Thread: Loosing RCs problem

Hi everyone !

I got weird problem, Im "loosing" my reality checks. I was always checking a reality by looking on hands and counting fingers, holding my nose and trying breathe, reading a book or looking in mirrors. I started having a problem with functionality of RCs. First I was like, I dont like looking on my hands and seeing just 4 fingers, then I had LD with normal hands and all 10 fingers ! It went further.. I was always trying to Nose plug, It was my best RC, but recently I lost even this RC ! I cant breathe with nose plug in a dream So I Had just 2 reliable RCs, reading a book and mirrors. And what happens ? Yea I can read a book in a dream.. I always saw strange, jumbled letters, but in the last LD I saw meaningful words in order ! Now, Mirror is my last fuse. In the mirror I always saw a black shadow, but in my very vivid dreams Im seeing almost myself, but not perfectly. I'm afraid that I will lose all my RCs, All Day Awareness is maybe solution, because I never had "normal", boring dream. But even when I have a total crazy meaningless dream, I dont get lucid.

Thanks for all your replies !