Deserts Dream Journal

[Desertgirl]

I am so glad to have a place to begin writing down my dreams again. Not that I dont like the paper journals, but storage wise this is the best way to do it.

[Desertgirl]

Dream night of January 15, 2007 I dreamed this night I was pulling into a parking lot. It was a dirt lot, I could see like rows where to park separated by mounds of dirt. We ( my husband, my daughter and I) park and get out of the vehicle. I look areound, it is dark. I have a flashlight and shine it around. I can see the "mall" that was our destination lit a ways away. I shine the light around and see buses empty and parked. They appear dusty as they have set along time. The windows and body are still intact and they are parked in a row but they are also stacked on top of eachother. I turn the other direction and there is a camper like from a truck bed maybe but bigger maybe it is a 5th wheel or somthing like that. It is parked there and up on "blocks, and wood beams" like it has been there for a while. It isnt run down or anything. My daughter has to use the restroom and I tell her to go inside. We knock on the camper and no one comes to answer. I tell her go, I shine the light for her she goes in and comes back out when she is done. As she comes down to me, a man opens a door, a woman opens another door and a child (teen) opens a third door all on the same side of the camper we are on, they just look out at us. I remember thinking omg they were in there and she went in and used the restroom. I dont remember any thing else. Desert Day time entry I do not remember any of the dreams from last nigh but I know I had 2 different ones. I didnt get up and write anydown because the house was freezing cold! I swear to myself that I will try harder tonight to wake and write atleast something down. I see the dreams returning and am sooooooooo happy. I went to sleep thinking of the WILD technique but did not try to practice it, not yet. I am not doing anything until the dream reacall imporves much more. Desert

[Desertgirl]

Daytime Entry GROWL I do not recall any dreams from last night. I slept like a rock! I am getting a little discouraged. I lay and think about dreaming, do a little day dreaming hoping to get my mind set to dream but it did not work. GROWL!!! desert

[Desertgirl]

Daytime Entry (Dream night Feb 5 and Feb 6) I am not writing this dream because I am not sure of how I really feel about these being on the net as they are very personal. I know all dreams are but I dont want to share this one. Actually it started off the night of Feb 5 and I swear it continued where it left off on the night of Feb. 6th. I still havent had the lucid dream or any remotely close. I think I am just a dream reject at times. Desert

[The Cusp]

Don't be so hard on yourself, your journal only a couple of days old. You can't expect instant results. But if you keep trying it will happen eventually Besides, I think being able to continue a dream like that means you're getting close.

[Desertgirl]

Hour nap Day of Feb 21, 07 I am so excited I remembered today woohoo! I am standing in the drive way of (my house) looking outward down a street that is realy not infront of my house. It is a very busy street with alot of traffic. I am talking with others watching the street as this car starts to twist like it is going to spin out. Iam like omg and i run to the side because it is coming right at us. I run and the setting turns into like desert woods kinda both. I walk out back to the front of my house and say thats why I move because you never know where they are gonna go lol. We are still standing there I think it is my brother I am with now and this other car goes completely out of control and literally flys spinning and turning at us towards where I just ran to for the other one, so I dont run that direction. I am stunned as it flys right on by down the other road. I run after it to help who ever was in it. When I get there I cannot see anything but the desertish forest and I am like omg. I look and look and see nothing. This man runs by with bleeding scratches on his upper thigh. He is in short shorts lol (ok thats funny now to remember his shorts.) He has short hair and is wearing glasses. He runs by and keeps going, that wasnt the person in the car tho. I call 911 and get the medics on the way. Now I am standing in front of the house waiting for them. I see the truck come off the side road and go the other way I was like nooooooooo omg. It is dark down the way I am and they dont see me. They come back and go back the way they came and I am yelling NOOOOO! I see two officers and another walking the dircetion of the firetrucks exit and I look down at my phone it has a light I think to pull it out and shine the light . I yell at them and decided to get into my car and pull out and turn the lights on. Then they see me. As I get out of the car the woman officer says how much stuff do you have in there i say not much and I look at the trunk and see plastic wrappers comin out and realize it isnt my car It was red and looked kinda funky like a football lol. I look at my key, its my key to the dodge and I say thats not even my car the stratus is lol. We start to walk to where the accident happen and start searching in the prickly brush for the car, I get a glimpse and I wake up. Desert