I tried for a very long time about 20 years back to summon or find my real life crush to pretend she liked me and go on a date/ make out. It never did work. I am not sure why it was just not happening. In a final dream that was very profound she found me. She asked me not to carry a picture of me in my heart. I was stunned and never looked for her again. I think my mistake was that I could not believe she would be with me. I went walking around locations she might be or tried to summon her. I still had a world view where it was not realistic, much like trying to fly in a dream for the first time. I would have done better to come up with a story that would explain why she would be somewhere and why it would be realistic for her to like me. Perhaps I had become famous and she was at the premier of my movie? |
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