Hey there. I've been busy lately so I haven't had a chance to get on here much. Anyways, I've been attempting to lucid dream since I've been here in the beginning of March, so I'm going on 2 months.
I had my first LD not long after beginning to try, 4 DILDs and 1 DEILD. Now here's the story:
In my first lucid I felt someone next to me. I knew he was there, yet I never looked at him. That was weird enough, and I thought "that'd be cool if he was my DG." (Going off track a bit to give some detail for a second). In all of my lucids I have remembered to stabilize. The only stabilization method that I can remember to do is shouting to my subconsious to stabilize the dream. I've been able to shout and make things appear and even turn it from night to sunny. I can't ever stabilize it. In my last lucid I also couldn't shout no matter how hard I tried, no sound came out. My lucids are never vivid. So I've been thinking negatively about my stabilization problems. But dreams are answers and solutions to problems, right? Now here's my lucid last night (I had bad recall due to getting up quickly and not remembering it until later in the day): I was standing there. Just standing. Someone is next to me and once again I don't look at him. I know it's the same person, yet I still don't try to look. He is working on stabilization with me. He told me to shout "stabilize" so I did and no sound came out like the last lucid. I don't remember what he did, but he GAVE me the power to shout. I shouted and it worked. That's all I remember unfortunately.
So my question here is, could this guy be my dream guide? Especially this early since people try for very long periods of time to find them? It sure seems like he could be by the way he helped me and has been there in 2 lucids.
Post away and let me know what your opinion is and what I should do to figure this out!
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