I started the dream, and remembered to do a RC. this was the first time in my life to do that, and resulted in my first lucid dream. but, after it i felt disconnected, my mind was influencing my conscious decisions, and nearly everything i tried to do when perfectly. except shape shifting. i tried it and nearly cried when it didn't work. that's how bad i wanted it to work. i need some help with that kind of dream control, so that my next lucid will be a great one... and i need help on how to make myself feel more conscious.... that wasn't very comfortable. i felt myself struggling to take control of my body, and i was viewing form first and third person at the same time. not split veiw, but have the sensory input form both at once.. it was hard to control.