been one of us so long he has forgotten what it is like to be a corporeal entity limited by corporeal senses. While it is possible that you could find him, it could take many lifetimes for your senses to be acute enough to find him. Several of our kind haven't been able to spot him very easily. So I think a shortcut is in order. Come over here and I'll share a couple of hints with you."
MoSh went over to the man. The man started talking to MoSh. I got closer to hear. The man looked at me strangely. He said he didn't mean any offense, but this information was just for MoSh. He said it didn't have anything to do with me, anyway. I told him I was there partially to help MoSh remember. He said it wouldn't matter if MoSh consciously remembered these things… they would be in his subconscious. So if I didn't mind, please step back. I cooperated, though I was slightly annoyed. I heard music being tuned on the stage. I peeked out the door and saw musicians out there. They were testing their equipment.
"So there you have it," the man said louder to MoSh, "And thank you, Raven, for understanding."
"So he will appear however I want to see him?" MoSh asked.
"He will appear however you will best recognize him," the man said, "So if you have a specific image you prefer, form that in your mind now and connect it with how you want to see your dream guide. Then that is how you will see him. Good luck in your quest. Now it is time for me to go on stage!"
I noticed I could hear the crowd roaring outside. I wanted to hear them play. I was thinking this was cool. I went to the stage door and looked at the band preparing. I was ready for the music but everything around me faded to black and I woke…
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