You are. That's how it begins. For me it was like I started dreaming ABOUT lucidity for a while... it was really frustrating - I'd dream that I was lucid, or I'd realize for instance that "in these things (dreams, only I didn't think of them that way) as soon as you turn your back on something it usually disappears" and stuff like that. It's like your mind is working its way toward actual awareness in the dream state. So be assured, you're on your way!