I've been practicing dream recall, journaling , reality chekcs, awareness, meditation.

But i'm wondering if i'm even ever gonna be able to Lucid?

Cause i have mental cognitive disbility. and i have memory problems. and learning disability. I wonder if my memory is not working because the learning disability blocks my memory from coming to my dream so i don't remember to do reality checks.

Wonder if i'll ever be able to do it. I do dream and i do remember my dreams sometimes but just seems for lucity you need to remember something in another dimension and since i have problems learning stuff and memorizing stuff even in the real world, then ....

man, this is tough.