Fear of sleep paralysis is quite common among beginners. At first I was really scared too. My first induced SP ended up with really scary stuff like I could hear banging on my walls, chains being dragged on the floor, people whispering in my ear, etc. It may take some time to adjust, but you really just have to realize that it's all a projection of your imagination. Whatever you think you will see or hear or feel, it will happen.
Most times now, when I find myself in SP and hear the creepy sounds, I try to turn them into more pleasant ones. When I hear banging noises, I imagine them turning into beatbox sounds. When I hear someone talking in my ear, I imagine his voice turning into Morgan Freeman or something. LOL.
The not being able to move part can be quite uncomfortable at times, because we are used to controlling our bodies, so being paralyzed can completely throw us off. Remember that it is normal. We all get REM Atonia (body shutting down when we sleep so we don't act out our dreams), and in sleep paralysis, we are merely awake to notice it. Moreover, just think how surreal and exciting it can be to experience something you wouldn't normally notice! I think it really is something you have to go through multiple times to really understand. I hope you give yourself the chance to do just that. Who knows? You could end up loving it! 
Oh, and some people don't even notice SP. The intensity of the sensations and hallucinations vary from person to person, so it can be a totally different experience for you
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