Thread: lucidity is edging away

HI!

ok, need to be quick; in college,

i learned of lucid dreaming around 8-10 weeks ago.

After vigilantly trying to attain lucidity in this time i had only had 9 DJ entries; i keep a dj next to me every morning without fail.

yet lately its not been needed, for around a month now i have not recalled a single dream.

i have had 2 dreams where im unsure if i was lucid or if i was dreaming of dreaming; if possible?

firstly, i was travelling through a dream involving various people in my life, then bang, im walking down a quiet country lane and the sun is shining, shortly before this id read of a method of gaining powers in dream. a super tic-tac. i just appeared there in the street, randomly bouncing out of my last dream scene, and i had a thought. im dreaming....lets FLY! but alas, doubt and fear of being incapable to set it. i looked down to my right jean pocket and reached in. pulling out the tic tac i willed to be in there; i held it up to my eyes and pondered if it would work. WOKEN BY BROTHER. argument ensues. seriously. i was P****ed.

my other dream i once again bounced suddenly into a new dream scene, in a randomold couples house, me and my brother are standing there i dont know who they are or why i am here. and again, a flash of clarity out of nowhere. i am dreaming....i decide to attempt to change the coloour of my brothers shirt of all things. i concentrate and green flows upwards from his waist covering the blue he had on. i think i got overexcited maybe because i woke up at this.

i am asking, why, why must i make a decision to CHANGE SHIRT COLOURS! when endless possibilities exist?

forgive my spelling and punctuation mistakes, i dont know what im expecting to get by writing this but i guess its assurance that my mind isnt incapable of LDing,

if it makes any difference, im 18 male and smoke copious amounts of cannibis. i am fully willing and fully capable of quitting if it increases chances of an LD.

I have researched many methods of inducing lucidity, even buying and reading a unique (i think) book which you can read and hypnotize yourself by reading, i RC hands through walls, counting fingers, reading words, checking time and holding my nose; all the while intently questioning if i am dreaming or awake daily. also if possible, and if not against any rules or policies, can someone help me with obtaining B6 and/or melatonin. i dont mean personally, i mean generally, how can i obtain them?

thanks for your time and reading,

BYE!