Well, I don't really know how to title this thread or if it's in the right forum, but I'll have a go at it. I'm posting it here because it's a lucid dream feeling that transferred into real life.

Thing is, some days ago I started feeling super self-aware a few times a day. I've been lucid dreaming for two years and trying all this time to figure out what self-awareness really meant and trying to actually feel it, but now I realize that whenever I tried to be self-aware, the only thing I was being was observational. I only ever had this genuine feeling of lucidity in very powerful lucid dreams, but when I tried to feel the same in real life to train myself, I didn't get to. It's like instead of my waking self-awareness transferring into my dreams to become lucid, I've developed this self-awareness in my lucid dreams and it's now transferring into my waking life. I hope this doesn't sound completely insane.


It's really hard to put it down in words, but those of you who have felt like this will know. Any thoughts?