No Excitement From Lucid Dreams

[Warique]

The first time I had a lucid dream and realised I was dreaming, I became excited enough to wake up a few seconds after. Now I don't get excited at all. I am definitely lucid, not having a false lucid dream. I am just mildly annoyed, as well as curious, because it subtracts from the whole experience in a way. Just wondering if anyone has anything to say on the subject. In a way it just feels natural, like it should happen. There's no thrill of being suddenly and completely aware that you are dreaming anymore, well, since that first time. Earlier last year, I went through a phase of doubting that I was lucid at all as there was no "snap" as I went from non-lucid to lucid.