I've been on and off LDing for 2 and a half years now. The time LDing has been getting shorter and shorter each time. I really want to keep doing this, but keeping a dream journal and doing the other stuff like reality checks is so hard to remember. I always forget. If I don't get an LD within the first few days I start to lose interest. Within a week I'm giving up now. I think part of the reason is I've never gotten a really amazing one that everybody talks about. Mine have always been blurry and hard to control. I could never remember anything I wanted to do from TOTM or goals. Does anyone have any ideas for me so I can be enthusiastic again?