I regard most of you around here as friends, and i need your help...

Alright, im not in the BEST mood ever.
It just seems like the deeper I dig, the less I find.
I'm just caught, paralysed, not knowing what to do.
I dont regard this as a dry spell, because it isn't. Im just stuck, i cant breath in the kerosine, 'the static's got me down'.

I have extreemly vivid dreams, on a good night of sleep i can recall 3 or 4, which is plenty, and i get up and wright down most of them, but i have one problem that is getting me down tremendously-
NO LUCIDITY. i have some kind of mental block, and its not letting me go any further

what to do, what to do...?