The Game. |
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God exists. He let me screw my life up so bad I cant start again anew on my own. I'm not afraid anymore, I can live my life now like a man that loves god and himself and all other beings. I'm done being a child, I've grown up and taken life into my own hands. God put me through hell and tested my sanity, and I learned what itis to be his son, have some respect for me. He knows what's good formyself, I know what's good for me. God delivered me hell in a handbasket with a new lease on life for one me, Tyrel Newlin. |
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The Game. |
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Game over, reset. |
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Hey.. Weern't you supposed to make this post in your rekindled drug experience thread? |
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By the way, this was a group effort. Good job everybody. |
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Last edited by snoop; 09-24-2014 at 03:09 AM.
because i believe in him |
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See a doctor, Snoop. =/ |
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I know, It will be the first thing I have to do when I move away and get my own place. |
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So, even though this relates to my 3-meo-pcp and DPT trip, for those that I already told, that there was a great lake of rage inside me. That was what happened when I took the 3-meo-pcp and DPT. I tripped, and the demon came out. Everything is all good now, but that's what happens when you bottle up your emotions and then let them control you like I did. I wound up having the police come to my house and shoot me with two tranquilizer darts and I got sent to the hospital, because I wouldn't give up, and I didn't know what I was doing. It took like 8 or 9 cops to pin me down, and I only let them do it because I was tripping and had no idea what was going on, I just let them do it to me. If you feel like you have let a firey lake of hell boil up inside you for a long time, seek help. Some how I made it out alive, unharmed, my parents love me more than ever, and I can go live my life and move on. Let this be a lesson that I had to learn the hard way, but everybody else can learn from my mistakes. Don't bottle things up inside you, don't lock up a demon in a cage and poke it for fun. It will find it's way out and try to destroy everything, like it did me. |
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That's a good post snoop. I'm in the same boat. I had to die a second death to be reborn. |
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