Dreams including lucid dreams vary in intensity, vividness, level of awareness, self-control and dream control. That is pretty normal. Moreover, you may actually have a very profound dreaming experience, but when you think about it, you may remember only brief flashes. That in no way means the dream was of a lesser quality, just our memory of dreams tends to fade much easier than real life memories. I know my best lds were super vivid and interesting, but when I think about a great dream I had a month ago, I only remember the highlights because I made the effort to tell myself the story after waking up. I can still feel some of the euphoria, but I don't get the exact visuals. That actually doesn't matter, as long as you have put down all the relevant details in your journal. All these memories are stored somewhere, but they are much harder to access compared to real life memories in general. Yet, you have to ask yourself how much detail you can recall from everything you've done the day before. Unless there are intense emotions involved, we tend to dismiss a lot of what's going on around us. 
Some final thoughts: Be positive and patient about your experiences and see how other lds you have compare. Try boosting ld vividness by fully engaging in the dream, use all your senses. Practice ADA (All day awareness) during the day. ADA Tutorial. Do mini-visualization sessions (10-15min) every day or every other day. Good luck!
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