You see, I tried to tell my mom. I would love her to experience this. It would change her whole view of the world, as it had changed mine. But she wants me to stop, because she is scared for me. I told one of my friends, and she told me I perhaps lost my marbles. Another friend believed me, but that was it, she didn't show any interest in learning more or trying for herself. And another friend was fighting back a huge laugh. Only thing that stopped her from telling what she really think is that her kids were there.

So I realized, this has to come from within. Nobody can tell you what it is or recruit you. You must have this curiosity in yourself and you must want this. By yourself. Nobody can tell you or motivate you.

I look at this as a unique brotherhood. It's not for everybody. One day, perhaps, it will be.