This is just a quick question I'm curious about. I'm sure this has been discussed before, but this is my first time with all this and I hope I can find some help or understanding!

Last night I had a dream regarding someone I am deeply interested in and have been for a little while now. Someone whom, I'll be completely honest with, I've never even met or spoken to. The dream consisted of myself walking up to him as he was sitting down in a navy button-up shirt on a sort of white patio chair in the setting of some type of outdoor dusk party, sitting side-saddle on his lap and trying to kiss him, but he kept turning his head as if he knew I wanted to kiss him on the lips, and was only letting me kiss him on his cheek, near his eye and on his jawline of the right side of his face. His expression during this wasn't a bad one, but more of one that had a little bit of teasing or kidding in. I also remember wrapping my arms around his shoulders and placing my hands on the back of his neck, in the sense of a hug. I felt an eagerness in my need to kiss him, but I also didn't feel he hated me or was annoyed by me, but that he was just not in that 'place' right now with his feelings towards me to kiss back or let me indulge in my desires. I then remember walking off in a sense of defeat, I guess to mingle with others, when I could feel his presence behind me, following me, and when I turned back he was there, with a very soft loving sadness in his expression, perhaps even far enough to say a sense of acceptance towards me, and ended up holding my hand and walking with me.


The thing about this that's probably the most unsettling for me is that it was one of those dreams where everything felt real. I could feel the fabric of his shirt, and the slight clamminess of his skin. My lips could feel the grazing of his stubble when I kissed him and my fingers felt the hair on the back of his head when my hands were wrapped on the nape of his neck. It was the type of dream that left me feeling a little sick, mostly in the stomach area. Most likely from longing for it to be more true than a dream.. So I suppose my curiosity lands here, which is something I've never done, and I wonder what this sounds like to you, and to others? I am a Libra and from what I have read, Libra's have a sense of intuition to them. As much as I'd love for this to have the possibility of someday coming true and easing my high lust for this person, I am sure it is merely what it was. A dream I am having a hard time understanding/explaining. Many thanks.