I've had a couple lucids now but it just doesn't feel right. I can control everything, and I usually shoot stuff out of my hands and do crazy stuff, but when I actually wake up it feels like I never did any of it. It doesn't feel like real life. It feels like any other dream, but in the dream I think I'm controlling myself. Yes I know lucid dreaming isn't only control, but why do I think I'm conscious in the dream and when I wake up it doesn't feel right. Is my recall not good enough, are they just not vivid? I rub my hands and stuff. Also all my lucid dreams are from me noticing something is strange, do a reality check, and they have a false awakening. That order everytime.