Hello everyone,
I started lucid dreaming last year and i got some LDs that i liked so much but i lack control :x ,lately i started reading that book of Mr.Stephen and i find it really interesting and helpful but i have a problem wich is " every time i notice that i'm dreaming and became lucid the dream start vanishing and my dream eyes start closing i can feel them and how they close i can see it and i lose my balance and can't get up ><
for example one day i dreamed that i was reading a book but stoped reading for a short moment then i said if i look at the book again and the writing style isn't the same then i'm dreaming and it changed so i said yeaaah i'm dreaming then i stoped that happiness and turned serious then i wanted to choose a Dream character to tell me that i'm dreaming i choosed pikachu because it's a weird this seeing it is enough to make me realise that i'm dreaming but pikacgu didn't appear and my dream started vanishing and my dream eyes started closing i was so determined to stay there so i was resisting by opening my eyes and i lost my balance ( this happend every time i'm aware i loose my balance i donno why ) and i couldn't get up but still i was yelling "pikachuu anything please xD " but it didn't worked and i lose my balance every time i'm lucid and the dream ends i wonder whyy i lose my balance and the dream go away and i don't get exited really i can control it .
So, could you please help me ??