Today my mom woke up at 6AM, she was going somewhere 3 hours from where I live. She woke me up around 8 (She was being REALLY loud). I couldn't get back to sleep so I got up. At around 10 I decided to try having a small nap, since I heard lucids are more common during naps. Seeing as how my blinds suck and let in so much light, I went into my basement to sleep on the futon.
I brought my dream journal and a pen and placed it on the bed beside me. I knew I was going to have trouble getting to sleep, so I buried myself in the blankets and tried as much as I could to not move, repeating stuff like "I'm a lucid dreamer" in my head. I also thought I'd try something random, just for the hell of it. I held a small, rubber pokeball (Haters gonna hate) in my hand, put my arm on a pillow and tilted it sideways. I told myself that, I would have this ball in my dream and if it left my hand I would do a reality check. Silly, I know.
And then that familiar state happened. The state where I can see dream images (which are not very vivid and make no sense at all), yet can still slightly feel my body. In the unclear dream image I was able to see, I looked like I was 13 again. I had the Pokeball and was running around a grassy area with my friend Melissa. She said, "Throw the ball!". So I did. You're going to think I did a reality check. No, I didn't.
My real arm flung across the bed and woke me up. It startled me and I jumped up in bed.
Has this ever happened to you? It disappointed me, because I felt it was about to work :/
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