I have been at lucid dreaming for 3+ months now.
I am able to lucid however, when i am lucid I seem to be in no control of what I want to do or what I am doing...
My innermost desires seem to instantly take over...
-I would ALWAYS just fly once i realize im dreaming, get bore with it... then my deepest desires/needs start manifesting. Which is mostly about sex, then seeking affection. I usually wake up while having sex or after hugging
I know deep down, i feel lack of affection from my life.
I really want to use lucid dreaming to understand myself more, have conversation about life, but when i feel like that... i use every lucid dream to try and fulfill that desire
I want to be able to have more control over that...
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