I just woke up from a nap, the time i can best become lucid. Been doing it for 10 years now, at 27 years old. Recently i have not been able to gain control of my lucid dreams and they almost always turn into an uncontrollable nightmare.
I had two lucid dreams while i took my nap today, both ended in nightmares after i looked at myself in the mirror.
The first dream when i looked at myself i saw me, as i am now, but i looked evil and i was smiling at myself. No distortion, just an evil smile. I did my best to change it to look like something good, and as i did a force grabbed me by my pants line and started lifting me up. When it did i closed my eyes and meditated, trying my best not to think about anything and it slowly let me down. I woke up into another dream, not realizing it i ran downstairs to tell my friends about the dream when i touched behind my ear and felt a pimple, so i walked into the bathroom to pop it.
A lot came out, it was gross, not normal, when i started to suspect i was in a dream i noticed i was looking at my eyes in the mirror but they weren't looking at me. When i realized completely i was in a dream they snapped back to me. When they did i felt this evil feeling, i can't quite describe it, but it wouldn't go away.
I closed my eyes and got into the lotus position and tried to meditate, but i kept rocking back in forth, like gravity kept switching up on me. This disturbing song started to play in my head and i started to spin. I slowly woke up as i opened my eyes...
Every time i look into the mirror in a lucid dream, something bad happens. Does anyone have any experience with this happening to them too? And if so, what is your idea on why this is happening and how to stop it.
Thanks.
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