Thread: Problems with LD

I have been trying to wild for about 2 months now (and I knew stuff about it before that)

I have basically read every single guide on this site and others. Almost finished The World of Lucid Dreaming book and two months ago I chose WILD as the method.

First off I started a DJ on my phone. And every single morning I have been writing my dream. My dream recall is amazing now and I have lots of vivid dreams. I don't do a lot of RC, but every day I wonder if I am awake or not.

I have an app on my phone that sets up low volume alarms because I could wake up someone if it was high volume. I always wake up and go to the toilet, do stuff, but when I go to bed I fall asleep way too fast. Because of this I decided that I will do my WILD attempts in the morning, noon and afternoon. Basically after 2 months there has been almost no progression. And I just can't not give up.

During the day when I try to WILD I never fall asleep, but lose consciousness and get stuck in some dream scenery after standing still relaxed and counting. But then something snaps me out of it and brings me back to my bed. I do that because people told me not to fall asleep to the dream snippets that form during the attempts. I have had the problem of not knowing where my eyes should be focused during a wild attempt. Should I directly stare at my eyelids or just like normal falling asleep? Because if I am not focused on my eyelids I see no darkness, and it feels just like daydreaming. I have only gotten as far as strange feelings, floating, sinking, spinning. No sounds, no realistic imagery in front of me, but sometimes my HI turns purple and moves around but it never forms any kind of scene. The only scenes I see are those in my mind. People are saying that scenes appear in front of you and not in your mind.

I am in need of help, because the last few days I have been getting really demotivated. I have no problems with standing still, It is easy for me. But after like 40 minutes pass I move because I don't really want to bother with paralysis . I even started getting lazy about writing down my dreams, even knowing what I dreamed. Any help will be ideal.