Well alot of stuff happened so if I started saying all my lucid+lucid related experiances it would be far too big of a post. So I'll just say a few of them that seem more important.
I was really enthusiastic all the time about all this stuff, I know I usually have low self-confidence but I was really worked up on this and that It must work!
First I was just reading about all this stuff, I wanted to know how to do it all completely, I was doing reality checks but those didn't give much succes so one day I woke up early and was really sleepy and wanted to go back to sleep but I looked up other tehniques and tried to MILD but as I was actually talking to myself that I will be lucid and all what happened was that my body in 3 minutes or so automatically went into SP, my body couldn't move I didn't mind it at first altrough I was wondering what was going on and then suddently I started gently shaking all over soon enough my body being covered in some sort of aura/blancket that was a part of my body, I felt a bit smaller but stragely light, I got scared at that point and tried to get out of it, which I did after a few seconds the ending actually ending with some strange sound something like when they shoot photon torpedoes in Star trek. XD I did get scared of that but that didn't stop me, I readed about WILD and figured it was that, I thought that maybe I should do that since it happened just like that, but I couldn't get past when my body breathes less air so I kept trying and one day when I failed again I just started MILD'ing and after 3 minutes of it I went to sleep normaly, what happened was that I got past all that white flash, breathe less, SP and hallucinations(More or less) and I just woke up(Didn't actually move or anything as I couldn't because my mind was focused on the shivers and my eyes were closed all the time) so after that I felt my body gently de-tach itself from my body and then it started moving. It was moving for a long time it felt like my body was a roller-coaster train thingy, it was fun at first but it started getting boring wondering when I would actually get into a dream, so I tried opening my eyes to check if I'm in a dream but as soon as I did slightly open them I saw my room from my lying viewpoint in bed so I quickly closed them hoping I didn't mess us. As I did that I felt as if I was standing but I couldn't move, I heard a voice, a gentle yet very confident and strong voice talk to me "What are you doing here?" I replied "Am I dreaming?" it said "Yes, do you need any help" I wasn't exactly fully "Awake" and was more leaded by what I wanted so I said "I'd like to have a person in my dream" the voice asked "How many?" I replied "One" the voice got angry at me and said "Just one!?" I still wasn't in right mind and calmly replied "Yes, just one" the voice got even more angry and it said "GET LOST!" Then I felt 2 orbs grab me by my hands, pull my hands up and start dragging me away. They kept dragging me for a while, I couldn't move nor open my eyes...after a while I hear the voice again saying(I can't fully remember but it was something like this) "You are going to hell's island, to fight for survival" I instantly shouted "Noooo!" and I woke up, but I quickly realised I was in a dream so it was my first lucid, I saw my small dog sit and stare at me, I pointed at it and laughed saying "You're not real!" and the dog just dissapeared. As I was about to get up the dog appeared again and jumped at me, it forced me to lie down and I was instantly paralised, shivering all over. I was a bit scared but I instantly tried to speak, I couldn't speak but I forced out the word "M-m...moon" a person I know and am close to. As I said that I heard a voice down infront of the bad say "Get off of him you mutt!" and the dog dissapeared again, the shivers were gone and I looked down at who it was (I was still paralised) I saw a Moops with a skull head as a necklace and it said it was Moon's friend. that's when I woke up from my first lucid.
I wasn't scared of it I was just kinda sad that nothing too special happened, I didn't think about the voice that talked to me before I got into the dream where I can see and all. Maybe I should have payed more attention to it, I don't know. From that point on I kept doing that tehnique, it working every single time(It just took the will to actually do it so I didn't do it everyday). Every dream being either letting me do stuff but passivelly with kinda scary motives(For example I was in my room just testing out how it is to change surroundings. failing badly of course lol. I turned my room into a room full of random stuff from different cultures when I tried to make it a valley. Anyways the scary part was when I got out of my room I saw my mom, asked where someone is, she said she doesn't know and then turned into a skeleton with hair. I screamed and told her it's not funny and that she should go back to normal form and she did, saying sorry. I asked her again saying that he SHOULD be around here, she said that he's outside somewhere so I went looking, finding someone dissing that person, I wanted to call them a liar but I didn't, waking up as I decided that). A few dreams like that and then I found out about sub-concious and dream guide so I tried calling out to it, but everytime I called out to it something attacked me, first it was some monkey that was friendy but it died saying that they are coming for me, getting chased by people I didn't see. they cornered me and when I tried to look who they are my vision went so blurry that I couldn't make out anything and a LOUD beeping sound in my ears, it ended by me jumping into a river, other times for example when I called out to it a Giant tiger would jump me out of nowhere and stuff like that. So the more I tried the more I got attacked, as if I wasn't welcome in dreams. And in the end I ended having 96% of the dreams me being paralised in bed and literaly forced out by something unseen by my bed, I could see something there but it was transparent and blurry and I can't talk to it as I am too paralised to talk or do anything for that matter since I am extremely sleepy too even if it is a dream.
I don't know if you want me to go into more detail about the dreams but I'll just say this so I don't bother you with too much stuff at once. XD
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