Thread: A bit of an issue :)

Ok so I had four lucid dreams until now. First 3 of them were frustrating as I woke up immediately after attaining lucidity (meh, maybe not lucidity, but I was well-aware of the fact that I'm dreaming). Yesterday, I took a nap and dreamt of an impossible social situation. Won't get into personal details, just I realized it is a dream ''what the hell is this? this can't be happening...ah...aha I'm DREAMING?!'' I controlled my enthusiam, I looked at my hands which were somewhat distorted (fingers were longer than normal and they were extending further). My line of sight was very limited so my first thought was to make it clearer as it looked like I was just closing my eyes. So I said, in my dream, ''I want to see everything clearer, my environment is well-lit''. My environment changed, it became luminous and I was happy with the result. HOWEVER, I could not notice details, it was still painfully obvious that it is one of my dreams. I continued to walk in an arrogant manner and none of the dream characters interacted with me anymore. I kept my calm and repeated to myself ''I'm dreaming''. I had a feeling of power and arrogance as I never felt in my life. Met some dream monster and immediately lunged at him in order to destroy it (I'm not an agressive person, maybe my subconscious is...)but my limited level of dream control was fading. I woke up with thoughts like ''COME AT ME, YOU COWARD'' as I could not catch my dream monster.
Ok so after I explained the details, I have some questions.
1. First of all, I do not usually notice details in my environment, as part of my personality, character, education. I just see the bigger picture. For some time I have been training myself to be aware of more from my environment, not just my introspective thoughts. Can this affect my dream vividness? even lucid dream vividness? Lucid dreams should be life-like in detail, even better. Mine's are foggy random scenes.
2. Can my negative intentions have altered the dream-state making it just a normal one? Arrogance doesn't seem right to me at all, in real life, but in dreams it seems to be something normal, beyond my conscious control
3. Achieving that level of self-awareness as when you know you're dreaming does not trigger a lucid dream? Do I need more experience to make my lucid dreams seem life-like?
There are so many questions...I hope somebody will read what I said. Either way, I appreciate your help guys. I'll keep on with all day awareness technique and reality checking and dream journaling.