Thread: Nighthog's Journal unto self

That's really, really cool!!

Thanks Serenity!

22 May 2010

I had a really long ongoing dream that morphed and transitioned many times. Some parts I remember others not. But It's only mainly the second half of it all that is recollected.

Nothing special in particular

I my brother and other friends are in the town and just doing whatever random stuff and soon we enter a little forest part next to this waterway with filthy waters. It looks like the industrial parts of town. We at first are only walking through here going where ever. But we start to pick up old and torn footballs and then throwing them in a pit in the ground. There are 20+ balls in there in the end.. But many were there already. I have no idea why so many balls have ended up in this location. They are all old and torn, such that you don't want to play with them really.
I try to find this ball I kicked away again and it's taking time to go find it. I finally spot it after walked like 20+meters forward and my brother picks it up and I go to take it back into the pit where all other footballs were. It takes longer to go back and find the pit than it took the ball. I shortly walk away from my friends but I walk next to the waterway and see how filthy it is. I'm careful not to fall in, the ground is not the best and you can trip easily.
But I do find the hole and put the ball I had in there with the rest and then turned back to join my friends. They were only a few steps away.

Short lapse and I'm now biking about on my bike. I had just left from home where I got my bike and then was just heading somewhere. I was in the more desolate parts of town going on some side roads though the forests but I soon am back in the industrial areas. It's a bit dreary and grey there. But many good bicycle routes etc. I had wanted to get away from someone. I'm going over some sand piles and such but soon am next to a main road and then go to head down a hill down to this sand pit. I thought it was snow when I was up there but as I was now down it was sand and dirt. I can't go back up directly I notice, the dirt is to loose. I see a yellow caterpillar/tractor that are around when they do roadwork and the sort arrive to the location. I don't want to be there any more, feels like they will be yelling for me to leave the area.

I didn't take my bike though. I was just now doing my crazy improvised transport vehicle magic. I had picked something to the sort of a staff that had a 10-15cm large wheel on one side and used this to travel away in super speeds like 40Km/h the same speeds mopeds go. I'm blazing away with this making the wheel spin faster and faster flying on the roads holding this staff with wheel on the road taking me forward. I pass by some cyclists and joggers and soon a guy on a moped. He passed me shortly at first but I speed up and then cached up to him. He was looking at my contraption in wonder as I had seen the others react as I had passed them by.
Soon my staff had morphed to a plastic hockey stick. (don't know the correct word in English) with the point of one end blazing sparks on the ground and asphalts. I had one foot on bend there for support. I was now going like this through roads and bends in some path through some forests. It was easy to manoeuvre. I was even doing slides back and forth. It was fun.

I arrived to meet friends once again and then drift of to discussions about there being some kind of enrolment to some kind of boot-camp thing where you train and learn to use magic's and also to compete to the others participating. It was some kind of part in a reality show as well...
My friend was trying to get me to join this camp looking at how good I'm at it and taking my hockey club transportation as a example.
I'm not interested at all. I know there are several catches and whatnot you have to agree on to be able to participate. It would make me 'stuck' with them if they decide they want me. I take up conditions that I will not be participating in the competitions or other training sessions and the like but only be around as a observer. My friends seems happy that I'll be there at all.

Dream goes on to me going to this camp and I see shortly a competition been going on to show what skills they have. It was something similar to the transport thing I had done just before. I laugh in my mind how slow they are going and how unstable some are with it. I feel like just showing off my skills with that but end up instead standing in a group of gathering for the people arrived to join the courses etc. It looks like a military complex and my conscription military training times. I just think how this is no damn camp but military training.
The instructor is yelling commands and treating you like any new recruit to the army. "Maggots" "get out of your diaper" "Your so green...." and XXX cuss words to show how low we are. I remember my training and just laugh at what the guys have set themselves up for. I know the drills etc and just take it easy not really listening to the instructor. I remember my conditions but seems the instructor doesn't know about them as he goes up to me to yell at me as I am not running about hurrying in panic to participate in the exercise.

I got to pair up with another participant and we are to do some magic exercise. We are to push our legs against each other and then like walk up into the sky lie walking a wall but you walk on each others shoe bottoms. It's interestingly really hard to do I notice. No one is succeeding at all. And everyone is on the ground just trying to get up in the air as they try to walk on each others foot bottoms. No one is lifting of the ground. I try and focus more and more but I try to force it and it doesn't work. My mind is trying too hard and I'm waking up.
I managed to get back to sleep for a few other views but can't recall what I saw or where I was in continuation for the short specks.

Dude, you have really great recall

23 May 2010

RPG load/save problems?

I'm about to load my saved game in this RPG game I had just begun playing. It remembers me about Diablo II but in this game I become the character and the world is more like Oblivions, you can really pick up anything. Character set-up and skills I can't figure out to pinpoint to any game specific.

Either way I just loaded my old save game to start playing again and enter the world. I walk through away from the local camp to the area outside. I notice soon there really are no monsters any more. They've all been killed, I spot various objects lying about that which I had discarded. I start to remember I've already been here and cleared this area. So why am I here again as I just was supposed to load my latest save game? I go around to spot and look but no monsters or quests there.
I go to the save/load screen and load my latests game. I spot that I seemingly didn't load my latest game.
I go to load the correct one. I'm back in town again... weird. I and my female companion head out of town again to the areas outside... wait... there are monsters here now? Is this a even older save game? But I just made sure it was the latest. I go to battle and kill these troll like things. They have bows and javelins if I recall correctly but it's vague. I think I tried out bow and arrow but it wasn't working and just at last swept out a sword but my companion had really already taken care of everything. Weird. I remember getting rid of the bow and arrow, they were my first beginner weapons for my initial character class but I changed it to go over to swords and magic's.

I'm back in town as I wanted answers. I started to talk to some guy who looked like a barkeeper or something and soon am threatening him about why are my saves lost. The games I had played before whit more progress are gone from my save games. I'm really displeased with this and am holding this guy against a wall trying to get the answers out from him. I got from somewhere he was responsible.

But... This strong deja vu strikes me and I tell him about the deja vu and how this all has happened exactly like this before... It has! The dream to the exact same steps has gone to play once before all like this!
The dream takes a new turn of events as a new happening comes about by having broken out from the repeat with the deja vu feeling. A devilish guy in black armour goes to approach from outside camp saying and talking like he's responsible. As I had remembered he was going to take care of me personally or something.

Instead a large green dragon appears in-between from nowhere.
"As this looks to much for you to handle I'll help you out" the dragon tells to me and goes to face the black clad armoured guy. He had a long black sword in hand. He just marches through and whisks the dragon in pieces.
"You never had a chance taking me on so casually"
I think about how the dragon possibly can't have lost that easily. My thoughts prove correct. the dragon the guy had slashed to pieces was a illusion projected by the real dragon being elsewhere. I have a vague recall it appearing out from the ground.
"That was just a illusion" the dragon goes to confirm and the black clad guy isn't happy. The dragon goes to take care of him. I don't remember how he did it but he was gone just as fast as it started and the dragon said some words to me and flies off into the skies away.

The end result is that my saved games are restored and I can load and head onward with my original game. I see it's really a much better stronger character in the save game menu. And many levels more levelled. I go to load and am then at about the end of the first area where I had been before. I'm heading forward to the next place.

I'm entering a new scene and dream instead.

I walk through a small ridge in a forest looking down on both sides making sure no bears are about to attack from some hidden corners. It's a pine forest. I expect to see bears at any moment but none do appear and I'm relieved at this unexpectedness. I had some kind of gun in my hand that was loaded with shotgun bullets but it had a snipers scope on it.
I soon see toward my left side as I had walked forward a little a lake and then a group of people coming in with a boat. I instantly knew they were the evil guys. they were the group and quest to finish. They had captured some guys and had them as bargaining chips I guessed. They had also acquired the item that was not supposed to land in their hands. It was taken from the group of people they had with them. It had been a keepsake of a small village nearby I recall. My mission was to rescue the people and retrieve the item.

I head for the right where there is a small building and broken car or tractor or the like. I try to be no spotted as they head down the road going below the ridge on the left side which I had just gone by sooner. I realize my shotgun thing won't be of use as I only have 1 bullet. My gun transforms to some kind of automatic sniper rifle. I look through the scope and try to get a good aim as I walk around to clear away fas they get closer. I look away from the scope and they are only closer than 10meters away. I hurry to go round the building as they walk up to it. Someone spots me and I shot they guy and a battle ensues. I'm hit but just kind of adsorb it. I managed to kill one guy but the others were then immortal. The bullets did nothing against them. They had activated the device.
They were laughing and saying how futile my attempts will be as they figured out how to work the device faster than anyone had thought.
I'm standing there and hear the kidnapped call me for help. I'm thinking on what to do. My gun is useless.
I wake up instead before I figured out what to do next.

Future city and planet/Genetically modified super sized intelligent bears?

I've just left the main city heading to inspect this smaller rural area, we had lost communications with the area. I'm though not alone to leave and go there.
We are just about to reach the area as we hit the road construction just before there. It's all stopped in it's tracks. machines are left where they stood in middle of work and things been on hold for a while. The road was supposed to have been done by now but was hardly half done.
I mention how it seems it was just left there all of a sudden to the others with me. I never really took a look at them so I don't know if they were the same people with me later.

We had arrived up to this yard and farmhouse. There is a barn close by and we go inside the inspect. We had just looked at the other areas and buildings but spotted no one there at all. But we had been interrupted by this child who soon ran away and hid in the barn so that was the reason we were there.
We walked around there trying to find and catch him/her, can't remember the gender but 'she' was afraid and was trying to get away from us. He continually tried to escape as we tried to approach and catch him. At last we corner him inside the attic like place in the barn to finally start asking questions about where everyone is and what had happened.

We learn that the bears had come and taken or killed everyone. They were no normal bears. I had a knowledge as the others who these were. They were the genetically engineered bear species made by this crazy scientist. They were as intelligent and cognative as humans but 5x larger than normal bears but standing on two legs and having hands. They were ruthless against the humans wherever they came by.
We heard it was a team of 5 bears that had come and killed everyone. There were supposed to be thousands of humans living here. But you saw no trace of them nor the aftermath of any battle. They had cleaned it all up.

We head back with the child we found. But he was not alone he had a little sister who had escaped as well we learned later. They both got on with us as we then left to return to the main city. We went through the road construction area again but this time we spotted that the bears had returned to the area just as we left. They luckily didn't notice us leaving.

Back in the city I marvel and am impressed as if it's the first time I see this futuristic looking city, but dream memory serves me to note I lived here.
I'm looking up to this central column or tower in the middle of the city. It's a spire like tower going up into the skies. There are roads and paths going in the air to meet at a entrance.

I and one friend go to head up one path with one from the rural area. You kind of float above these narrow bands of something. It's dangerous and I almost fall away but hang on barely but we arrive at the entrance where a robotic like floating machine asks us for our identification. I and my friend show our wrist bands that has a bar code or chip. It's our identification but it's only people in the city who receive them. Our escape does not have any. We talk a little to the machine trying to reason and it goes to give a guest ticket to enter. I and the other just get our normal entrance tickets...
But the place is a MacDonald's... The tickets are our food tickets on what we get for our order. We just got cheese burgers and small fries things... We never had the chance to decide our orders.

I go to look around inside. It's basically completely empty. Just like outside I saw no people around. But as I look a little more there is a handful of people eating on the round tables in here.
I walk about trying to decide at which table I should sit.
I spot a person eating alone on one table and walk over to ask if I can sit next to her. I place down mu table with the cheese burger. My friend comes over and sits with me as well. The girl goes to tell us that we can have whatever we want and don't need to have the cheese burger. It's just the default order if you don't tell what you want.
My friend gets really happy and throws the cheese burger order away to go order something good. I don't care and take a bite. The girl was eating something fancy. For sure not something you would find in a MacDonald's.

We turn about to talk and learn why we saw no people around now in contrast to memory.
All work is done. No one has any jobs to do. So they are all at home or similar doing really nothing. The city is fully automated, so as they got done building it people were left with nothing to do but their hobbies. The laws and programming hadn't been written with this in mind so it was just this weird stalemate with no one having any jobs to earn money but get what they can from the social services and make do with that. The only work was already taken. It was surveillance the machines did work.

Soon we are interrupted by a alarm. The Bears had arrived and had entered the city and started to kill of the humans there. There weren't many guards and they just stood no chance at all. The bears were massacring the humans like they were nothing and the human weapons etc were to weak against them or to slow to react before they were annihilated.
I and the lady at the table were now at some console to oversee the situation and I go about to type random buttons that I don't see for real long. I was programming city defences and surveillance and orders about to evacuate the areas where they were. I soon saw a 3D map of the city start to build on the screen. I could see where the bears were and had destroyed things. The map was though being crated a little slow to my taste.
I soon saw various scenes were humans were killed in various ways by the giant bears. They were talking loud to the people of the city that they stood no chance against them.. We learned about the size of their troops. They had 6000 strong army. But the attacking party was only the 5 bears that had killed all in that rural city. I see dozens of humans killed like they were flies with bug spray.

Soon they tell a army of 3000 is outside the city waiting to come in. And talks about their cities. They have several more cities on this planet than the humans. They have been around here for much longer it seems.

Soon the lady I was with goes to attack and so did others of the city overseers as we might have been seen. I and the lady and a few others were they people looking over the city and all. We were also the most powerful.
I quickly see scenes were she battles the bears and goes to kill them with ease just like they had killed the regular humans before. Seems we few had some extreme powers at our disposal. The 5 man bear team was soon gone.


Tried for a wild, was so close
I lost my awareness as the dream began sadly.

Involved me in army, in some war. encountering a group of Japanese soldiers surrendering. Then some kind of weird alien technology devices. It's winter.
Find a bunker type lab building. Enter inside. Found some of my group captured. It's a grotesque lab and weird experiments.

More detailed entry later.

I also remembered one dream from the night I forgot them all on. Involved going into a mining operation in this canyon and going a long cave tunnel in a vehicle. In the end crashing at then end of the tunnel. A crack. Fear of water filling it all. Heading out above. Then back inside watching a film.

Low recall fragments

yeah only fragments of some dreams. I didn't wonder about them much before I tried a wild with which I had great recall on. It ate my memory space of earlier dreams.

A WILD, just shows where my mind has been

Maybe ended up in the not most appropriate settings but I'll try not to censor this. The wild became kind of a mirror on where my mind has been and my subconscious still wallows. I've been trying to get over it but it's not going all to good all the time.

The beginning wasn't bad neither the end but the middle part is controversial.

Upon having entered into my sleep I was a little while not in any lucid mode for starters but I got soon semi-lucid and then lucid more and more quickly.
I was at my old friends house upstairs. I didn't think about anything but walked around upstairs and then entering my friends sisters room again. I heard down below people talking. I got semi-lucid inside the room and looked about and kind of anticipated to have a meeting with my friends sister. I've had a interest in her but more of a sort to get to know her more than anything else.

I heard someone coming up the stairs and thought it was her and inside the room there were two beds, one one each side. I have no idea why though. I recognized her bed and then the other one. I went into sleep mode or something. I wanted to go and sleep in the other bed and was undressing a little to how I usually sleep. At having taken off my pants and socks I see who it was that came up. It's one of our other friends. Though he is more a friend of my friend than directly to me. Lets call him A.
He looked in and saw the strange thing I was doing. "What are you doing?".
I didn't for sure really know. I just knew I didn't want him seeing. I just came through to tell. "I thought about going to bed" and then went onward to go inside the extra bed in the room. I was soon laying on top of it. I had put my pants on for the moment though. I kept listening on what was happening around the house. A had left the scene and gone to the other room. Soon my old friend came in to see what I was up to. Seems A had mentioned something to him.

I had ended up laying beneath the blanket with only the stuff I usually wear when I sleep. Seems I was really going to sleep. I was feeling really tired and for real now wanted to sleep for the moment.
"I'm feeling really tired right now, I want to sleep" I say. "Can you go ask your sister if it's OK that I sleep in here next to her?"
He just went out to go ask his sister, I didn't notice anything bad about it. He went over to hall to the other room where his sister was and A and others.
I listened to hear what was said.
I started to hear his sister complain that she didn't want me to sleep in her room. I recalled what had happened in our last meeting in a past dream. It hadn't been the best. I thought it was kept feeling to that since then. I knew she would not want me in there as that and I went on to get up. But I noticed I had no pants. I could not locate them and was thinking what to do. I can't wander around without pants.
I was expecting a clear no from her. But I kept hearing that they really were trying to convince her to let me stay there. But my previous ways of expecting a no was stronger so I didn't pay attention to it and soon looked back behind me to see the room window. I went to open it and then jumped out and unto the backyard into a flower garden area. the dirt softened the hit. I still had no pants on me outside...

I started to walk up the aisle outside to the front yard and at the same time was trying to morph forth some pants to wear. I could not really leave the house if I had no pants I thought. Some jeans appeared on me soon enough. I had to look away from my legs for them to materialize. It was unstable coming forth as long as I looked at the area where it was supposed to appear.
With new jeans and the issue cleared I went off to get away. I 'knew' she didn't want to have anything to do with me and was mad at myself for my past conduct.

I had walked a little away and was heading back this bike road that goes next to their house heading back in the direction of the backyard from the front of the house. I could hear as I was passing by the backyard area them wondering where I was. "The window is open" I heard A comment. Soon one person peered out as I was walking on the bike road and spotted me.
"Where are you going?" I hear them yell.
I still 'knew' she didn't want to see me and just accelerated to run away. "Wait!" I didn't listen.
"You could sleep in the bed" "She said it was OK" I heard but did not hear. I was too into my own conviction about it all. I was soon running away from my friends following me asking what's wrong, why am I running away. And also repeating to say it was OK for me to be there.
I was ignoring them and trying to get away. Soon they were giving up saying things like "We can't understand you", "Why are you not answering" "Why do you act like this" "Talk to us" and lastly a last "We can't understand you" with a little different expression in lower tone and then them walking back to the house. I knew I was wrong and could go back as I had started to hear that it was ok but I was really angry at the moment and didn't want them close as long as I was that and as such kept avoiding them. I was getting pissed I was using my lucidity in this way. I soon started to break apart these garages in the parking lot area that was behind the house (but there is no such thing irl).
I was tucking off huge pieces and saw the wood construction splinter and break. I could only manage to grab 'so' large pieces before they felt to heavy for me to lift or move. I demolished a few garage rows and another of my old school class mates was walking by. He was wondering what I was doing as I was destroying these garages. I payee no attention to him though and continue to throw pieces about for a little while.

I then go back to why am I using my lucidity in this wasteful manner. It's a rare opportunity and I'm wasting it. Wrecking the garages had calmed me down so I flew up and sat down on one of the garages that was yet to be demolished. I thought about what to do with my lucid time. I was sitting down in a meditation position with legs crossed and hands together but eyes open peering out to the area around me.
Yeah I remembered I had wanted to try shared dreaming. Who should I try to visit? Mosh, Raven, Nomad Knight... wait? what Nomad? ... ... WakingNomad is the correct one, and Raven Knight. I also though about Serenity.
I started out with wanting to go meet Raven and go at it for a little while trying to form a intention but I see not much anything happening. Then I for some reason think about it's better trying to meet someone else.
I got back to think about Serenity. It seemed like a good idea and try to go meet her I thought.

I began again with intention to go make a greeting to Serenity. I also quickly thought about how do I get to her. I thought about a portal but I've never made one and just kept intensifying my intention of wanting to go meet Serenity. I still had my eyes open looking out but I started to see some effects taking hold. I saw my vision go into a tunnel view with a spherical vision in the middle but blacking out around it and then the view to distort to go round into itself in the middle of my view. I thought it was a portal beginning to form. Soon I saw my old dream scene freeze. Everything stopped in it's tracks like in a time freeze and then the scene got more distorted to finally only like this white spherical distortion being in front of my view and things faded away more again. I didn't trust it at first and tried to resist but it was crashing so I soon let go and went along with it and things faded away like into unconsciousness.

I 'wake' up in a new dream scene.

Did I succeed? Where is serenity? Where am I? I'm standing in some kind of hallway. There are people about here and there. I'm kind of standing up front of this row of people that are behind me.
I get the feeling I didn't manage to go to where Serenity is. I got teleported to somewhere else. I got a idea about my subconscious interfering on where to take me. My subconsciousness had a stronger will on where to go than my consciousness wanted to go. I settle for that I didn't manage to go meet her.

I look at where am I. I look up front and some girls are coming up and standing in front of me. They have light revealing clothing. They are really beautiful girls. I think about fashion models. But they go to start change in front of me. Taking off everything. They are putting on something even more 'sexy' or tacky depending on how you want to view it. I look upon this one girl. She is only in her panties. I go to comment on how good they fit her. Like a perfect match between the two and to fit my own tastes. She reacts negatively taking it in the wrong way. She goes to take them off and show them upfront. "What you like these ..... .....?" "No" I respond quickly. "No I mean the design and fit" "They look really good on you" She seems to understand now and warms up about it. She does though go to change to these other style design... I don't like them at all. I think she was meant to wear the other pair for the photo shoot. The other stuff before was her own clothing.

next this other girl comes from my right wanting attention as I did such a compliment on the other girl. She has complete different looks. It's sexy and... "You look really..." "Bombastic?" the girl replies to fill in. "yeah" I tell her. She has her own charm in her own way. She then goes on to walk up to the scene. She had already changed to the scene clothes. They were a little skimpy and really tacky if you want to go into such. It's not something even I would like a girl to wear unless for a little comical fun about such stuff and intimacy later.

I then look at what the thing upfront is really all about. It wasn't what I had thought it was at first. It soon dawns on me this is a porno shoot. They are taking pictures and shooting a video there.. I notice someone taping on my legs. Someone from behind wants my attention. It's a group of guys behind me that somehow admire and look up on me. I'm laying down on some tower of wooden crates. The others behind are onlookers and seem to insinuate that I'm part of the whole ordeal up front. I look back ahead and watched a little off the different scenes. It was a real orgy really.

A girl from my right comes to speak to me. She had just arrived. She was asking me to allowed to participate? I was confused by her questions. "I thought I was only a onlooker?" I tell her but she gave no reaction to that and soon walked forward as if I had agreed or something. I had no idea what my supposed part in this scene was. I kept thinking I had only been a onlooker unto the whole scene but seemingly not.

I didn't like it much and went to look to the sides where they weren't shooting or anything but support and other cast members were helping out with items or resting etc. Someone was making whipped cream. Soon I looked underneath unto these small glass boxes filled with some water. One girl was taking a bath in there washing herself of. She was doing some movements in there. I just gave her a thumbs up for that. It was more casual stuff.

I'm interrupted with a lady in black suit come over to me asking concerned "Are you sure you want to reschedule XXX and XXX, this will make XXX Xhours late" I don't know what to say. She had a schedule list in her hands looking through them.

I felt someone tapping on my shoulder now. I turned around to look who wanted my attention. It was another girl kind of floating. She was kind of little. Real little.
"Is this my dream world?" I ask concerned about the whole thing I've been looking at. I don't want it to be.
"No..." she tells, "this is something else"
"I know I've had my thought into this kind of stuff a lot of late but isn't this just a little to much?"
This really was way to much for me. Over the top like crazy.
I only got like a kind of agreement.
I wanted to leave this place. I didn't want to look at his stuff any more at all.
"lets go elsewhere" I told her and then went to leave. I walked away from the stuff I had looked at and wanted nothing more to do with it.
I was walking though something like a kitchen. Some girl was following me as I left. She had been wandering around the air channels in the roof. One of the paths collapsed down and I could see her inside. I took her down and wanted to go with her. We were to leave together.
The girl from before who had kind of floated goes to tell us that we need to head North then east and lastly south to get to the train station to leave this place.
I'm with the other girl wondering which direction is which. The other one had disappeared as she informed of the path to take.

I tell her "Lets leave this place together" I take her hand and start to walk a little but stop to ask the kitchen personnel where North is. They don't know. I looked at the girl with me but she only responded that she didn't know either.
I go to the dinner area of the place. I ask the customers which direction is North.
Some point in different directions but soon more and more are pointing in the direction of the door.
"Ok, North is that way huh?" I look at the girl who seems to agree to that assessment and we head out the door and walk on a path. We are in some city and we are walking these really wide walk paths in a little park like area. We walk down a few pair of stairs and I'm looking around to try spot the place where we are too turn east and lastly south. But I confuse east with west though and keep looking for a path on my left to go east. We both talk a little with each other and I end up telling her not to let go of my hand. We don't want to separate from each other and by holding hands walking ahead we make sure we don't get lost from each other.

For some reason I'm soon carried by her and when we walk up some stairs I notice she is getting tired and I get of her and ask how did we end up like that? When did she start to carry me? We only contend to agree we didn't know or notice but make sure that we are to again to hold hands at all costs where ever we go.

We soon spot this huge entrance to something that looks like the train station. "This must be it" I tell her and start to really look for a path east but look to my left. I see a small entrance way on my left side to the large main entrance. I think this must be the east path. We go there and walk down this little path that goes next to the normal huge entrance. It goes back to join the main Northerly path. We contend again to agree this must have been the wrong east way.
We keep walking a few steps on the northern route until we spot the next major 'east' path and head up some stairs to enter a Arcade.

Inside the arcade we look at the different games but are mainly more interested to find the right path that we were directed with to take. I get a cue to ask the girl with me "Did you know this is the dream land?"
"Really?" she looks up at me in some amazement "I thought this was 'GAME LAND' " I thought back to the large sign at the entrance that had said 'GAME LAND'.
I took it as she didn't take my hint correctly. I just smiled a bit and left it at that. We kept holding hands as we walked through and then went out the other end of the Arcade.
"Seems that wasn't right either.", it wasn't the path we were meant to take. We walked ahead and I spot to my left the train rails and the station. To my right are the receptions and other boutiques. There is a mall in here with the train station.

I have a long look as I walk with her. She is really small. She is actually a young girl I notice. How did I mistake her age like that? I confirm again to not let go of my hand to not separate from each other and get lost. I tell her I will go with her if she wants to look at something. I then turn back to try and see which reception is for the train tickets but none really is.
At some point I made aware to her we already where at the train station but she didn't notice it though as I did. She only asked "where?" I pointed to my left for the tracks and then back on the right for the receptions.

We just walked past many of the receptions as it seemed they really weren't selling train tickets but we spotted this area with these products. It was a make-up shop.
The girl with me was interested in the make-up and I went to walk in there with her. she was looking at the stuff and soon we stood by this strange machine where you put in your fingers and it put some kind of colour powder on them and then you put them in another hole to clean up the excess. It coloured her nails in this powdery colour. A lady came over to instruct us how to use the machine and asked then if she liked what it had done. She seemed to like the colour it had given her nails.

I shortly had let go of her hand for her to use the machine and I looked away and walked a few steps and then regretted letting go and I was somewhere else and could not find her. The dream became empty and I was standing there a few moments before waking up.

24 May 2010

Damn can't figure out how I forgot about this interesting dream before that lucid one. It was quite a eye opening one for me.

Archaeology to dig for the grave of the Saint of the local area, Saint Helena I think is the person. (but in the dream I didn't know the persons name, I just now checked it up, I thought about Magdeleine or such shortly but, discarded it as it can't be that one)

This was really interesting looking it as a whole. I kept getting scared awake by the ghosts who surprised me again and again.

The Dig of the Grave of Saint Helena

I had just arrived to take charge of the archaeology excavation of the newly found location of the supposed grave of saint Helena. I vaguely recall it's on church premises. It's a special site. They have already begun to dig and have removed the first grounds of stones to get underneath to the dirts below. It had been forgotten about and the top had been cowered with cobblestones in a small park. The church grounds have been converted to a park in the middle of the city. Though you still find gravestones of old here and there as part of the décor.

The hole is square and actually like a tunnel going down that has been filled more and more as time has gone by and one person or other thing buried over another from many previous centuries.

It at first was only a few decimetres deep. But as I had walked inside it to start to dig myself the hole had become about 1-1.5meters deep and I had found my own first significant item find. I had found two candle leg sticks. They were well preserved and in good shape. They were some items for rituals. I looked around the hole and saw like walls all around me that marked the grave site. We had noticed it's like a tower but goes downward. We keep digging and we hit a new level after another were dirt or floors had been constructed. Each level was from a previous older age. We kept working down to 1600hundreds items and soon we were at the 1400hundreds and quickly to pre 1000.. in the 800 and older? We were not closely at the bottom of the hole yet.
We noticed there were clear floors made of wood and even other rooms going out from the central column which we had dug downwards from. They were made from stone walls and the like.
It was as we started to open up the side rooms the first time I saw ghosts of those buried mingle about spooking me now and then. I woke up these times shortly before managing to get back.
They were restless spirits and wanted me to dig further down to the bottom. Something there were holding them here.
I dug about 3 more floors down to hit the bottom chambers where I entered this room and was greeted by this whole enclave of ghosts living in this place. I saw pirates and all kind of different people. There was someone evil at the bottom holding them here. Though many seemed to enjoy their little place. The bottom levels hadn't been filled with dirt or the sort and were free and though a bit murky to move about in. The underground catacombs.
I had the task to somehow free Helena and we soon entered into a game of sorts were I needed to defeat the evil ghosts somehow. There had been many challengers over the years but none had won and even now some in my crew had tried but lost.
I was in this otherwise clean room and well lit with candles and other things. It looked like a headquarters and bar for the whole deal. The 'boss' had his own throne.

Either way I ended up taking the challenge as it was a must once you entered this room for you be able to leave. If you lost you got stuck there never able to leave.
I was soon cutting up what looked like a eraser of sorts but it represented the evil guy I had challenged and needed to win over. He was getting healed and reforming until I figured out that the central focus of power was not it's head which I had mangled to pieces a few time already.
It was Helena who had mentioned this to me that it's not the head. We two were somehow interlinked and I had seen her ask for my help a few levels before I came to the bottom. It was some kind of fate we had together.

I was also competing whit other ghosts and person in the room to see who was also fastest to complete the challenge. I had been the fastest one to their dismay and to win the battle but I was not allowed to take Helena with me unless I paid for this document and certification of sorts. The certificate was a marriage certification. I had to pay 50kronor for it. But I had no money with me upon entering the place and had to regretfully leave without her for the moment. But somehow it was strange the whole. I was supposed to have gained the document as I was the winner. The others in the room were sad I didn't have the money to pay for it and looked at the 'boss' he seemed to reconsider. The cost for the document wasn't something original but something the boss had decided on himself out of pure greed at later times. It was not part of the whole contract or deal about keeping Helena there. But it was not to be for the moment and left without her. I had been after all been allowed to leave and enter at will as I was the champion of the challenge.

Later outside I soon gained money for the certificate but as I thought about going back something hindered me and I got to think about that as I had already won she was already free to leave.
I soon saw her in front of me. Some other guy came to me with the certificate to give it over. It was already mine to have. Seemed they had managed to get things through in the end as there was no legitimate claim to hold them away from me or free all the others being held down there. They were all free as a living challenger had at last won the whole thing.

I and she were overjoyed and soon held each other. I though woke up just there at that moment. I didn't get back to the same dream again.

Holy, what a long lucid dream!!!

I've only had one real shared dream, with Kraftwerk And we were both non-lucid. However, Mosh appears in my dreams, and I in his, a lot more frequently, lately.

If you want to find someone from DV to share a dream with, the best place to go is the moon. There is a biodome there, and that's the general meeting point.

If you want to share a dream with someone specifically, you can always contact them, ask them, and arrange a meeting place. Kraft and I have a different meeting place of our own for when we eventually get lucid. My idea is to go there and see if I can find him. Or summon him, hehe.

I tried to do the Moon thing back in start of the year but it wasn't really working to well. I was still to 'green' about it all. Though I had more lucidity back then. Much more than I've had these past weeks, but it feels like I'm recovering.

I'll take your advice and try to go to the moon at first and then try to spot if I can find some lucid dreamer there.

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25 May 2010

Concerning my dreams for this night it wasn't much. Seems I didn't get about to remember several consecutive dreams.

At my Grandpa's place

I'm standing outside my grandpa's house in Finland. I soon spot his car tumbling up the road to the house. It's in a huge mess. Has no front left wheel and the front side drivers seat has no door and the roof is pressed down. My grandpa though is sitting in the back seat driving it up somehow anyway. He stops it just before the barn/garage.
He goes to exit the car and I go to ask what happened. I can't recall the answer. But The car was suddenly in a better shape and only the wheels where really messed up. Seemed like the front tire had flown away from the car as he had left for town to go shopping. The back tires where in real bad shape as well.
Some other family members come about to discuss this ordeal. Seems the tires are really old and cracked and dry. I got the knowledge that they were bought cheap recently from some who had them lying about not used for decades. They were really not meant to cars. I think they were tractor wheels. The small front ones, not the large back ones.

I went to pick up the loose front wheel and check it out. I can't believe this is a wheel he would consider to use on his car. It looks like a patchwork and non standard creation. I'm thinking off balloon tires or something. The wheels are basically round balloons with a metal plate in the middle on one side and the rubber tacked around from one side to the plate with 'tacks' or what you call them. The things you use to put together papers.

As I was busy with the car looking at the damage I soon noticed my grandpa had wandered off to where the cellar is. I went to look for him and soon see him coming out from the forest on a brown horse. He is going to ride with it to town. He was in a hurry.
I and a few others just looked on him as he left on the back of the horse holding a lasso or rope.

I went to go inside the house I was then sitting on a single seat sofa looking as many family members where here. I saw my oldest sister and her children and also other members from my father side relatives. I don't know what we were doing there but having a gathering.

I sat and looked at the people and was thinking about some thing and more I can't recall.

26 May 2010

Some kind of fight, I'm not to keen to fight though

I'm in some courtyard or plot of grass There are two people there besides myself. One is this dubiously clothed guy. I have to say he really had some strange gear on himself. Either way I only managed to have a few short glimpses of this guy as I was mainly engaged with the other person who was a Kid. We were in some kind of duel or fight. But I wasn't really to keen on that and mostly just avoided him and did not attack back. I was also trying to get him to stop.

He was upset and angry if I recall correctly. The other guy was just observing from what I remember.
Either way the kid had pulled out this large crooked dark sword. You could call it a evil sword. I did though defend myself properly and soon I had it in my own hands and just hanging about over my shoulder not intending to use it. I had taken it away from the kid so he could not hurt me with it. I really had to avoid the swings by that thing at first.
Though I held it about at times to keep him at bay or use it as a shield I saw the kid get more desperate as I had taken his sword. He took out this small pocket knife instead. I gave back the sword to him at one point but he soon dropped it and it broke apart into a few pieces on the ground. I had somehow managed to change the kids 'energy' and made it so he could no longer wield it by my 'kind' actions.
But he went forward to swing the small knife a few times but I took that away also. He later just started to wander off and I closed from behind and put the knife back in it's sheet and said something trying to comfort him. Don't know how it went for sure but it seemed to be over.
I could spot the other older guy nearby shortly again observing the way this whole thing had gone by.

I gained lucidity at some point to a degree in the battle but it only became 'real' at the football game
Telekinesis football
I wandered away from the battle area over to the football field just close by. I had been on the courtyard of my primary/middle school from years back close by to my house.

On the football field I'm passed on to be competing of some sort I need to win by making a certain amount of goals out of a certain amount of tries. Basically make more scores than tries to score.
I'm on the field with a few girls in my team and then there is a guy standing in the goal. He looks like a professional player.
We others are just who ever. We kick about some balls on the grounds and I'm not too good with the ball. I can't kick it or pass it around on the ground with my legs that well... Mainly because I didn't have solid legs to use?
Either way I resort to use my telekinesis powers to kick the ball and control the balls flying about to guide them in certain direction or accelerate or just vector the balls around however I please.
I almost let my subconscious do it for me as I start to get the balls flying and moving around with just having the smallest thought on how to 'maybe' move them. I'm having trouble controlling when I intend to use or just think about using it.
I think soon that it's not allowed to use telekinesis in the game. It's just to easy with it if I should use it. I only use it casually really and then decide I better try not to engage to much by doing goals and just go around getting the balls that fly our from the field.
But as I'm getting balls that fly outside this one girl yells she will get it but I still take them and make them fly back. I have a little trouble trying to stop use my telekinesis and apologize. She is angry at me. I make some balls fly about until I again see a ball flying away from the field and think of vectoring it back but as I change the ball direction the girl comes again and runs into the woods where the ball was supposed to go. She was more angry at me now as I had done it again. Taken a ball away from her.
The goal keeper kept kicking out balls to the fields as balls where flying there for new tries.
I'm a little frustrated I have low control on my telekinesis and soon just revert to try avoid thinking at all about using it and least looking at the balls at all. I'm basically out of the game a short while but the game ends. Seems it's a draw of sorts. People aren't too happy about that result but make no big deal about it though.

Skiing at a cliff side

I'm watching a skiing competition go by they are skiing through the snow next to a cliff. There is really way to much snow there and people are struggling to get up. It's the first placers up there. Blazing and making the trails for the others to follow. It had snowed the past night. 1 meter I recall.

The path was obscured and some people are trying to go up a hillside to where the path is not. I go to help out at this location directing the people on their correct way so others try not to go the wrong way again. I put up some red plastic thing as a wall but it's soon below the snow as people passed by and I have to stand in the way and point people in the correct way. I look to my right and the path is just next to a cliff side going down on my right is a few meter high cliff wall to the top. I see it's a long way down if you go over the edge right next to where all the competitioners are skiing through.

A new group of skiers come though and I guide the the right way. Soon a bunch of kids in snowploughs are being dragged by some adults pass through on the skiing path. I just look in disbelief. I soon see a crowd of new skiers from behind. I tell to the others to hurry before the skiing participants come by. It's a narrow passage here.
They passed through somehow with the other people in the way. For sure slowed them down.

I start to look for things to put up as a blockade. I spot staffs ion the snow and starts pulling out tens after tens of staffs. The snow is basically filled with staffs underneath and I'm digging out and putting them in a pile as some other person goes to pick them up. Seems many have lost their skiing staffs at this location. Many are going though the competition without their staffs. I try to get out all of them in the snow. I also think about using them as a wall here.
I keep digging out more staffs for a while. The guy comes back and sees the amount of staffs I've gathered. I think he tells me they don't need more.

Why am I picking up these things?

Children's playhouse

I'm supposed to participate in this running competition now instead and I'm on some kind of inside house runway. People are trying to get me to join and run with them but I don't want to and just fly and float about the path at first looking around. I see more and more kids around. There are literally a hundred kids if I would have started to count them. I see and watch them play in all kind of various ways. I'm flying above them all looking down and some girl or other person tries to get me to join the running. But I decline again.
I keep floating about looking at all the different things the kids are doing. Soon I see kids are participating in the running as well. They see me float and wave and laugh. I hear some "Wow", "look" etc as I float around. Seems some kids are impressed with me flying.

But I just want to find my way outside and try to find the exit. Though I don't really find it I find this elevated indent on this construction on this high wall. I was only floating half way up the room but it was at least 5meters up.
It's some kind of playing place. There is a girl there. She asks me if I want to join her. I saw no door or exit here so I agreed to join her.
She took me a few steps inside the indent and it looks like a tree house thing. She is playing house I think. We go to the small kitchen part. I end up looking and moving something through this small window. I'm not sure what that was supposed to mean or why for either.
I looked to go back to search for the exit again.

I spot a door just where I had been. I go there and have the girl and a lot of other kids follow me. They seemed to be interested in me floating about and wanted to inspect what I was doing.

Walking through the door I was in some bedroom. It seemed familiar. On the other side I saw windows and a door to a pavilion. Great I thought I finally found my exit outside.
I quickly go over to the door and open it and look outside. I see the pavilion is really haphazardly makeshift built. I think it's going to collapse at the first step if I would walk on it. Luckily I'm floating though.
But in the bedroom I spot a girl was changing clothes or lingerie/nightgown. It was all white and frilly and semi translucent. She seemed a bit surprised and I looked away in embarrassment. I didn't intend to intrude on a girl changing. She told though she was done shortly after she put on something. The kids were soon flooding the room looking about and around.
I looked a little at the girl in the room. She was really beautiful I noted in my mind but I quickly pulled my attention wanting to get out and walked back to the door and now went outside to float around the pavilion looking at it.

The floor was built of some metal grill or gate. there was a sofa floating about on some strong rope and the fence on the thing behind was just some ropes criss crossing. I was unsure if it was safe at all.
The kids were looking out from the door not stepping out.
"I'm not sure if it's safe" I told them but soon some where stepping out and it seemed safe as nothing was collapsing. I told the others they could come out and try sit in the floating sofa.
I looked out into the air and view up here...
We were HIGH! up in the air. I could only so faintly spot a feature of ground but so strongly faded by blue colour and misty clouds. This was really was high up in the skies. The children didn't react at all though.

Soon some boys and girls were on the up in the sky pavilion. Two girls were looking at me from the sofa. I looked back and then asked if I may sit in the sofa with them. They were slightly arguing with each other by trying to get my attention. Both didn't like to much at all that the other was interested in me.
They shoved aside and I got a seat between them. I tried at first to sit the same way they did with back facing the sky and eyes into the wall and inside the room but it felt like I would fall back and out into the sky if I did. I had noted there was a huge hole beneath the sofa in the frame where you could walk. I was afraid to fall down so I went and sat in the opposite direction to the kids. I had my head toward the skies and feet by their heads. They somehow didn't like that to much and I moved my feet further out from the sofa. But my head was by their feet now. I only sat like that a few seconds as I heard some kind of signal from inside. All kids started to leave the pavilion. It sounded like the bell for class starting.
I went along with the trying to figure out why they all left at same time. But as I took a quick peek in the large hall where all children had been I noticed nothing different and headed back for the bedroom and pavilion. Back in the sky watch I saw all kids hadn't left. Some had stayed. So were the two girls I had sat with. Seemed they wanted me back in the seat. But I didn't go back there as my attention went around the area to look what the kids were doing. It didn't look normal. They many were behaving like adults. Some were even smoking.
The lady from inside soon came outside as I was standing there. She went to this pair of boy and girl. They looked like a couple. She picked the girl up and put her away next to her and then went to lift the boy as well. She was now telling them not to do what they were doing. Seems the kids were listening. I had noticed another kid toss his cigarette as she came up on the scene.
I only thought this was a weird scene.

The woman from inside was though kind in her ways, but she for sure was lecturing and making sure the kids didn't do things they weren't supposed to be doing
I woke up as I looked at her shortly after stopping the two and she turning toward me for a moment.
I remember a warm smiling face.

27 May 2010

I'm in Japan/or China? with translated signs
I thought I was in Japan or China s people looked like from there but the city really looked like a city in my own country. Though it had a little added features to make it more Asian.

I'm on a train heading for a destination. It looks like the subway. I have a destination but it seems I'm not sure if I want to go there directly. Soon the train goes to stop at the next station. It's "XXXXX" the place in Japan Tokyo where they sell all that anime and computer hardware.
I am undecided and soon see this person I had followed a bit to get off. I decide I'll get off as well here. I want to look around the city and stores here.

I exit the Train... But as I look backward it's a long row of buses. It's a really large bus terminal and the buses more on special lanes like a train.
I quickly look back behind me. It really is a bus I had been on.
I'm at this terminal somewhere. I look up and around to look for directions but also to follow a little where they person walked off to. He had noticed I've been staring at him a little but I let him leave. I'm soon where I want to be I think but as I look around. I have no idea on where I am or where I'm supposed to walk to get to the area where I want to go. I stand around walking back and forth confused. The signs and direction things are written in my known languages but they don't say anything about where the exit is or where I need to go for the shops etc. The signs only tell where the toilets and similar are.
I soon walk of trying to follow the signs and where a lot of people are going as they exited the bus but I end up only at a place where they are standing in long lines waiting to go into the toilets... The lines have 20+ people in them. I see no sign to say where the exit would be and I notice again other signs telling me useless things. But no sign is in Japanese or Chinese. The are all in Swedish,Finnish, English and a fourth language I didn't note what it was.

I end up wandering a little until I come across a room in the terminal where lots of other people are going to. There are signs out and people going in and others directing them. There are people standing at tables and people go to ask things and then show papers and then are directed elsewhere where they need to be. They all look like young people, Students to be precise. I walk around the area and it looks somewhat like a library. But they all are school books and such materials. It's a admittance and test thing going on. I spot another room that I walked inside and people were taking a test of sorts. But it was in a open public area. People continually walked through and also went over to the front and got directed elsewhere or got papers to do the test themselves. There were a few supervisors there also. There really are loads of people here. I'm confused and don't know where to go.
Somehow I home into this one person doing the test and start asking questions. I have my back toward the front and silently ask them and he a little confused tries to answer. Soon the supervisors ask what we are doing. He is not supposed to talk to anyone. I had approached him as I had seen him on the train/bus and knew we spoke the same language.
I don't recall what was said as this point is misty.

What I know I went outside right after as there was a open door to the outside in this room.
I was soon walking about in the town in huge clearings and shops and buildings about on the buildings around the clearings. I was walking through a parking place. There were hardly any people about here and I could see no signs or directions. I didn't spot a single hint on where I should head for to find all the shops that this area should have. There hardly was any shops at all overall and the buildings were just not accessible.

As I walked about I started to use my computer with a map program to look and see to spot where I should go to go for the place I had initially planned to go for. It will take about the whole day I note but I have to walk there. I plan it as exploring the city in mind.
The computer was a nice one. I never saw it but tinkered with my right hand about my left hand and it was doing inputs and I saw a map in my mind or float in the air over my hand. Can't really remember which it was.
I soon went of to walk in the plot I put up. I put it through the supposed area where the shops should be and headed out.

I soon saw more people about and soon what looked like the red light district and love hotels etc. I noticed my path had put me right through that place but I instead walked a different path and meet up with a few people and went along them instead. They had been from same country as me and had recognized me somehow and approached me to look around in a group.
They took me over this large city train station. There were rails everywhere. We had to spot and check the trains were not crossing as we walked over. One train almost hit us as it came around behind another still train.

After that we hurried over to the other side quickly before other trains would arrive. We were going toward this shop on the other side. Two of the guys in the group wandered inside to take a look while the third person didn't want to go inside this shop and I asked if he wanted to go in with me. He said no and I went inside as I really wanted to see what they had. It was a competition bicycle shop. I spotted the two others talking to the clerk I went and looked at the bicycles. There was a corner in the building where there were tables and a crew of people taking it easy and talking. Looked like a small coffee shop. They were apparently discussing things about bikes there. I saw a staircase go up to a second floor and signs of different brands of bicycles on the wall. Seems they had other gear upside but I didn't walk up.
I looked back at the door to see if the guy was still there. He was a chubby person, maybe he felt bad abut going into a place like this? Everyone inside and his two friends were really fit people and I noticed the two probably were competitive bicyclers and why they had been so eager to go inside this shop.

There is a slight lapse in content on what happened next.

The gym and football field
I was later going inside this other building. It looked like a gym and such. I had gone inside with some other people. We were changing to some other clothing for the activities. Looked like football kind of clothing. Even I had changed all of a sudden.

Later I was at the field and we were running around the perimeter for condition and warm-up. The field was on top of a construction up in the air as I could look down from the sides where there were public onlooker spots and such and see the buildings down below and the city span around.
I had walked about a little there looking around. I didn't not participate to much in the activities.

Soon we were back in the changing rooms and I had put my normal clothing back but as I walked about I was back in the changing room and all the guys were now changing into other clothing for some other activities. They were asking me to change but I just told them no and wondered where the exit was. I wanted to go outside again. I shortly passed through the shower room that was again at first the girls one and then was mixed. The people there were behaving strangely. I turned about and tried to find another path but I found myself entering the shower at every entrance until I was surrounded by it and had to walk through them in my clothing getting me all drenched. The woman and men were acting more strangely yet. "ooh", flirty kind of weird behaviour as I walked through to the exit that was on the other side.

Short lapse again in content.

Back in the city, meeting up with old class mates
Though it no longer gave hints of being in Japan or China I was thinking I was still there. Even the people were no longer Asian but Caucasian.

I wandered a open are once again and soon came up to this public concert being held there for the public. They were playing classic Orchestra music. There was a large public and they even had good chairs and the sort. I listened shortly as it sounded good. But I was just passing by.
I came to meet people from my gymnasium years of school. We were surprised to meet each other. I asked what they were doing there and they asked me the same. We all had same kind of interest in anime and Japan back in those days but I really didn't mingle with them though.
I told them I had some business here and was exploring the city at same time. I had already spent a week in the city without yet going to the place I was supposed to be going to. I was low on cash I told them. I really had had a minimal amount with me getting there but now I had about spent it all. I really needed to soon get to the place I needed to go to.

But I tagged along and went with them for a while looking at the shops etc. They took me to the computer hardware area that I had missed to go to yet. I was looking at the different things around there and I spotted this large screen and realized it was compatible with my own computer. I could interface with it.
I had tried to use my computer again as I had walked with the class mates but the computer failed to screen anything.
So here I was at this compatible large flat screen on this wall and I go about and input with my hands on my arm and I'm connecting to the screen and soon the content off the screen changes to that off my own computer. I've taken control of it I think. I had wanted to check something but as I was now here I didn't know what to check. I opened firefox and was about to check a site but I notice I had interrupted some people who were watching whatever the screen was showing before, It was playing trailers and the like about new games.

I try to go back and get back what was displaying before but I spot it's not down tabbed or anything. I think it closed down as I tabbed or started my own input. I try to find the executable but fail. People are gathering and wondering what I'm doing with the screen.
I remember that I only hijacked the signal of the screen and took it to display my own computer and OS. I go about to disconnect. and the screen flickers soon back to what it was meant to display at first. Though the program is no longer running and showing the desktop but there are two programs in the tab and I check them both. But they aren't the program that had been running. I give up and ignore it. "Not my problem".

I walked away leaving it like that.

I'm still in the shop and have my own screen working for my 'invisible' computer. Or I think I picked out my laptop to have it working instead as the screen. People are asking me questions and wondering about things. I've come into town for work I realize. I had just finished with my last contract and had been paid for the full work a short while before. I was on my way to my new work to do. I mention I had been paid 3 Billion dollars for my last design work in hardware and electronics. They wow and such. But I tell them I gave it all away as I didn't have the need for such a large amount of money. I'm low on cash I mention. I'm basically empty of it at the moment.
Seems some recognize what my supposed work was and who I am supposed to be. I had just before created something that had been revolutionary in computers and electronics. They kind of congratulate me on my work. Recognizing it's importance for the future to come.

I soon head out to find the place I was supposed to go to... It's finally abut time I go there. I'm already over a week late.

This is only the first half of the night >_>;

Next I had a dream about military, getting called for, retraining shortly, getting interrupted to head out before the training even began. travelling in woods. Soon finding fire. A battle. A army of Russian Tanks. Troops flood. Escaping. Informing command. Continuing on travel until a second battle. A win it seems but we spot soon a large column of tanks and vehicles behind getting closer.
I'm in the heavy Mortar units. I mostly just sit in the transport vehicle looking out as we travelled onward.

Getting called back to the army

Me and my brother receive message at home that we are to report back to the army. We are currently in our Finnish Reserve after doing our 6months of conscription time some time back.

Either way we are hurried away in a fast way on a air plane back to Finland from Sweden. There I and my brother are to wait about the rooms and such for instructions for a while. We did our army time at the same location in Finland though 6months separated from each other and placed in different units. But now we were there at the same time in our civilian clothes.

We soon receive orders to join back to our respective units to have retraining. I go back to join my Heavy mortar team and my brother goes to his own unit in the 'Sissi Jaeger' infantry.
I quickly receive my equipment and am soon on my way to have retraining and condition training by running etc on the base compounds. They are checking if we are fit for duty or just to see improvements or deterioration in our health.
I just only began with my first run whit the crew we had together from then, but not all of them. All haven't made their way back yet. Only half the unit is really there. But we soon hear loudspeakers to tell us to go gather in our compounds preparing to leave and deploy out.
Everyone is taken by surprise at this suddenness and the unit commander is a bit clueless what to do. But orders for us to go back and pack our gear in a hurry.
We need to be quick.

Soon we are and setting out with our transports 'BV 206' and heavy 120mm mortars towed in back.
We are only 4 mortars and vehicles heading out for now. All hadn't really put on the right gear at full before heading out and were pulling and throwing gear into the BV 206.

Soon we headed out and were travelling and going for quite a long ways. we were travelling on side roads and really unused roads for ages in the forests. Even going where no roads no longer where as they BV 206 can go around the forest with quite easy if there is not to many trees in the way. The Northern Finland Pine forests are dry and the ground is mostly flat making it more easy. It's summer. I'm in the front side and sitting in the back of there on the right side. The unit Lieutenant was sitting in front of me looking around on a map and on the radio talking for orders and asking for roads to take. Seems we were kind of lost for a little while having to take short cuts through some hillsides and forests trying to get back to the correct roads. We spot and pass by some old people living here in the forests in their old type farms. They were wondering what we were doing there. We just asked for directions shortly where to locate this one or other road.

We headed up this rock bedded hillside up for a long while and then going around some reindeer enclosures The supposed road was inside going there. We were just trying to find a opening to join it. I'm the leading vehicle with others following behind.
Soon we see the road exit the enclosure going up the hill some more. We shortly paused and tried to figure out which direction on this road we should head but went onward soon as a guy looked over the map.
Not long ways away we spot some other houses and farms on our way. On one taller hill we see a house burning. We have entered a small village.
After passing by the house, we note no one is trying to extinguish it. This is a remote area and fire-engines aren't really sure to be going here.
As we passed by the road below the house we soon spot a smaller anti-tank cannon. It's a older type. I wonder what it's doing there but it's firing away into the distance and it's cleverly disguised and entrenched you really can't spot it all from the front as we start to pas by as we order them to seize fire for us to be able to pass on the road onward to our destination. It was firing over the road from the side of it in the general direction where we were heading.
We soon receive clearance to pass and continue on our way but soon we spot a larger artillery piece shooting away over to the hillside on the left of the road. the road was going down into this smaller pass whit higher ground on both sides. Friendlies where on the right side next to the road while just going a few ten meters ahead you could start to see massive array of thanks in a line start climbing over the hill top. The artillery and others start to fire away in rapid way. Many tanks are hit but they have so much many more units than there are defending. At a first glance I spotted 10 tanks in various types going over at same time.
Our bandwagon orders the driver to step on it and drive fast. The other behind start to follow. We need to cross this crossfire as soon as possible. We speed along the road and I look over to my left from my seat in the vehicle and see more and more units and troops going over the hillside running down. There are hundreds of footsoldiers running down sheering in a battle cry. They have green gear on them. For some reason they do not really fire on us and start rather to chase down our bandwagon and the following one and the truck behind. The others are already cut off and stopped. The one to my left on the roof mounting starts to fire the heavy machine gun toward the crowds. But there really is way to many of them and my lieutenant orders him not to shoot. We have better chance of getting through if they perceive no real threat from us and firing at them is no good. I see soldiers trying to run after us behind. The almost overthrow the truck but they manage to kick them away from it by speeding up and having a guy or two get up on the flat-bed behind. We have important equipment there. We can't loose it.

Some of the guys take their automatic rifles to shoot at the enemy to make it easier for the truck to get away. Weirdly enough the enemy doesn't still shoot at us.
We manage to get away from the onslaught of flooding troops coming over the hill to the road. I hear that they will soon be required to retreat. I think I heard artillery was coming in.

Maybe a couple kilometres onward on the road we come unto the command unit for the local units. I tell them we need to stop and inform them that the area behind was lost and that there are lots of enemy troops and tanks there.
We soon stop and the lieutenant jumps out to go over to the commanders and talks with them. They tell us to continue on our way. They have seemingly already asses the situation. We need to get further forward. They need us more there than here.

Not long away we come upon another artillery pieces and anti-tank guns pointed in the direction of the road going down the hill. We are stopped here.
We all disembark to see what we can do. We see this guns fire down the hill and hit a tank and troops. Soon a fragmentation shell comes down and blows up and litters the whole area whit shrapnel. They guys sheer on the results. The forward running troops where annihilated.
But as the smoke and dirt clears away we see on the road behind a lot more troops moving and more tanks and the sort going up ahead.
I just know this has only begun and will be hard to fight.

Icy slopes

I remember walking outside and then coming upon these icy slopes and walkways. People have trouble going up and down as it's basically solid ice on the road.
I walk about quite effectively as I know how to tread these kind of places. I have no problem really. Having good shoes helps.


Arguing about lingerie... >_>;

I've entered and walking through this mall. I find myself passing through the women's sections for lingerie and other clothing for some reason. I'm soon in a confrontation kind of situation with 4 or 5 woman who came up to me out from the changing rooms in all different attires they were testing. They mostly looked ridiculous though as they had mis-matched items like you could not believe.
They ended up asking what I really think about the stuff they wear. I tell them I don't like any of it at all. They don't react to well on it. They seem to think it's classy or sexy or whatnot. They like their ridiculous combos. They only have items that I dislike. Though I manage to find one item on one girl that I like and I go to point out that that is ok. She reacts embarrassed and pulls them down a little to hide the main feature they do into the other stuff she has on. They get into arguing about it at me. They tell me it's no good, to plain or something can't recall. The stuff was white thigh-highs, no special design or anything, plain solid white ones.

They were wearing the stuff like clothing. =_=;

I just left after that. They did not want me to leave as they were not done with me. I didn't listen.

At the city central square & park

I'm in the city, just next to the central square and next to the grass of the city central park. I was deeply immersed into these cards that had manga illustrations on them in various kinds. I was thinking about it and such until I decided to leave it and threw the last card I had looked on away on the ground. Some were images to had animations even.

I just after meet up with my childhood sweetheart if I could pick a word to describe it best.
(It was the girl I had hanged out with and played a lot with when I was about 6-8years. Though I really wasn't in love she was a good friend and playmate. Though I later had realized I did have some feelings for her but that was WAY later when I did no longer have contact with her any more. Our relations etc did impact my life a lot in ways that was not too obvious at first but realized much later.)
Either way I had been thinking about her before sleep.

With my childhood friend
I don't recall how I meet her again but I was with her and we were hanging out again for a little while. She is her young self as I remember her as from those years.
We walked inside some building and I went to ask a few things, can't recall the first questions but seems we still were in good footing with each other even though we haven't really talked or meet since those days.
I went to ask her what she likes to do these days and she had said reading books. I went to ask what kind of books but she only mentioned a few ones. Lord of the Rings. In the whole. Then some black book that had the title "February" and lastly a unfinished book, "Pippi longstockings" she said she really didn't like that one and didn't read it all through.
We were in a cafe/library, or book store.
I found this radio or music player. I went forward to start it up and start a song to play as she had gone down to read this thick large book in her lap.

A familiar song starts to play that I'm familiar about. It's a song I really like. It's Trance/Techno House kind of music. But as the song started the lights in the room had dimmed and the machine was now a disco machine spinning colourful lights all around the room. It was a nice effect and soon I saw there was a large party going on in the locale. People were all about dancing to the music. I looked over she seemed to like the music herself. I liked that. I was listening to the beat and soon there was a DJ or the person who made the music using the disc and scratching and making the music live for us.
A character pops out and it walks back and forth through the girl as it's a dancing hologram. Seems it's quite the music machine. I think everyone in the room really are holograms or people dancing.
My friend is distressed about the hologram keeping walking about wherever she tries to escape. But it goes away soon by entering the floors where everyone else are.
I start to converse with the DJ/artist. And soon realize he is solid as I touched him at one point after thinking it strange he was responding like a real person to me. He was telling me stuff, Vague recall.

Soon I had a cue that I would have have something to happen with me and should let it go as I was being laid down to lay down on something on my back. It was my turn after someone had done a little dance thing with her just before.
But there was another person underside me? I was a little worried about that but I didn't feel like laying on anyone but on a solid object like a sofa or table. She went on to look what was going to happen. Soon a guy from the ground rushes up and is disgusting... I have to kick him away. Sexual harassment... He was after the girl who was supposedly under my back. But as I kicked him away I could not see her any more and only looked back to my friend and also asked loud what the **** that was all about on the DJ.
The guy I kicked off just ends up standing about there next doing nothing. I focus back to my friend. She really was surprised and shocked about what shortly went on. But we end up kind of laughing it of. It was bizarre.
I wanted to continue our meeting more privately but was interrupted by a woman barging inside yelling and accusing someone of something in there.
Some person was trying to calm her down but she wasn't listening. The others in the crowd gave no reaction and she was upset about that.
I only could feel something choke up with me. Made me wake up and there then I had this really sad and heavy feeling with me.

I was upset really badly. I had tears come out shortly after. It's not often that something upsets me to give such a reaction.
I had to wait it out for a while before trying to sleep again.

Chatting with this family
Lucid and semi-lucid

I ended up having walking about just in the neighbourhood just outside my house and then to come to meet some children that wanted to talk and ask things from me. They soon took me to this table and we were discussing some random stuff until the children were suggesting I go to visit where they live. They had their mother there at the table. She had made plans and instructions on how I would be able to get to them and visit. I was unsure about that. First I didn't know where they lived. I asked if it was close by. They said no. It was far away. I then wondered how I supposed to get there then? I have no car or cash for that matter to use. I then tried to learn where the place they lived was and the name. It was either Mossjö, Mösjö. I kept pronouncing the name wrong. Lastly I seemed to get it right Mosjö? It was far away I gathered. They had train plans and then I was worried about money as I possibly can't afford to make a visit there. They ended up showing my account and the money I had in it. At first it was just barely enough for a one way trip. The children ended up pressing some buttons and the amount on my account went up and down to settle for about where I had enough for a two way trip.
They really were intent on wanting me going there. I had become lucid in this matter and I was actually referencing the "awake world" and the "dream world" we were in. They seemed to be aware of both. They wanted me to visit in the real world. I didn't know what to do.
It ended with them saying to meet with them at this one location and wait if I decide to go and visit some time. It's a location over there. So I need to get there to check maybe?

I actually found a place named Mosjö in Google earth. Seems like this small farming village. Low quality footage.

Back to sleep again after
At my old friends house in the soon to be future?
Semi-lucid.

A little shortened: In my old friends house. Though I only spot their parents and my brother. The mother had a new born child. She tasked me to get ice cream and the newspaper.
I went to get the paper outside. it looked eerie. Things weren't normal. I at last found the paper. It said 2013. I looked inside saw a advert for "Want to leave for space?" with a car going into space and phone numbers etc text. I tried to look for something more but saw only mundane local news stories that told me nothing.
I ended up having a battle with this group of thugs. They were about to enter my friends house as other had flees away from them. I powered up my powers and created some kind of black vortex above their heads that sucked up 2-5 people at a go and to disappear. I did about 4 such vortexes and people came back to cheer for me. I meet up with my old friends sister. We seemed more close than normal. Though some neighbours were complaining about that. They seemed to have a problem with me.
I soon tried to look again in the newspaper but I could not look correctly and things did a fade out and I was back again and shortly spotted the newspaper telling me 2017. The area around me looked like a disaster. Some houses were gone and other where ill kept. There was damage and litter everywhere. It looked like a brutally lawless place. There were surveillance cameras here and there. You needed to avoid them. They were motion detective. So if they came to view your area remain absolutely still. The shone some blue light around.
Me and my friends sister were used to this is seemed. We needed to go somewhere and she was leading the way. We were climbing over some roof crouching down. It was essential the cameras didn't spot us. Sadly I wasn't too good with it. I had one camera go to alarm mode. it meant trouble.

She quickly destroyed this camera and some electronics. But people had arrived to take care of business. They were two people. They threw some kind of smoky chemical. I used my powers to make the win blow it all back against them and then blow them and tumble them around.
One thing is a robotic sentry. I summon out some black blades that attack it from several sides and crush it to pieces, it had no chance. You needed to deal with the sentries quickly. They had some powerful fire power I gathered but a little slow to activate.
She took care of the other one. It was a human I think. She went onward and I went back. She was going to do it alone as I sucked so much at the moment and was behaving strangely.

I quickly learned she had been captured. It was my task now to get her back. I went forward another camera location but it was a kind of bunker and it shot out these large calibre bullets. Though I just pointed out my hand where the bullets where coming and it stopped and absorbed them. I did the same to another.
I was soon at the main base. They had been waiting for me to come. I was let inside a car door inside the house. I was now there with a lot of people. They had come to help. But it was me alone who would have to get her.
I was showered in wet cement. Some acids. then tried to be forced to be injected whit syringes with what not inside them. I tried my best to battle the people inside. All were actually people I know. It ended up being to many of them and all jumping at me and me not using any of my powers the sheer struggle made me wake up.

They really were intent on wanting me going there. I had become lucid in this matter and I was actually referencing the "awake world" and the "dream world" we were in. They seemed to be aware of both. They wanted me to visit in the real world. I didn't know what to do.
It ended with them saying to meet with them at this one location and wait if I decide to go and visit some time. It's a location over there. So I need to get there to check maybe?

I actually found a place named Mosjö in Google earth. Seems like this small farming village. Low quality footage.

Very cool!!! So far, any place, or names or such that I take back from my dreams have no RL equivalent. But it's cool that these kids were seemingly lucid as well.

I was showered in wet cement. Some acids. then tried to be forced to be injected whit syringes with what not inside them. I tried my best to battle the people inside. All were actually people I know. It ended up being to many of them and all jumping at me and me not using any of my powers the sheer struggle made me wake up.

Creepy!

Yeah, that was really unpleasant. I do have similar happenings now and then. I'm happy they aren't too frequent.

But onto the family thing dream. I was really surprised on how the conversation went. It's a first that something like that happened and then actually find something coherent about it in waking life.
I've searched names and other stuff that had been described inside a dream before but usually I found nothing on them.

29 May 2010

At the dark Marsh

I remember from early in the night before 04:00 AM that I was walking about some wooden construction in a marsh and dark waters. It kept fading in and out until it became a little more solid later when it changed slightly from just walking and going about there.

I had walked over and had been using these small floats that moved from one platform to another where open water was. I had found myself at the end and then to get two ghosts from the area. They were two lost children. I and another were to try and get them back to land by going back these risky paths and floats. But as I was about to pass the first floating device The others went to stand on it and I was holding a burning paper to give light. The ghosts needed light and shadows to be present to be able to move about. I though they had been inside this small shack at the end.

Either way as I went to step onto the floating platform it moved away and I crashed inside the waters and the fire quickly going out as I was going down and down... Seemingly there was no end and I kept going downward about 13meters I thought and I was getting panicked and scared something bad was down there and made myself wake up before I could tell or see what was going to happen to me.
It was 04:00 Am...

Wall walking
Semi-lucid

Short fragment where I went about and walked on a wall on this one building and also was doing various acrobatic manoeuvres and stunts really. It was at times disorienting and I had to close my eyes to try and orient myself by the feel of which direction the gravity was supposed to be. I at times let go to fall down slowly and then grab back unto the wall and run and jump and do flips etc. There was a crowd down below and I also noted that a person came and did these tricks with me. It was a guy that joined in. I didn't get a good look on him but he gave me a thumbs up at one point as we had come to the roof edge and were hanging off these ledges there.

Roller blade skateboards?
Semi-lucid

Soon after I was with people down on the grounds and we were using these roller blade skateboard combo things. It was a skateboard board but it had roller blade wheels and the position of the wheels in their 4x lines moved around underneath to match where you had your feet at.
They were easy to operate and I was soon doing tricks and jumps with them. I was just having fun and showing off to some people around and also to the other people who used these things. It was a girl who introduced me to these and gave me one. There were a few other peps but they seemed to only roll around the ground. I did some wall boarding and also some upside down rolls. It was fun.

At the candy store
Leaving was a semi-lucid decision

I went of to follow the group I had been with to enter a building and I saw it was at the police? I saw the offices and the rooms they had there. But I saw it wasn't a building just for the police. I saw offices and rooms for small companies and also other franchises. We were walking through the halls to go to this Candy store that was deep inside at the end of the hall.
We were greeted by a woman who seemed to be the owner. She had been waiting for us. She went on to point out and say we are free to pick any candy we like. It's a store where you have loose candy that you pick in weight.
The crowds I'm with burst out and pick from it all. Though the owner soon goes to mention that it's only these 3-4 shelves we can choose from. Later it was only the black candies. It kept getting to a smaller variation.
I at first was trying to decide which to pick. There were hundreds of different sorts. But I later decided I didn't want to pick any. I only took one single one to taste. I went about to leave. I though there was something better to do than eat candy. The other people asked aren't I going to pick any. I said no. They were old classmates and the like.

To the Vodka Bar/restaurant.
I was lucid mostly here.

I had meet up with two boys and two girls. They were old schoolmates I think. So was at least this one girl and one of the boys. The girl was my high school crush. We had meet up and then wandered around town mingling.
We soon headed our way to this Vodka Bar. It looked like a exclusive restaurant. The girl invited me to join them. I was at first hesitating as I don't drink or such but got thinking about needing to better my social skills I decided to go inside soon after. They had already found seats and a table. She was glad that I had decided to join them. Seems they were friends having a good night out. One of the people in the establishment went to go get a extra chair for the table for me to sit on.
They had already picked which Vodka and other beverages to test out. A waiter came to fill up our glasses with this one clear vodka I figured.
The girl went and pushed forward the first glass to me and then said I needed to take the first one as this is my first time doing this.
I took it in hand and then don't remember if I drank or not. I was soon observing her eating cucumber slices, She soon was eating from my platter. Sneaking some extra ones. She had already taken half of mine before I intervened to take one.
"If you don't want me to take yours just smear your fingers about them" I ended up doing so as I struggled to take the last good one away.
"Aw, that was the good one!" she told me as I ate the one I picked. She didn't want the remaining ones. They were off the end. The part I usually throw away.

They had been drinking their shares and soon they went up and left for the restroom for some business. They all four went there. I sat and looked as they went but decided I would follow and look why they all would go at same time.
It looked like a men's restroom with urinals. There were really only urinals there nothing else. But they all went and used them... even the girls though they seemed to sit down into them. They had a little peculiar shape to make that possible.

Soon this other girl came about to enter which I had spotted inside at the bar area before, she had looked at me before in a way. She now stroked my ass of all reasons as she passed by. She gave me a good look and show of interest. There was a single booth inside there. She faced me there inside... I went to her after a quick look and others hadn't noticed her entering. She had short hair for a girl but it was this lovely reddish-brown.
We made out for a while until it went to more intimate matters.

30 May 2010

Weird moment in the house

I kind of wake up in my house in my own room and then when I look out of the room to the hallway, my half brother comes from the room next to mine. And says:
"Do not hurt their feelings"
He only calmly stated that and went away as I could only say "How can I possibly hurt them?" I at first didn't really know what I was answering too. I was a but uncertain in my answer.

Soon his kids have come over to visit. They all kind of rush into my room. One of the kids in the neighbourhood is here also. She is a friend of them and comes over when they are here.
They want to play and have fun with me. (I usually am forced or invited to participate)
I usually have fun with them though. My room wasn't in it's current state but how it had been some time back.
I had my focus with the kid from the neighbourhood at first as she seemed to want my attention most. I look over to the others and notice one of the others is a bit distant from me. She is standing back. I don't say anything but she seems uncertain. She doesn't seem as cheerful as the others either. I am soon drawn to talk a little with the youngest one. I still saw the other one only look from a little away. I wanted her to be cheerful and have fun but she only stood to observe with no real smile. I wanted to go over to her but I didn't get the chance.

Dream slightly soon drifted and the kids were no longer present but I wandered out from the room to walk over to the staircase. My other Brother walked up and was in a irritated mood against me.
He repeated something he had told me before in waking life the week before. It was about me finding work. He is unhappy about me that I have no such thing.
I was disgruntled that my dream would manifest this. It only got repeated >_>;
Afterwards the second time he went on to say something more.
He would take away the keys for my car if I didn't do as he said...
Wait? I have no car or even a drivers license!

I woke up. I stayed up for a while but tried to sleep a little later.

Epic long lucid time?
I had many, many wake ups in this lucid but managed to get back to sleep every time as I really had focus and intent of not wanting it to be short. Can't recall every instance I woke up shortly.

I woke up in my room again and spotted it was more like usual these days. But I soon walked over to the window and then wanted to go out. I had managed to have some music plat at first inside the room. Was working nicely. Just needed to focus my mind a little for it to start playing. Was some Techno/Trance.
As I looked outside I saw a walkway going across the front and people coming to walk by. I went to just pass through the window and then float down next to the walk path. My music faded away as I went outside from my room.
I looked over at the small crowd of people passing. Were mixed ages. But more kids though. One was looking at me in a embarrassed kind of way. She walked by but didn't greet as I though she would do. I said "Hi" to her as she just walked by and I could hear a response a step behind me. It was a shy voice.
I had some more people pass by and some were greeting me and I greeted them back somewhat. I wasn't as confident as before.
One I barely got my voice out for. She had already passed a few steps before I hurriedly said hi back. She started to giggle and so was her friend. AS they looked back and went onward.
It had been a awkward return response I have to admit.

I think I had my first short wake up here.

As I got back into the dream I went and wandered down the road but first after looking back at the house. It wasn't my normal house. It was a apartment complex instead. My window still was about at correct position and height working from sense but the whole building other wise was completely foreign.
As I walked down the road it became larger and was in town it seems I did a little peek at my hands and they had unknown number of fingers but for sure wasn't constant 5 on both.
I was just trying to figure something out as I walked. Nothing special and then I walked behind this group of 4 people. Two girl and two guys. I listened shortly at what they were saying. They were about to head home to one of they guys I think. I think I recognized one of the girls as one of my old schoolmates.
I didn't want her to leave and wanted her attention. The first thing that appeared to my mind was 'sex' and I sent away that toward her telepathically.
I wasn't expecting anything but she instantly reacted to my 'transmission' and looked around confused and then spotted me. She gave a smile and then turned about to get her girl friend to go inside the shop that was to the left. She said she wanted to look for something there. Ended up saying why don't they both go play some games inside. They were breaking ways with the guys. The guys were only sad they weren't coming with them but just contended that the girls would not go with them today. They made farewells and then the two where talking about what to do at the house. I think they were going to play some games.
The girls went inside the shop. I looked and was a little surprised but could only think that she split ways because of me. I soon walked inside after them to see where they went. I really thought she had made it easier for me to approach her.

Inside it was open. There was a larger store inside but she hadn't walked there. She was standing next to these vending machines. I could not spot her friend, thinking she had gone inside the store. I went to walk over a bit slowly. I was unsure how to approach. It's not something I've really done before. I saw it was some kind of vending machine game. Kind of pinball but nor entirely.
I walked over and stood next to her as I looked at the machine and then looking at her and thinking of saying hi and making a greeting. I did no such thing though. I went to walk back and stand behind her a few meters away to go over to look at these large boards. It had some information.
Damn... I have no idea how to do this. I was uncertain and thinking about leaving it all be. I was getting consumed in my thoughts and she came over to me instead a little frustrated. I thought she would leave a hopeless case as myself behind after that failure of a to try to greet.
"You were thinking that I would just hop in bed with you just like that, huh?
No... that's silly I know. We have to get to know each other, have a date or something, and some stuff to work it up before... But I got back to my reaction I've had just outside for this instance. I really had kinda believed for such after her reacting as she did outside.
I.. .. mixed thoughts....
"Yeah, I though I could"... was I honest or lying? I didn't know.
Her friend now came over and started talking as I tried to retreat. I just wanted to leave right away. She wanted to have some strong words with me. I just wanted to get the hell away and didn't listen.
"You have a strong flame" "but you can't keep extinguishing the small ones all the time". I walked away. But these words struck hard on my mind and I got to think about the words she had said in the end as I walked outside the store. They hadn't followed me out.

I could only tell and agree on her words. But my moods and feelings were in chaos at the moment. I went to walk away and wander about the town and areas. My mood became more depressed and chaotic. The scenery around me only turned about to reflect that which I felt. I was now in more dark areas and gloomy people. They were the ones in less opportunistic settings. I spotted people like refugees and homeless people. But people were reacting to my presence. They looked at me and some greeted me but I really didn't answer back yet. My mind wasn't clear. Soon I got back to think about what the girl before had said. The words got me back on track.

I was trying to sheer myself up and then try to leave these areas. I wanted to get back to the area from before.
I was soon followed by some pair of girls that seemed to be interviewing and asking people questions. They really wanted my attention. I asked what they wanted with me. Why don't they bother someone else? "You are special" the one girl told me. "How am I more special than anyone else?"
We were in a kind of interview. Another third girl came over to ask questions as well. They were Goth's I thought.
The two people from before lost interest but the new girl became more interested as I answered her. I told about my wake up spells I was having. I almost had one when I was saying her this but it stabilized back. I thought it was weird.
I ended about telling her to look up dreamviews. I told her there are many dreamers here and she could learn much about dreaming and lucid dreaming and much more here.
We parted ways after that. I walked about trying to find my path back and walked through this staircase shaft and I noticed the shop from before was on the other side. But I stayed around in the shaft instead. I spotted a old collapsed elevator in there and a endless pit below. I was trying to get over to this small passage that was harder to get to than the others.

As I made my way there I made some manual elevator contraption come down. I didn't figure out how to set it back. I only told a bystander to fix it for me. I though they would now how to get it back to normal.
I meet some people standing about in a crossways in these halls. One guy was waiting for something. Soon some guys came over to tell him they hadn't managed to get the people he needed. I looked on and later asked what he needed people for. He answered he needed five more fighters for the bull-something... He answered me irritated.
I had at first wondered why he didn't ask me as I was standing there but as I heard what it was I knew it wasn't something I would want to do. I thought he had sensed that and why he hadn't asked me.

In continuation I ended up doing something really bizarre and creepy. I found something hurting in my body and then found these chains and hooks and what not clips chained together being stuck to my left foot. The hooks and things had really gone through my toes and was really stuck to my leg. I went about to try and remove it. But it was trouble some and I woke up many times in the progress but I was intent on getting it all away before I went up. It had fishing hooks and other crannies and it spanned up my leg as I pulled it away and then went inside my stomach. It hurt trying to pull it out. I later noticed it spanned across my head and neck and back and where else and I was struggling to get it away and was slowly working to remove it from myself.
I tried to do a power manifestation of heat that would melt the metal but it didn't work. Though it helped in a way that I could faster pull it away from my body everywhere else but have it in the end get stuck on my hands and keep fastening itself in many ways and hurting.
Last moments I was getting it away from my hands and lastly put it all away in a bundle on this perch that was there. I saw that people had been looking and had surprised looks at them. They really had been wondering what the heck I had been doing.
I was feeling a lot better after removing it so I was happy. I felt like it was time to wake up now. I did.

31 May 2010

Military cruelty

I'm inside this briefing room or classroom but it's soldiers and recruits that are assembled here. It looks like Japanese/Korean soldiers. A feeling for either I had. There is to be introduced two new members to this team.
They come in and are to stand in the front while the rest relax on their benches. The lieutenant orders for the new ones to introduce themselves. Someone in the crowd goes to ask where the first guy has served or trained. He tells Okinawa. The people in there react not well at all. The lieutenant seems worried. They suggest if it's the American army there. The soldier happily responds yes, and says the bases name.
The crowd get really disgruntled and obviously angry. They have a huge distaste for them. The lieutenant orders the recruit to leave immediately. He doesn't know what to do. he is confused. It gets repeated and we tell for him to leave at once. He saw the angry mob that the other had become now.
His life would be in danger if he stays. He left in a hurry.
Later I heard they would arrest him after some words from the others. It's all to try and calm the others down. Someone really had messed up having that guy to come here.

A scene later I'm in like a dessert encampment. The soldier had been taken as a prisoner and was being held by these guard tied to a pole. The soldiers were mocking and laughing. We go to check to condition of the prisoner. He has been tortured to death. Nothing held back really. I'm disgusted by the actions of the others. So is the other guy I'm with. We are only temporary additions to this unit. We can't believe how the ordinary recruits are.
We can't do anything though. We leave with the lieutenant.

Some kind of game

Vague recall about this weird game that was set up. I had a manual and needed to do some stuff. At the next phase you could challenge the other teams by battling to kill them. I wasn't really too fond of that and though we could pass without. But the other team appears out of all tree that we were. They had killed the second team and was now challenging my team.
They were looking malicious ready to attack at moments notice.
I didn't get to see what would happen next.


Wild try. didn't really work

I was trying for a long time but never really fell asleep. When I did I only woke up instantly.
There was a short moment where I stood before a mirror looking at my face, I saw my unshaven beard. I went with my hands into it and then swept it away only partially before I woke up. I should have tried to stabilize the dream rather than trying to force action. I wasn't to focused at the moment.

1 June 2010

Early night epic?
This was early in the night

I'm in my house and heard commotion or got a cue for something to go out and look into the skies.
I and some others in the house are on the second floor. I open my room window. I think it was already open and push my body out and look and see all these space craft in the sky. There are hundreds... no thousands odd ships moving about.
They are gathering together on this spot in the sky to create this huge ass... Pizza looking mothership? Huh? They are all parts off this huge circular thing. I see people all over the neighbourhood are getting out to look at this all. I exchanged a few words with the people I was with in the house.
I said they must be space craft. Some words like unbelievable was heard.

Soon the world... shifted? Well I would call it like the whole earth suddenly tilted or spun in the other direction for a couple seconds. I thought they were re-aligning the earth for more optimal conditions?
Soon I spot a huge earthquake is coming as a result. Or of another reason. I'm no longer really in my house but at a playground tower or such. The tower is gliding about on the ground getting slowly shorter and shorter as it's sliced across the asphalt on the ground.

I see what is going on? I see the reason. Something like a god has descended on earth. It's taken the appearance of the white house but the front pillars are it's mouth and the dome its head and the sides are the shoulders and arms. It moves about as he talks. Soon like a dark spiral. A galaxy? Wait a black hole? It has it's own personality.
The white house god goes to wallow in regret that he had needed to go down to earth. It wasn't intended but his stomach had been growling and soon aching. It had been in a uproar of anger for a moment and he had been forced to stop on the closest planet as he was passing by. The black hole was the stomach. It was complaining and talking back at the other one. It wasn't agreeing on the explanation the other had given. It was for some other reason. It wanted to go here I thought and that was why it had made the uproar.

Either way soon the white house thing. Spots the troubles he has caused.
"Oh, no. This can't be" "We'll have to fix this" The earth wide earthquake had caused massive damage and casualties.
"I'll stop time..." He went to stop time but before that I saw myself... I had been ground up into the ground from the torso and down.. Without noticing it but now. As the tower had been getting shorter so had I been becoming shorter in the same way as I was hanging unto it... >_>;
I'm in a panic as I noticed it. I'm looking at myself in third person.
The god seems to have something in mind with me and I just pop out of existence from that location surely dead at any moment. I see myself no more but see that others have wound up same way as myself that were hanging on to this tower. Though they aren't helped.. Only some people react in horror and try to give help but how can they... Torso and down is gone.
I see time stop now. But the scene on what had happened to me made me sweat and wake up.

Some other dreams for the rest of the night I have bad recall about. Basically, none for now.

Then lastly A wild try.

In a classroom with my old classmates from middle school to high school

I appear and see myself in the classroom. I'm sitting on one bench and just look around to see where I am and who are around me. It's all old school mates. Though no teacher. One of the students it standing upfront instead.
I spot my old crush. I look at her a little. Still as beautiful as ever. Though she doesn't notice me or anything. Her hair is quite the masterpiece though. Just wow I have to say.
I woke up.
Got back. I'm sitting in another chair now. Further back. I look at the front and at the blackboard. There are various images of manga features of characters and then Japanese text. Romanized and in real Japanese character.
We are to find the student that fit each of the categories best to match up with these things. Two girls in class go to stand beside the feature they represent. One is about hair style and another is breasts and bra...
I woke up.
Back to sleep.
I need now to go up to the blackboard myself and either pick between category 3 or 4. I only really see two clocks drawn showing two different times. One is 11:00 another is 9:45 or there about. I picked number 3 which had the 9:45 something clock. My old friend goes to say what it represents. About the hero to catch the bad guys. Huh? I look back at the blackboard and now see a small drawn image of a cop car and another car. A cop chasing a criminal in a car chase? I asked this but got no. I turned back and now saw what it really was. It's that black car with that has red lamps in the front that has artificial intelligence and can talk. Can't remember the name. I'm to take the role of this main persons personality.
We were assigning roles for each to play for something.
I went to wander back and then lost my sight for a moment and then coincidently went to touch a girl in class on her breasts as I was trying to find something to hold or such to try to stabilize the dream. She yelled at me and I had to apologize. I then asked to hold hands with someone to try have that as link to stabilize the dream and not wake up. Another girl took my hand to help out. She knew about that stability thing and had said about that to me as I was thinking about it, actually I never said a word out loud about it I think.
I looked at her and wondered how did she know what I was thinking. I was glad non the less she would help me out. But it wasn't good enough I woke up anyway.
I managed to beck back to sleep on more time.
This time it was about the manuscript for the play we were doing. I had written it. They had all been happy about the whole up until when I at last minute went and made some supposed changes to the whole.
The girl in the front was talking about it. She was the one who had helped me moments before.
They were not happy with the last minute changes. They were some bizarre changes. It was something about one of my old male teachers and then the this other main character male getting it on in the end in some way... She was looking at me displeased and the others were complaining about what the heck that was all about.
It sounded completely foreign to me that I would add something like that... I could not believe it was I who had written it or made the changes. But everyone else seemed to be sure of it.
I woke up.
I had been sleeping in a bad position and as such had my back hurting and that was the thing waking me up constantly.
As I moved about in bed for a better position I no longer could fall back to sleep. I could not see where the whole ordeal would have turned in continuation.

2 June 2010

Insurance pay out issues.
This was a early night dream in which I had no part of but just to observe disembodied.

With slight recall I remember a car crash and some issues with that. Soon I had gone over to a house just close by. Seems it's the wife of the person who seemingly died or otherwise was now eligible for a huge payout of cash thanks for the crash.
A female in a suit, looks like lawyer had gone over there to inform her of the peculiarities on how she will be able to get the money.
I remember it was not possible to be paid out directly to her or a person she knows. There was talk about this boyfriend and another relative she knew. But they were not eligible to receive the money. It had to be some person that she doesn't know that needs to receive the money and then if that person likes give it to her.
This was a strange kink, that was spoiling it for her. She had thought it would be easy money.

With schoolmates in a military encampment building living quarters.

I'm with my old school mates. We are in this military like compound and in the living quarters. We are there to sleep I guess... There were four rooms for our class and the people spread out somewhat randomly. We ourselves seemed to have decided in which rooms we were in. I had ended up with my old friend and the girl he was hanging out with at times in those days and then another girl S from class.
It was somewhat sneaking about with all this. My friend was going to get it on with the girl from before. We needed to be careful not to be found out or such.
My friend and the other sneaked out from the room into one of the other rooms to get going with their thing. I and girl S stay in the room laying in our beds. It's a 2 high bunk bed. I'm in the one below and she on the one above.
We exchanged a few words with each other and seems we figure out we can have fun between the two of us as we are alone now and the other two will probably not be coming back soon.
I go up to the bed above and we exchange words and seem we want to do this. We go to proceed. She goes to check for condoms in her things. She picks out a pair and gives them to me.
Things proceed a little and we are getting undressed and laugh a bit. But soon my friend and the other comes back inside.
Are they done already? We kind of hide and put on essentials but they notice what we were going to do.
They say some things and they are to go out again. They will let us have little private time as we had given them theirs. They proceeded to head out to do chat or hang out with the others in the other rooms.
We head to continue as we for now for sure will have time. She laughs and giggles a bit at some things as we once gain proceed to go but before we really get going the two others get back in a hurry. They had been caught sneaking about. They had been forced to return to the room and the lieutenant followed inside asking what the heck they were doing outside of the room. They are to sleep at this time!
We hadn't gotten dressed this time... damn... But I hadn't been able to been start this time either. Not even foreplay.
My friend and the other girl look at us with 'we are sorry, but we got busted'. Soon the lieutenant sees us.
Seems he figured out why they weren't in the room and were outside. He seems to do have understanding somewhat and seems to let this slide. Though he warns that we are not supposed to be doing such things.
He leaves and then we four are back there in the room. We both had put back our clothes to a degree but no more than to that which we usually sleep in.

Short flash of real life from day before, slightly altered in dream version

I found myself walking in the close neighbourhood. I encounter the two young girls I had passed by the day before playing with this rope and jumping. Not really jumping rope but something similar. It's this elastic rope and one has it spread around her legs and the other is connected to a pole or something. they then jump between the many clearings in-between. You made more passages the more advanced/hard you wanted it.
I came from the same direction I had walked from in real life and in the location where I had encountered them. Though the two had come from same direction walking up to the location where they were playing. We exchanged a few words which I didn't do in waking life. (I just walked by not saying anything, just needed to walk around their game a little, they didn't pay attention to me but to see if they needed to make way.)
What I recall and figure out from the exchange is they avoided me, ignored me. I asked if they are afraid of me but got no response to that but that they went on with their game. I stood by and looked waiting for a answer but realized they weren't going to put any note of me being there. They just wanted to play their game.

It was a little strange short flash. Not normal that I have something from real life appear in such detail as it did here in same place and circumstance. The location and the girls looked exactly as I remembered it. Their voices were the same from what I heard them say to each other about things I didn't pay attention to.
I hadn't really remembered the moment until I had the dream about the similar short moment.

I wonder why it appeared. I had s short semi-lucid moment in the dream where I thought 'why this'?


The dreams after these I don't recall. I had gone up for a little while and then went back to sleep for a wild try but I know I wasn't lucid but sadly for the moment don't recall what the dreams where about. I did recall them in the morning for a while.

Recalled the last dream instance from the other dreams before I went up.

'Something' red dragon birds from china
I walked up to this tree on a elevated ground from the asphalt. There was stone walls up to this grass ground and the tree. I saw a bunch of birds and then bird nests there. They all had new hatchlings and the adult birds came flying in giving them food. They even went to the other birds nests to give their young ones food as well. They all shared and helped each other out caring for the young.
I heard a narration about the birds.
"These are the new birds that have started to make nests here, they come from china, they are XXXX red? dragon birds"
I got to think why they left china and migrated here to make nests and such. I think about the pollutions and heavy metal contaminations. Thinking the birds had enough about that.
The birds where dark and had a red streak of spikes on top of their heads. Where the red in the name had come from.
I was now actually looking from behind a building corner unto the platform where they had nested. I didn't want to scare them or anything. They didn't seem to have noticed me.

I also remember another sex oriented dream but that one went even worse than the one from earlier night I think. Can't recall really. All I remember it was about sex. But nothing really happened I know somehow.

3 June 2010

The miniature step pyramid.

I go to see this pyramid like structure cowered in sand. I talk to someone close by about it. It's the pyramid of _______. Someone really important in those days it was built. I think about Egyptian ones and think this is one as well. But as I start to sweep away the sand from the pyramid it's tiny. smaller than my hand. I brush out and clear away the sand with my hand and suggest this is how we should excavate the pyramid. I get a little resistance on my suggestion. It's basically just clearing all sand away from the whole area.
I start to see it's a step pyramid but still think it's a Egyptian one. It has 3 or was it 2 steps only and the whole surface is cowered in these weird symbols that I can't figure out what they mean. But I now they are important to be deciphered. The symbols aren't Egyptian or anything similar.
As the miniature pyramid is cleared of all the sand I discuss it with the other person present. I soon notice one stone slab on the lower step is loose as I moved it around. I ask and get permission to inspect and check what might be underneath. I mentioned about some kind of hidden room and power source. I think this might be a entrance there.
I got permission and removed the slab there and saw nothing... I went and pressed a little and then area collapsed down into the room inside that I had suspected would be found inside.
We soon have taken the miniature apart to look inside this hidden room inside. I say who ever built this miniature must have known about the hidden room and it's secrets for to actual build and hide it inside this miniature representation of the actual pyramid.

There are a few marbles placed inside, as I inspect it more and more there appears more details and more round object inside there to show it in all more intricate detail on how the supposed power unit works. It's some round spheres that orbit each other surrounded by smaller ones here and there. I soon spot a ring around the largest sphere there are tiny beads floating under it. Some kind of magnetic/gravity machine?
I exited discuss and mention the details I spot to the others that are with me. They seem not all as much interested as I am.

Leaving for the actual exploration

I had quickly made plans for us to now go and find the real pyramid.
I soon became to arrive at this expedition centre in some dessert area in a bus. I was exited and happy to have come here. It was this structure in the middle of nowhere. It was built around this old temple or complex that had been found here.
I was eerily familiar with the whole place... (I realized later I've had a other dream in the same settings before)
I was with some of my old friends to arrive there and soon walked inside the entrance and directly headed for the underground passages that are locked behind this metal grilled gate. I was worried we needed to have permission to enter first and also the key. I recalled about this entrance. It was dangerous behind it. You basically needed mounting climbing gear to get by. I was worried because we didn't have such with us.
My friend says not to worry as he has gotten permission and already is opening the gate with a key he has been given. I shortly notice a guard or supervisor come to check what we are doing at the gate. Only authorized people are allowed inside. But he hears about the permission we have and also seeing we had the key.

We walk down a few steps and then come to stand around the hole leading to the underground. We need rope and such to get down. It's not safe and impossible to get back if you don't... I though notice there is now a rope already placed there to lead down. Last time I was here was when they found the place and was with the first exploration. Then there was no rope and they had to set it up as they went.
My friends happily carelessly glide down. I worriedly at first approach the hole but get my courage back and then just glide down underneath.

Down we are in the hostile catacombs and tombs and paths. Much is haphazard and collapsed and many pits to somewhere you don't want to fall.
We though wander a short while and end up in this lighted area and we are now inside a store?
It was at the shop upstairs? We check for snacks and supplies. I spot the owner who came to greet somewhat. He was the person I had lastly come here with for the first exploration of these tombs. Seems he really had established a business there afterwards. It was going well I could see.

I was now soon discussing with the same person, not sure if it was really same, but it was about leaving for the real deal we were all there for. Finding the _____________ pyramid and explore it. Trying mainly to get to the ancient machine and power source.

Arriving at the 'something' pyramid

I had walked up the platform and the area up ahead was where the entrance to the pyramid was. We were already up unto the complex in it's entirety. It's a big place. It's though overgrown with vegetation and grass. It's no longer in a dessert as before.
We were glad we finally found it again. It was a long hard search(thought there was no recall of actual finding the place)
We were cautioned to be careful. There are traps and other things abound.

For some reason I get about to pick these small darts from my pants and throw them around. I don't want them and I need to get rid of them I figure. They are more like a decoration line on the seam up along the pants but I can't figure that out and think I've been attacked and hit whit all these poison darts.
Actually someone tripped a trap and a single dart flew from this one small square hole in the construct to hit me. I got in the panic after that.
As I was throwing them all around I spotted people like, Indians and Mayans and such. They were coming forth to warn us and talk to us about the temple and pyramid. They said to us to be prepared if we wanted to enter. Though they were first there to scare us away but as they looked unto me and some others they 'sensed' that we weren't there to make money or other nefarious plans. They would let us enter but still did caution us about the dangers.
I said unto them that I for sure would retrieve and make public the technology that was hidden. It was the power source thing.

We were to enter and I saw the entrance. It was a strange one. Though again I was reminded I've been down that path before.
There was this mechanism inside that pushed you into several diffrent slopes at random it seemed. Some led to the right path others to your death and others to something else. I heard one guy scream as he was lead to the path of death.
I was remembered by my previous visit that I will be all right if I time it right. I went down and sat on this board or table and then it slides away with me on it. I was held in place and then needed to lay down in a specific way for the machine to do it's thing properly. If you didn't do as required you risked severe injury or death I recalled.

The contraption had begun putting this metal armour on me. It was restrictive and a little uncomfortable at first but became more relaxed as it was done. It was this black armour with silvery trims. It built a personal armour on everyone entering I thought. It had read my personality and ahd decided upon this armour for me.
As soon as it was done I was delivered to this small chamber where I was to pick my weapon. There was a assortment of swords and knifes and bows. I was unsure and there came down this recommendation looking at what the machine had read from my soul or person.
It recommended this dual holy sword that where black and silver but also had a Christian crosses of gold. The swords where linked to each other and when they were spread out it looked like 'H'... lol.
I also heard a voice.
"As you are a person of true hearth we recommend this sword" then it showed it.

I wasn't too keen or interested in this one and went to look for a better one after pushing it away and rejecting the recommendation.
I went to look at the other options. They all were worse or lacking. Nothing was good enough. From something I figured out that I could push the board and asked for the special hidden options.
The wall backed away and opened up to show this small workshop behind and a larger assortment of other swords. Many though weren't complete. They were unfinished swords. I looked through the pile. I figured I needed to hurry. I really didn't have time to make a new sword. I finally settled for this one peculiar bent one rapier style though a little thicker. But I was far from satisfied with it.
I went to go onward but soon came back and then found this much better long sword style one. It was heavier and a two handed one. I thought I could use both. I could both in both hands when swinging the larger one and then after that swing with the smaller one as I prepared the large one once again.

I went to enter the larger hall next up. The others in the team were urging me to hurry up and help them out. As soon as I entered I needed to attack these mummies or zombies. My large sword did the job easily for the one oponent I at first attacked. There were more but as I killed the one the others went away and I needed to hurry over to the others.
The 'game' had already begun.

"The game"
What went on next was this weird game had started. This something presence or voice. The one the pyramid belonged to was speaking and needed us to answer his questions in order to advance. If you got these wrong I recalled you would die.

I hurriedly rush over to the others and they yell for me to be fast and choose number 9 on these small glowing round platters on the ground. I don't see a nine number but other ones. I almost pick the next to it 21. But the others yell for me to not pick that but the nine. They point to another platter. It says 6... But it's a six I say and then reluctantly abide by them. Time is out in the nick of time.
It was correct... I passed this round.

Soon the next round started and another. We needed to answer various questions and then find the right round blob with the correct answers. Each had different colour and different text for each option. The questions were all about things I've been thinking about as of late and been unsure about how to answer. I saw how others answered and then was undecided what I myself would pick...
I randomly picked something at times... One was "FOX news" but the question was not related at all to that answer. Though I made it through that round by some weird way.
I thought it was weird how no one was disappearing for wrong answers. Many had picked wildly different answers and still passed. Last time there was only one correct answer for each and if you got it wrong.. you fell down a pit in flames.
I woke up after a few rounds in the middle of them.

4 June 2010

Mediaeval Adventures?

I'm on a field and see that a battle is about to begin. The enemy has two units of troops. 50-100 in each.
My allies or this archer unit in the corner of my view goes to first shot a long shower directly up into the air and then quickly shooting straight with the ground to hit the unit faster. The first enemy unit gets killed fast. They fall down in a comical woes of death and then the other unit moves in to take the same ground. Looks like spear units. The arrows from the skies fall all over them and they die just moments after in same location in same way stupidly in groans and moans of death.
It's cool and such but such a stupid way to die... They had no chance. It didn't even take a minute to eliminate them.
I go to walk closer to the units. All aren't dead but everyone was hit by a arrow. Most died instantly. Others will die soon.

Loose tooth
I had a toothpick into underneath my one teeth. It got stuck somehow and I had to brake away one side and then try to pull it all way through. I almost manage but at last moment the tooth dislocates from it's socket but hangs on. I feel it hanging in there and a taste of blood fills my mouth. I go to try put it back again inn it's socket. It isn't working to well.
My oldest sisters oldest son comes walking about (had seen him earlier in the dreams at other circumstances)
I got to mention my ordeal and how it happened. I soon forget about the tooth.

There was much more to the mediaeval style adventures but recall is failing.

Marriage meet?
Just a short flash of recall coming to be next about this one girl in a white dress I think. We were to be married.
All wasn't working out somehow though.

After a short wake spell I had other dreams

Earth has been destroyed from something 20000 years in the future
I recall and have had the precursors to this dream before. It was a continuation from where it left off. I don't remember at which time I had the precursor dream but I recalled it in the dream.

Short recap of the old dream:
Earth was somehow destroyed taken apart by this thing that came out from nowhere from the future and earth was instantly gone after breaking up into pieces and being taken away by this organic ship or craft or creature. Vague recall.
I was on a space ship about in the solar system trying to reach but could do nothing. We then went after the ship and we were tagged along as it went back into the future.
The world is completely odd and strange there.
Earth was destroyed because it had been a threat to this something that far in the future.
I was then there exploring and trying to find out what had happened. We found some remnants of humans but they weren't really human any more. There were some strange fights with these organic and morphing things.

Now to the new:
We had just fought off and won over these two creatures. They were living but they were space ships at the same time. (Think about Aliens from aliens and Tyranids from Warhammer 40k, adding biomega manga as reference as well)
We were trying to catch this one who survived by morphing to this small creature. It looked human and monkey like. It morphed at often between them but more time it stayed as a monkey.
We had landed on some land and were walking through this jungle and forest but also these areas that were cowered whit these living things. The space ship things were made out from that stuff and could be made anew from it at any moment if they had the core of the unit left to which form the stuff into.
Either way I somehow befriended this pair of these. They weren't as hostile as we had thought. They could talk. But it was somewhat rudimentary. Not like they had been learned or such.

I learned about this supposed city and it was like a mediaeval times one. There were humans there. But they seemed distant and not intelligent.
I didn't stay long before the monkey things ran off and we followed. One later spotted that another creature had headed for the other ship that had been partially destroyed. It took it and then used that living stuff that was about and the ship got rebuilt in seconds.
We needed to destroy it. We went to follow it and soon were chasing it to some station in space.

We engaged some humans there. They were more normal but they were enemies, It was a hand to hand struggle and throwing chairs and other such objects. I was getting the upper hand in it.
Soon we stop it.

I now see something is about to happen. Some signals went of in the station and they all with is went to look at what was coming.

A new star is born

In the distance a great flash happens in space and a huge amount off molten matter comes about and starts to create a sphere but still is unstable and it goes to spin and has a ring off molten hot stuff rotating around. It's beautiful.
It get more round and spherical and more bright after the short dimming it had at first as matter was scattered. It starts to resemble a star/sun more and more.
I see a huge flash or burst happen and see this shock wave start to travel outward from the new sun. There are millions upon million of debris coming in all directions.
I worry a little but other are not. Seems there is a shield around the station and the planet close by where I had been just now...
The planet had been a lonely object in free space. There were no sun or other planets or a solar system close by at all.
They were on their way to create the solar system for this planet.

A new star is born

In the distance a great flash happens in space and a huge amount off molten matter comes about and starts to create a sphere but still is unstable and it goes to spin and has a ring off molten hot stuff rotating around. It's beautiful.
It get more round and spherical and more bright after the short dimming it had at first as matter was scattered. It starts to resemble a star/sun more and more.
I see a huge flash or burst happen and see this shock wave start to travel outward from the new sun. There are millions upon million of debris coming in all directions.
I worry a little but other are not. Seems there is a shield around the station and the planet close by where I had been just now...
The planet had been a lonely object in free space. There were no sun or other planets or a solar system close by at all.
They were on their way to create the solar system for this planet.

Cool!!!

5 June 2010

North Korea?

After reading and following the news regarding North Korea woes and discussions about them, it has now reflected itself inside my dreams.

I'll just write a shorter summarize:
I'm a civilian I think walking about North Korea and soon some trouble is coming about. They are being attacked. I'm close by to the area where Kim the leader is and I'm soon rushed into gear. I try to find my Finnish army gear but only find 2/3 of the gear and 1/4th of the clothing. I have to make due with this.
I see a few scenes of boats on rivers enemy air planes and many footsoldiers moving about. The troops are literally being devastated by the enemy air attacks. There is much Panic and some troops surge to go protect Kim. Somehow I'm around to go and make sure he is OK as well. But the other troops are wary of my presence and kind of make sure I don't do anything like attacking Kim or such. Two soldiers went in-between me and Kim at one moment after arriving with a small speed boat on some rivers into a building where he was.

I then just followed what was happening. Seems things settled down and no more attacks were any more. But there has been heavy losses on the North Korean troops. I walk about and try to coordinate them that are here and am now on North Korean side? I'm no longer the neutral guy.
At one moment I was controlling this remote controlled Tank and other cameras. I destroyed some advancing tanks. It was hard to control the damn thing as it wanted to go about in full speed the whole time and ended up driving and crushing some bystanders... a few rounds around.

Soon there was no attacking at all. I somehow now took control of the troops and such. Kim is still alive but I take away all powers he has. He no longer is the commander or anything. Just some dude. He is allowed to live how ever he wants but he no longer has any money or the sorts.
I hear a short reference me as being promoted to some high rank. I can go around and command anyone as I please. I make sure recovery stuff are progressing and soon arrive at the palace food place. The 'elite' are eating their usual exquisite foods while the regular people get by with minimum. I order that everyone is to be given the same food to the main chef. They soon go to discuss and talk about my order. They get about to retrieve foods from the commanders and I walk to the regular troops being given some potato soup.
Not long after everyone seem much more happy and are eating all the same food as the rest and the quality has gone up lot. They are eating a salmon dish.

The war stuff seems no longer a problem and I'm on my way to get everything on track in this country. But North Korea is still North Korea. It will take time before it's back on track like the rest of the world. I have my own plans on where to take this country. I want to better it loads so the regular people don't suffer like they have been doing for so long.
Though I don't want the full western thing coming here. It's bad in it's own ways.

This was a several hour long dream so it could have been much more detailed but there are parts I don't recall to well. A summation felt better.