Hi, I am Marrelito

I recently had a Lucid Dream, please bare with me this weird and frustrating dream i had.

At first i dream't normally as usually, just going with the flow of the dream (i usually fly or use teleportation during those regular dreams). After a while i suddenly noticed i had some other powers i could use, for example i stood beside a railway, on a field and i saw a train coming from far away, i waited for the train to come closer and, when it was about 50 meters from me, i waved my hand in a weird motion (kind of a wizard-magic-style-motion-to-push-objects-away thingy) and, the train just flew off the rail and ended up on a road far away that had crashed on some cars. I thought it was cool and all, then i regretted that i did what i did sooooo, i closed my eyes, it went black for a brief second and after that i opened my eyes again, the train was restored in the default state it was in, like i never threw it away and the train was now passing by me.

At that point in my dream i started to feel a little weird at what just happened so i told myself that i must be dreaming.

I was aware that when you have Lucid Dreams you could pretty much do whatever you wanted. That in mind I had to test various things, to believe that am actually dreaming and not just my mind trying to fool me. So i started off with some small stuff not to get excited to rapidly and perhaps lose my focus.

I have had that problem before, where I instantly wake up as soon as i know am dreaming. Its like my brain gets caught and says: - Hey you are not suppose to know that you are dreaming! time to automatically shut-down the dream and wake you up. (i know it seems like my mind is against me haha)

Anyway, as i said, i was going to test some stuff out first, so i started with just creating a new train beside the railway on the field where i stood, (notice that every time i do something to create or summon something i swing my hand like a wizard). After that i tried to summon a friend of mine, (we talk about dreams and stuff regularly). I went to greet him with a handshake and asked him how he was, and we talked for a little bit.

After these attempts, i now knew i had some control over my dream. I began to wrap the world that me and my friend was in, to a shape of a ball, having everything in it. Then i expanded this ball and formed a new world. This new world was a little weird, it had some weird laws, kinda like glitches you have in a video-game.

Me and my friend started to laugh at all the weird stuff that was happening. For example at one point i was swimming in the air.

After some fun in the glitchy world, i returned to the previous world, where i had been at first. (i think i teleported back to it rather then creating it again)

Now i wanted to summon a person i have had a dream about before, I thought just for fun why not try it out and see if i can see this person again, but now when am in control of my dream. Guys i was trying to summon Emma Watson! (don't judge) . When i dream't about her before, i was watching Harry potter and she saw me as a death eater... but that is another story :')

I swing my hand to try to summon Emma, but I was unsuccessful. In-front of my eyes there was a black error box that had popped up explaining to me that i can't. In a resemblance to "The person is missing" or "The person is not available" or i just couldn't open this "file". I thought this was very weird. I was like wut?

Then i tried it again, and again. I got frustrated because i thought i had control over my dream!

I was swinging my hand wildly trying to "spam" out Emma, attempting several times to summon her, but with no avail. (The black error box keeps popping up while i do this)

Now am really pissed and frustrated not thinking straight anymore. After a while I spawn myself a Machine-gun, shooting wildly around the field with anger, thinking why i can't do this! Am I not in control? and i lost all motivations to do something else, or i couldn't think straight to just see that i was not able to do this and continue with something else.

So I just told myself its time to wake up because i didn't want to dream any further and then i woke up. I was nodding to myself as an accomplishment for having my somewhat controlled Dream.

But still i was a bit confused.

Can anyone enlighten me or have a theory why this restrictions happen in a "controlled" dream?

or if you guys have any other inputs that'll be great.

Thanks in Advance.

// Marrelito