Hello Everyone,

I have come to this site, looking for help. I have been searching for an answer myself for years, but maybe you wonderful people will have the solution I need.

My story starts when I was 15 years old. I met a young man at this time (we will call him Sam), he was 14. The instant I saw him, it felt like electricity, literally. We stayed in the same group of friends until I graduated high school, and it got to the point where I could sense his being. We lived on the same street, so if I was driving home and he happened to be in the car behind me, I could feel him even before I could see him. His very nearness caused my body to go haywire, and I suspect the same would happen to him because he would do very weird things around me.

5 years have passed, I am 20 years old, he is 19. He moved away and we haven't spoken in ages. I ended up dating another person, we are very happy and even planning a life together. This person is my very best friend and we truly complement every single aspect of each other. We seem to even share a brain (I will be thinking of something in my own mind, and he will begin to speak on the very subject without even an inkling of what I was just thinking, or else something will happen while we are together and we will say the exact same thing at the exact same time).

But "Sam" has continued entering my dreams. I wonder sometimes if maybe I was destined for another path which involved this boy, but something intervened.

For a time, "Sam" stopped entering my dreams. He began dating another girl, I heard they are expecting a baby. This caused me to begin to think of him again. Ironically, I passed by his work (Honest to goodness, I did not know he worked there) and after YEARS, I could sense him, I felt that same old energy coursing through me, I look up to see his face (he looked as though he had received an electric shock) as he watched me as I passed. After this encounter, which took place a couple of weeks ago, he has reentered my dreams.

WHAT is this weird energy that enters me, WHY is his presence always seeming to follow, in my dreams and in life? HOW do I stop this??