For me, wanting to dream lucidly is sort of secondary to wanting to experience (or rather, remember) dreaming in the first place. A bit under a year ago I was really depressed and wanted to.... escape this stupid world. I'd wake up every day and be disappointed that I woke up again. Dreams became more important to me than waking life because I hated my waking life, and dreams were a way to get away from it, for a time.
I ended up remembering dreaming most days, just because I'd decided dreams were important, I guess. I normally keep a journal of my waking life, and one day after I'd had a really interesting dream, it just seemed natural to write it in my journal. Then I started keeping a regular dream journal, so I wouldn't forget my important dream experiences. Interestingly, my motivation for keeping a waking journal turned into the same one I have for keeping a dream journal: so I won't forget.
I remembered having read somewhere, after my first, frightening experience with sleep paralysis, that good dream recall was an important first step in learning to dream lucidly, so I decided to try lucid dreaming as well. I'm not depressed anymore, but my dreams are still as, or more, important to me than my waking life. I want to dream lucidly to explore and experiment and have fun with dreams. I want to be lucid to have a more profound and interesting experience of dreams. I wonder if there is a waking equivalent to lucidity, and, if so, how to attain that, as well...
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