I'll tell you my sorry ass sappy story that actually almost tore my friendships a part. Me and my dear online friend started playing Ragnarok online (we have met in real life). It's a cutesy anime doll like game. And wickedly addictive.
But we joined in the early days, when it was simple, and in comparison to what it is today "pure". Together me and my friend created a guild! I was the guild leader (she didn't want the responsibility). Soon enough we were a guild of friends!
In those early days it was awesome! We hanged out, we had fun. We explored maps together, and did all sorts of silly things together.
Soon after that the RagnarokOnline gets a major face lift. Guilds can go to WAR!! The winners are prized with a castle that will last a week, and riches and rare items found no where else in the entire game, except within the castles.
At first it sounded so exciting! The mood of our innocent guild changed. We stopped playing just to have fun. Now, we were preparing for WAR! We needed everyone to level up. Me and the other higher levels in our guild decided to help everyone else. And we happily invited lowly levels and noobies. We offered them help and leveling buddies. And in return, we all asked was that they fight our war! The noobies we invited seemed excited.
And everyone seemed to be happy and motivated on the reward of a castle!!
Well reality hit hard. The moment those noobies reached a higher level.....they left our guild!! They left for tougher guilds that were already fighting. Losing guild members just as we ripened them was a low blow to me and my REAL friends. Especially since we worked so hard, months even, leveling those noobies. It also meant we were back to square one. Not enough members to fight.
We decided to go back to our roots. And we made it clear our guild was primarily about friendship. You were in our guild because you like to raid dungeons and level up with other people! We gained a lot of like minded members who stayed. And a lot of our new members even complained that the guild wars tore apart their guild. But I wouldn't know just what they meant until a year later. 
Why the Guild Wars Were Evil
As time went on the Guild Wars reveals its hideous head to us again. Even though there are hundreds of guilds, and even though castles reset on a weekly basis, for the past few months the same guilds would hold the same castles!!!! And some guilds were so mighty, they didn't just own a castle. They owned an entire map!
How is this even possible when all guilds have the same member limits?
It was because of the prizes the castles give you. These castle Owning Guilds mirrored the real American economy. They were Walmart. They were McDonalds. They had so much in game money the rumor was they LITERALLY buy other players to fight their wars!
I was disgusted! These guilds weren't about friendship at all. They were all about in game money, stats, and equipment. They were shallow. And there were so many disturbing and disgusting rumors about all the drama happening within these MegaGuilds. They seemed to mirror real life celebrities!
I was growing tired of seeing the same flags over the castles day in and day out. And I thought, were an honest guild and one of the oldest guilds in this server. I thought, we deserved a castle more then these cheating lying manipulative jerks.
My tell my guild prepare for war! They think I am crazy. But I have a strategy. You see during the last war there was an UNCLAIMED castle. I thought, how can no one claim this castle. Then it hits me. Everyone is afraid of these MegaGuilds! The idiots forgot to reclaim their castle. And no one even tried to fight them. These MegaGuilds are so pompous, they must have weak defenses.
I was right. I managed to solo a castle. No defenses. None. I tell my guild to hurry over into this castle and claim it! We claimed the castle! The war will be over in only five minutes! My heart is racing!
The game announces our victory publicly to the entire server! Every castle on this map owned by a MegaGuild demolished us. And rather than fighting over the crystal with our name on it, they stood by and allowed the previous guild to reclaim their crystal.
They have a monolopy! These MegaGuilds have made a pact to defend each others castles. So that a little guild like mine doesn't just go up against one MegaGuild, but a leauge of MegaGuilds!. It was impossible, IMPOSSIBLE to defeat them. Our victory even attracted OTHER MegaGuilds from OTHER maps. Displaying that this pact was much bigger than a single map. Which explains why over the past few months there was no change over the Castle ownership.
Our warring days were over, and idiots in our guild blamed my leadership instead. Really, they were just so frustrated that after working hard for months for this war we could "never" win. As the leader, I was the easy target to blame. How could I have known the MegaGuilds monopolized? I was just a teenager, lol.
After we lost the castle, a member exploded with this frustration and anger. And I'm serious, the anger was real. He insulted everyone. Calling us loser because we can't claim a castle. He said how much he hated this guild, where we never win. So I kicked him out. He came crawling back anyways because he was so lonely.
This was getting bad though. My guild members felt 'weak' 'insignificant'. They felt like losers, and nobodies all because they weren't a part of a castle. I tried to get the guild to focus on friendship and hanging out instead. But as the game kept upgrading, it kept creating rewards that needed a powerful mega rich guild to even reach these rewards. This literally created hundreds of in game rewards beyond our reach.
Then my closest friend, and my CO-CREATOR of the guild, who was there with me three years ago when we created this guild together, left. You see, she was a very strong knight. And a MegaGuild needed a knight like her to defend their castle. They didn't know her. They only needed a knight character like her. They bought her. They offered her dazzling equipment, in game gold, rewards and even easier leveling, that my little guild never could as hard as we tried.
The guild was shattered. Why would our dedicated co-leader leave us? I thought we were friends. I thought we created this guild so we could hang out because we were friends. And some of the members in the guild were just as heart broken, they saw her as a traitor.
She told us we were over reacting. That she only wanted to know what it was like to be a part of the MegaGuilds, were you can obtain all of those amazing things, actually reach level 99 and all. As a sign of her friendship, she said she would keep her LOWLY LEVELS in the guild so she could still hang out with us.
For what? So when they reach a higher level after I helped you level them you buy them out to a MegaGuild for perks? It was just one low blow after the other. To make it even lower, the guild she joined said that while they liked us, and thought we were friendly, they would NOT support us in WAR because it would go against the PACT they have with OTHER MEGAGUILDS.
I got tired of the drama. I got tired of people whining and complaining that even though we worked so hard, the MegaGuilds would always be ahead of us. MegaGuild this MegaGuild that. "Why can't we have what they have whine angst whine?". I just got fed up with it.
And I got tired of a video game stressing me, since as the leader I have to figure out how to make everyone happy again. I got tired of 'working' so hard over meaningless in game rewards. When the only reward for me, was to play WITH my friends. And now, that's over.
So I ended my guild. Told everyone to leave. And I left the game. To save my sanity, and my friendships.
My most damn grown up decision I ever made in highschool.
Years Later
The MegaMonopolizingGuilds deteriated from rumors, lies and in game scandals. The envy, and the desire to reep those in game rewards tore many guilds a part. Several guilds years later would be anti and adament against the Guild Wars. Recruiting people because of the burns and bruises the Guild Wars left them. Pretty pathetic huh?
But it's entirely true. The burns and bruises I'm talking about are real relationships between real living human beings. What an amazing thing that a video game can do this. But thats what happens when the player base is mostly teenagers 
PS. I still feel I lost something precious in that game
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