You seem to have the exact opposite effect to lucid dreaming then at least 98% of the population. It is known that most normal dreams feel blurry or uncontrolable almost as if you are drunk, while lucid dreams are clear and the knowledge that you can do anything you want usually excites almost anyone.
So either you have phrased your question wrong or misinterpreted in which state you were
or you happen to feel no excitement, reward or joy from spending worthyfull time doing RC's, spending nights repeating mantra's and finally finding yourself in the land of freedom (I highly doubt it)

Like gab said earlier, lucid dreams are far beyond the scope of normal dreaming you would know when you are in one.