I totally understand you. When I first joined and had no success, I had doubts. Is lucid dreaming really a real thing, is it really possible? After some time I finally had a real lucid dream. That's when I knew...yes, it is real and it is possible. Although I didn't go as long as you did without lucid dreaming, I know the feeling.

For those who think it's impossible or not a real thing: take a look around you. Dreamviews is full of stories of people achieving lucidity. It's full of stories just like this where after many months and even years people get lucid. So anyone who is having problems...keep on trying! Keep practicing! You WILL get there! Just look around you

Anyway, congrats d3nd3! I'm glad you actually stuck with it and got lucid! You deserve it thanks for sharing!