My first 10 lucid dreams made me feel weird about myself as i was trying things that in real life i would go to jail for such as knowing what it feels like to stab someone and killing people.Lucids now are different and i like to be sensible and experience the realms of lucidity....talk to people and manipulate objects etc.....but back to my first 10 lucids....is it natural to want to experience things like killing people.....on one hand i suppose i try it because of curiousity reasons as i know itll never happen in real life cuz im not a horrible person but on the othrr hand why would i.try.something.so horrible and brutal? Its asif i have a hidden bad side that only comes out when im lucid