I used to lucid dream a lot mostly probably around 1992 or so, then I remember briefly returning to the hobby as part of coping with a major life crisis in 2000 (but that was a brief return), and then came back in February 2013. However, I don't think dry spell is accurate, because my understanding of dry spell is when someone is trying but can't succeed, whereas I was not trying during those years of no LDs.
Why did I leave the hobby? Alas I do not remember, my memory is foggy, and I forgot way too much. However, I tend to get obsessed with one hobby at a time at the exclusion of others, and so maybe another obsession superseded LDing? Also I know when I was young I was much less patient, and maybe I lost patience and was not willing to keep putting in the effort. I also tend to get periodic depressions, and it is possible that I got depressed, and forgot to care about LDing any more. This last time I had a depressive like time of too tired all the time with mental fog and low self esteem, I actually used joining dreamviews as a major part of the solution, and LD practice has spurned on many related self improvements. I hope I will not regress again, but if I ever do, I hope I will remember quicker to turn to self awareness and LD to pull myself out.
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