I found out i have a serious problem. I have been aware (no pun intended) of this problem for a while, but i feel like this is a little worse than some of the usual problems Lucid Dreamer have. I could be wrong, but here it is.

I am never, ever aware of anything in waking life unless i force myself to be. I am finding it hard for this to become second-nature aswell. It's not just TV, Internet, and Video games that drain my awareness, it is whenever i am focused on something. We're always focused on what we're doing. Whether it is TV, Inernet and Video games, Or if it's something more productive or athletic like chores, sports, or simple physical tasks. For me, during the time that i'm focused on these things, i never become aware of what i am doing, where i am, or that i am even in existence. It's only when i remember to force that thought in. Is this a normal problem? or do i have something wrong with me?