I think back to the first time i heard about lucid dreaming.
I googled "Dream Control" and there it was! A whole community dedicated to lucid dreaming, a term i had never came across but now seemed awesome.
I spent hours reading the forums, and did reality checks all the time, and two wild attempts a day was not uncommon.
Of course i never succeded in the first weeks, but i still kept going.

That was 3 months ago.
Now, i do my reality checks like a good boy, but cant find the urge to do more.
If i ever try to MILD i just give up from pure boredom, and when my WILD alarm goes of 4 in the morning i just snap it of and goes back to sleep.
When i wake up i might remember a dream, but never write it down.
I cant seem to find that motivation i had in the beginning!

Now my question is, how do you keep that motivation and excitement you had in the beginning?
I try hard to feel the excitement of my lucid dreams, but i still just roll over when my alarm goes of.
Apparently i cant force myselft to lay still for 45 min, even if the reward vould be a REM period in wonderland.