Day 3 (Actually day 4, but at day 3 I felt instantly into sleep and didn't do SSILD)
Finally success! Lucid! Well, it was pretty much nightmare lucid, but still it was cool experience.
I woke up 5 hours after going to bed. I ate a bit of chocolate as I've read it helps with lucid dreaming. I went to toilet and went back to sleep. I did the 5 cycles of ssild. I got into small trance only once. After that... I couldn't fall asleep. It wasn't FA. I did like 5 RCs, because it was weird I wasn't feeling sleepy after 5 hours of sleep. I was lying there for like half a hour. Then, I'm doing the RC, and bam, I'm dreaming. I don't remember if I did the RC in my bed, because after I did the RC, I was standing in the living room at night. I started feeling really dizzy, like I'm passing out. It happened to me a lot of times. It's like anti-lucid mechanism. I got fooled by it many times. I was like, omg, brain, really? But I thought, I must do deild! So as I was leaving dream, I was trying not to open my eyes or move. Actually, I didn't leave the dream. I woke up in FA again. As I did the deild... just wow. Every part of my body was shaking, it was so loud like there is a freaking jet in my room! I was feeling sooo scared, not because of the noises and shit, but I JUST was scared out of nothing. I've never been so scared in my life. Well, everything was happening, but I was getting nowhere. I was like, heeeey, IT'S FA! So I stopped doing this, I opened my eyes, and it was gone. I was like, I'm not gonna do nose plug rc again, because something bad can happen again, like the passing out part. I used completly new and not-known RC: I tried to look up with my eyes, as high as possible. The feeling was unbelievable. I was feeling all that meat in my head and shit, I had my eyes looking completly up. As I moved them more, I was seeing something. Some scene. But I stopped. I was still scared because of that "fake deild". I was too scared to get out of bed. I was just lying there doing this new reality check. I was like, fuck this, I'm outta here. I read somewhere that when you close and open your eyes really fast in a dream, you can get out of it. So I did this. HOPEFULLY, it didn't work. I did the RC again, and said to myself, who's the boss? I decided to get out of the bed. Well, nothing scary happened. I left my room, and wanted to turn on the lights. I clicked the switch, but nothing happened. I was like HUEHUEHUEHUE. I wanted to leave my house, but as I opened the doors, I woke up.
Well... yeeaaah.
How can I teleport from my FA bed into some calm place?
Lucids: 1 FAs: 2
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