last week, I had 3 dreams and in all of them i was being chased by mental patients of mount massive asylum. i never became lucid in them, but i never felt too afraid. now when i was younger i used to have nightmares that would really scare me. they would be bad enough that id realize i was in a nightmare and try my hardest to wake myself up and usually wake up. some nights i could not. but back then i knew nothing about the dream world other than they happened. now i am a bit more educated. i see some nightmares as opportunities. sometimes scary stuff still heightens awareness, but i havent really become lucid because of them. "sleep paralysis" used to scare me too, it wasnt till this past summer i realized i could use that feeling as a pathway into the lucid world. they would always make me wanna wake. but now i know to remain calm. it happened last night to me. i used WILD and was stuck upon entry. 4 undead corpses were headed for me whilst still not able to move and they scared me at first until i told myself this is my dream I have no reason to be afraid. I finally gained mobility before they reached me, and i put my hand on them one by one and made them instantly vanish because i did not want them here. so fear can help jump your awareness into action. or not. but it has for me. i feel like i got off track here but hope you got something out of it! |
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