^^ Increasing self-awareness is always a good idea, Oski, and doing so might just solve your problem.
Here's something to consider: during my "full-on" LD's, when I have complete waking-life-self awareness and access to memory, I almost never have a dream body. "I" am essentially a focus of presence in a dream, and that I am also fully aware that everything in my dreamworld is also "me." It took many years of LD'ing for me to recognize, consciously and unconsciously, that a dream body is not necessary, and that the entire dream is now my dream body. So maybe you're actually well ahead of the game here!
But that was not my point; this is:
I have found in these dream-body-free dreams that I could have a dream body whenever I needed it. For instance, if I needed to touch something, hands would appear (which is kind of spooky, because that is all that appeared), or if I wanted to take a walk and have a personal chat with a DC, a dream-body me would appear to accommodate the DC in conversation. So, though my default presence in full-on LD's is no body, one will appear when I need one.
You might therefore be able to do RC's or participate "bodily" in your LD's, Oski, if you've got enough self-awareness to make the decision to do so. Also, since I believe that RC's pretty much never make you lucid (because you must already be slightly lucid to perform one properly), not being able to do one in a NLD isn't really a problem; you might try not to believe it is. And, once you are lucid, with a little practice you should be able to produce hands with which you can do RC's. So yes, work on that self-awareness during the day so that it's more present in your dreams, and your problem might be solved...well, it will be solved for LD's, but not for NLD's:
You might need to just live with this bodiless situation in your NLD's, and assume that it is just a temporary blip in how your unconscious constructs dreams. You could perhaps try incubating dreams that include a dream body by setting an intention like "I have a body in my dreamworld," but I'm not sure that would work; or perhaps spend extra time thinking about having a dream body during the day, in the hopes of building up expectations that oblige your unconscious to provide a dream body.
However, that dream-bodiless state in NLD's should not have an effect on your ability to transition to LD's; it might even help, given the odd nature of existing without a body.
tl;dr: I can't help much with your missing dream body in NLD's, but a lack of a dream body during them should not be an impediment to lucidity; lucidity is driven by self-awareness, and not by the presence or activity of your dream body. So work on building up enough self-awareness (and general readiness to LD) to spark LD's and it won't matter if you have a dream body or not.
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